she likes me

Chapter 79

Qin Shiyue embraced herself, she didn't know how long Lin Qingyi had been away, and she didn't know how long she had been crying, the moisture in her eyes gradually lost, and the eyes that lacked enough moisture began to be sore and uncomfortable, the tears on her face were not completely dry, and her eyes were red and swollen .But the physical pain was far less than the physical pain. She felt that her heart had been pierced by a burning steel wire, and Lin Qingyi's words were still stuck in her heart.

Obviously it was her fault, she had no self-knowledge, and Lin Qingyi was right, but Qin Shiyue was still very sad, and she even hated herself.Even though she felt that Lin Qingyi didn't like her that much, this realization made her sad.But she was reluctant to spread her emotions to Lin Qingyi.She cramped her emotions inward, pushed herself into a dark corner.She felt that all of this was her own fault, but if she could be a little bit more competitive and useful, maybe the result would be different.It's even more stupid to know that you can't do it, but still take chances.

After Qin Shiyue blamed himself for everything, he began to worry that Lin Qingyi, who had left, would continue to be angry with him, worried that after seeing his true nature, he would no longer like him, or even break up. These thoughts made Qin Shiyue feel terrified.

Qin Shiyue wanted to find her mobile phone, but the more anxious she was, the more she couldn't find her mobile phone. She was so anxious that she shed tears again. She felt that she couldn't do anything well and made a mess of everything. Just like Lin Qingyi said, there is no more Sister, I am nothing.

Just when Qin Shiyue gave up on himself, there was another movement at the door.

At this time, it was approaching night, the sky outside was already dark, and it was even darker inside the house.

Lin Qingyi opened the door and saw that the room was completely dark. Although it was not too dark, it was not difficult to guess that Qin Shiyue in the room probably had no time to take care of the environment.Thinking of someone who has been sad since she left until now, her heart softened a little, and she felt that what she said before was indeed a little too much.

When Qin Shiyue heard the movement, he immediately looked towards the door. The moment the door was opened, the light from outside seeped in. Seeing Lin Qingyi, she felt that a little light had also seeped into her cold heart.Seeing Lin Qingyi's return, he was obviously happy, but Qin Shiyue's tears fell more and more fiercely.

The room was too dark, Lin Qingyi could only see the outline of Qin Shiyue's body, but couldn't see Qin Shiyue's expression and face clearly.After she turned on the light, she saw Qin Shiyue whose face was full of tears, his eyes were very red and swollen, and his nose was also red.I don't know how long she has been crying, maybe since she left, she has been crying until now.Thinking of Qin Shiyue crying for four or five hours, Lin Qingyi's heart ached.

"Baby." Lin Qingyi didn't have time to take off her shoes, and quickly entered the living room, hugging Qin Shiyue who was crying into tears.

Qin Shiyue heard Lin Qingyi's familiar word "baby" and knew that she had not given up on herself. Her heart was completely revived. Qin Shiyue hugged Lin Qingyi tightly. At this moment, she felt that as long as Lin Qingyi still liked her, everything else would be fine. important.

"I won't act anymore...I won't act anymore...Don't be angry with me again, shall we make up?" Qin Shiyue choked up while crying and asked for peace.

"I'm not angry anymore, we're reconciled." Lin Qingyi's hand comforted Qin Shiyue's head, letting her lean on his shoulder, and said very gently.

The soft words and warm embrace made Qin Shiyue seem to have received the most effective analgesic.At the moment of injection, the pain was relieved, and the heart that was curled up into a ball was relieved, and the heart that was no longer so uncomfortable slowly stretched out again bit by bit.

Qin Shiyue was more greedy for the warmth brought by Lin Qingyi than ever before, and she hugged Lin Qingyi even tighter.

Lin Qingyi knew that any comforting words at this moment were not as good as her own embrace to calm Qin Shiyue's emotions. She could feel that Qin Shiyue was afraid of losing herself.It turned out that he made her so uneasy, Lin Qingyi blamed himself a little, even if Qin Shiyue did something wrong, his attitude should be gentler, let alone abandon her.

After a long time, Qin Shiyue's crying finally stopped, and his emotions gradually calmed down.

"I really don't want to act anymore." After calming down, Qin Shiyue said again, she had completely given up on this drama with two heroines, and even in the future, she would never ask Lin Qingyi to act with her again.The same sadness, and humiliation, she didn't want to come a second time.

Lin Qingyi heard Qin Shiyue say again that he would not act, like a child who made a mistake, repeatedly promising that he would not do it again.Lin Qingyi felt a prick in her heart, and her heart ached again. She knew that Qin Shiyue might not be mature enough, but she was not unreasonable. If she said it well, she would listen to her advice, but she said such hurtful things when she was angry.

"Baby, I'm sorry, I was too strict with you, there should be a better way to solve the problem." Lin Qingyi apologized to Qin Shiyue, and Lin Qingyi did not allow herself to make the same mistake again.

Qin Shiyue did not expect that Lin Qingyi would take the initiative to apologize to herself. She knew that Lin Qingyi was not wrong, but Lin Qingyi said so mercilessly about herself, which still made her feel that she was not cared about.At this moment, Lin Qingyi's apology made Qin Shiyue truly feel that he was cared about by Lin Qingyi, and Lin Qingyi's caring was more important to Qin Shiyue than anything else.At this moment, Qin Shiyue's mood was completely relieved. It wasn't that she didn't care about herself, but that she was too willful.

"You're not wrong. I really should scold you. I know that my acting skills are poor, but I willfully grab other people's resources. I really don't have self-knowledge. I won't do this again. I'll be happy if you don't get angry with me." Qin Shiyue said Burying her face into Lin Qingyi's shoulder, she quietly reviewed her mistakes.

"Actually, I'm not completely without mistakes. After I left, I thought about it seriously. In fact, I was thinking about myself before, and I didn't think about you. Your acting in this play will really help you a lot. , I should help you. If you really want to act in this play, then do it, and I will act with you." Lin Qingyi told Qin Shiyue her decision.

She, she actually agreed! ?Qin Shiyue was extremely shocked, followed by joy and emotion.She didn't know what made Lin Qingyi change her mind, she knew that Lin Qingyi didn't want to act with her.But she was willing to make such a big compromise for herself.The significance of Lin Qingyi's compromise has far exceeded the significance of the matter itself, which was a great surprise to Qin Shiyue.

Although such a surprise came, Qin Shiyue was not as hot-headed as before, and she was calmer than before.She knew that Lin Qingyi was making concessions to herself, but she could no longer accept Lin Qingyi's concessions without thinking as before.She didn't want herself to be a burden to Lin Qingyi, and Lin Qingyi who was in contact with her should become better, not worse because of herself.With Lin Qingyi's sacrifice as a comparison, at this moment Qin Shiyue recalled his previous hot-headed behavior, only to realize how childish, willful and selfish he was, and even felt ashamed.

"I wanted to act because it took half a year to film. If I didn't film with you, I would definitely have other jobs. At that time, we will have to be together. We must get together less and leave more. We just dated not long ago, I can't bear you, that's why I want to work with you. You are filming a double heroine scene with another woman, and I am somewhat jealous. Now I figured it out, and I also feel It's better to separate from work." Qin Shiyue said his original intention of snatching the heroine, but now that he thinks about it, he is really immature, after this time, Qin Shiyue warned himself that he must learn a lesson and stop being so emotional.

Lin Qingyi kissed Qin Shiyue's temples. Qin Shiyue cared so much about him, but he didn't understand her mood at all. He treated her so harshly. No wonder his eyes were so red and swollen from crying. He must be extremely sad.

"Well, then we won't be separated this time. Let's film together. I think it's a happy thing to grow up with the person I like, and it's also a very challenging thing." Qin Shiyue's composition, but at this moment, Lin Qingyi's mood is a little more willing.

Qin Shiyue shook her head, Lin Qingyi was willing to change her decision for herself, which had already surprised her, she was very pleasantly surprised, and she couldn't be dissatisfied anymore.Qin Shiyue's thoughts at this time were completely different from before.She still hopes that she will have the opportunity to act with Lin Qingyi. If there is such a day, Qin Shiyue hopes that it is because she is strong enough to match her, not because of Lin Qingyi's will.

Lin Qingyi felt that Qin Shiyue still wanted to act with him in his heart, and his refusal at this moment was more likely because of embarrassment.After all, what I said before was indeed too much, and Qin Shiyue, whose self-esteem was hurt, couldn't get down for the time being.This matter is settled like this, when the contract is signed, Qin Shiyue can feel more at ease, and set a good stage for her to go down.

"In the future, you have to discuss things like this with me first. Don't let me be the last to know. This makes me feel that I am not respected and trusted by you." Lin Qingyi felt that a large part of her anger before was due to Because Qin Shiyue hid such a big matter from himself, letting himself know in the end.

"How dare I do this in the future." Qin Shiyue whispered, thinking of that scene, he still had lingering fears in his heart.

"Was I really fierce at the time?" Lin Qingyi asked.

Qin Shiyue felt that Lin Qingyi was not fierce at that time, but rather cruel.His face was cold, his tone was cold, and what he said was more like a cold arrow. The arrow hit his heart, and his heart was almost shot into a honeycomb.If you taste this taste once, you will be afraid, and she dare not make Lin Qingyi angry again.

"When you get angry with me again in the future, you can go to another room and ignore me, but don't leave, okay?" Compared with Lin Qingyi's anger, Qin Shiyue seems to be more afraid of her leaving, which will make her feel abandoned I can't even help thinking about it.

"Well, no more." Lin Qingyi thought to himself, even if Qin Shiyue didn't ask for it, he should pay attention to it.

After the rain, the couple seems to care more about each other than before the quarrel.

At night, Qin Shiyue lay on the bed with Lin Qingyi in his arms. From Lin Qingyi's return to now, he had been clinging to her almost all the time, but her eyes were sore from crying for too long in the afternoon, so she had to close them to make them feel better.

"My eyes hurt." After closing his eyes, Qin Shiyue said coquettishly to Lin Qingyi.

"I'll rub it for you." Lin Qingyi gently caressed Qin Shiyue's red and swollen eyes with her fingertips.

Lin Qingyi's caress made Qin Shiyue's eyelids and heart feel extremely comfortable and peaceful.

"Lin Qingyi." Qin Shiyue murmured softly.

"Huh?" Lin Qingyi replied lightly.

"You are the best Lin Qingyi in the world." Lin Qingyi who cares about herself and is willing to change her decision for herself is the best Lin Qingyi in the world.

Lin Qingyi raised the corners of her mouth when she heard the words, she is really a fool who is easily satisfied, she is not as good as she thought.

Maybe it was because she was too tired from crying, or maybe she finally relaxed completely, or maybe it was Lin Qingyi's concern, which gave her an unprecedented sense of security. Qin Shiyue felt tired, and her eyelids became heavier and heavier.

Qin Shiyue quickly fell asleep, her arms still wrapped around Lin Qingyi's waist.

Lin Qingyi looked at Qin Shiyue in her arms, and she clearly knew that she cared more about Qin Shiyue than the drama.Because at this moment, she was in a peaceful state of mind, not as anxious as when she left before.

The author says:

Obviously, Qin Shiyue withdrew voluntarily and did not act in this play.

Lin Qingyi's career and beauty are not delayed.Sometimes taking a step back gives you more.

Randomly drop red envelopes.

感谢在2022-03-1223:04:23-2022-03-1319:15:28期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦——

Thanks to the little angel who cast the deep water torpedo: Love is the biggest one;

Thanks to the little angels who cast rockets: Yaxi, Miss Puyu, Illusionist, I only watch what I want to see, and Zhen Mulin;

Thanks to the little angels who threw the grenade: Yuyingyu, Guardian_Mumu, Jing1;

Thanks to the little angels who threw the landmines: Hey, 3 of them; people are stupid, and they take money @玄, Auntie Wei, MaY1;