she likes me

Chapter 78

Lin Qingyi's lack of self-knowledge made Qin Shiyue's face turn pale.Qin Shiyue cared too much about Lin Qingyi, which made Lin Qingyi's words more lethal than anyone else.Never before had a single word made Qin Shiyue so uncomfortable.The most tender part of the heart was just being scratched lightly by the sharpest knife, and a deep mouth was cut.

"You can teach me, and I will work hard..." Qin Shiyue was a little timid from Lin Qingyi's anger, and said in a weak voice, that he would definitely work harder.She felt that it wasn't that she didn't have self-knowledge, she just didn't want to be separated from Lin Qingyi, it would take half a year, and she didn't want her to play a drama with two heroines with others.

Lin Qingyi knew that Qin Shiyue clearly had no idea about what he was going to do, he was self-willed and reckless, and he also became a habit of relying on others.

"If you won this role by yourself, I have nothing to say. But you got this role because of your sister. False. Now, you also project this kind of dependence on me, you think that as long as I am here, I can lead you to perform tricks well, let’s not talk about whether I have the ability to make your acting skills improve by leaps and bounds, but you This kind of thinking is very dangerous. If one day, you are in a difficult situation, neither your sister nor I can help you in time, what should you do? Have you thought about this?" Lin Qing asked with hatred, and he was naturally willing Being relied on by Qin Shiyue, but if Qin Shiyue regards relying on others as a kind of inertia, or even as a matter of course, it will definitely not be a good thing for Qin Shiyue.She doesn't need Qin Shiyue to become so strong, at least she needs to have her own backbone. When others can't support her, she can stand up and won't collapse.

Qin Shiyue wanted to open her mouth to refute, but she didn't think so, but she was sadly discovered that she couldn't hold back a single rebuttal.Every sentence of Lin Qingyi hit the most vulnerable part of her heart exactly.She really relied on her sister to get this role, she didn't have the ability to win this role, and she really wanted to rely on Lin Qingyi, thinking that as long as Lin Qingyi was willing, it shouldn't be too bad.

Lin Qingyi's words were more than a hundred times more powerful than those of Kong Huizhi back then, and the wall of her heart was completely broken.She wanted to cry very much, but her tears were blocked, and all her emotions were blocked in her heart at this moment.

It turned out that in Lin Qingyi's heart, he was actually useless.She should have known that she was incapable, but at this moment, she didn't know where she had the confidence to do this before.Probably because Lin Qingyi likes herself, she seems to swell, and Lin Qingyi's liking seems to have become her reliance.But there is nothing that really attracts her to such a pompous person like herself. The self that Lin Qingyi likes is like a sand sculpture castle, it just looks good.This sand sculpture castle of her own can't support Lin Qingyi's liking at all. Her love will collapse with this sand sculpture castle sooner or later.

Qin Shiyue thought that he was not worthy of being liked by Lin Qingyi, and his heart felt cold.

Lin Qing thought that Qin Shiyue didn't answer, but her expression was uglier than crying.This made Lin Qingyi feel a little soft-hearted, and felt that what he said was a bit heavy.

"Are you really going to act in this play?" Lin Qingyi softened her tone a lot because of her soft heart.

The softening of Lin Qingyi's attitude made Qin Shiyue mistakenly think that after Lin Qingyi lost his temper, the matter turned for the better.Although Lin Qingyi's words pierced into her heart like countless thorns.But Qin Shiyue couldn't care about the pain in her heart at the moment, even if she didn't know herself as Lin Qingyi said, she still wanted to act in this play.Because she has never been so eager to grow herself, make herself useful, and make herself valuable.

Qin Shiyue nodded.

"That's fine, you come to act in this movie, and I quit. Work is work, and feelings are feelings. I don't want to mix work and feelings." Since Qin Shiyue insisted so much, Lin Qingyi decided to quit the show. She didn't want work to affect her. to feelings.Such an unpleasant beginning, if we continue to reluctantly film together, it may be difficult to avoid bringing emotions from work into our love life.It is enough to influence once, Lin Qingyi doesn't want to be influenced continuously.

Lin Qingyi refused to film with her. Her decision probably hurt Qin Shiyue more than those sharp words just now.Qin Shiyue's tears, which he couldn't cry just now, slipped down instantly, and his eyes were extremely red.

"You don't have to quit, I'll quit..." Qin Shiyue said with a choked voice, if Lin Qingyi didn't act, if he acted by himself, it would probably be a joke.

Lin Qingyi felt that there was nothing wrong with her decision, and it could be seen that Qin Shiyue was crying so sadly that her heart was in a mess.It's clear that I'm not wrong, it's Qin Shiyue who is wrong, but why is my mood so irritable?I couldn't help but wonder if my decision was right or not.

"Think about it carefully first." Lin Qingyi's tone was softer than before, and she felt that she and Qin Shiyue should calm down.

Lin Qingyi left, but Qin Shiyue didn't keep her.

It's just that after Lin Qingyi left, Qin Shiyue burst into tears, and her emotions and thoughts fell into the abyss.Lin Qingyi didn't have the slightest idea of ​​acting with him, but he was not worthy of acting with Lin Qingyi in the first place. This is obviously a very objective and realistic problem, but why does he still feel sad.Probably because behind this unworthiness, it seems to be a metaphor that he is not worthy of her. Everyone thinks so, even Lin Qingyi thinks so.

The more Qin Shiyue thought about it, the sadder he became, and he couldn't stop crying.

As long as Lin Qingyi was away, she cried for as long as she did.

Lin Qingyi thought that if she didn't face Qin Shiyue's emotions, her mood would get better.In fact, after leaving, her mood not only didn't get better, she was even more anxious.She knew that she wasn't acting, she was just trying to force Qin Shiyue to retreat in disguise.Intellectually, she knew that her decision was not wrong, but emotionally, she couldn't get it right. She knew that Qin Shiyue would definitely feel sad because of her decision.

Obviously, he would care about Qin Shiyue's mood.

Reason and emotion are fighting, and the fight is very fierce, but there is no winner.

"Am I going too far?" Lin Qingyi asked Bai Wenxi. There is no winner or loser in the struggle between reason and emotion, and an outsider may be needed to be the referee.

"It's not too much. Qin Erbao is wrong first. Whatever you decide is correct. It is also correct to return work to work and feelings to feelings." Bai Wenxi was a little surprised that Lin Qingyi had doubts about his decision. It seemed true I am very concerned about Qin Erbao's feelings.

"You also think I'm right?" Bai Wenxi also felt that his decision was right, but why was there always a lump in his heart.

"Accordingly, you are right in whatever you do. However, I don't think feelings can be fully reasoned and right from wrong. If you make such a decision, Qin Erbao will be very sad, and she will feel that she is privileged over you Not at all, otherwise, you can coax her well later." Bai Wenxi thought that liking means privilege, Qin Erbao would do this, more or less relying on the master's liking.If Qin Erbao didn't feel a little bit of privilege in this liking, Qin Erbao would definitely doubt whether he was really liked, and he would definitely restrain himself and even be cautious in the future, and there would be a crack in his heart if he couldn't tell.

The master used her own withdrawal to force Qin Shiyue to withdraw, which was a little more intense, but she felt that the master's method could be a little gentler.You can say the softest words and make the hardest decisions. It is best to quarrel at the head of the bed or the kind at the end of the bed.Of course, the master can't be blamed for this, Qin Erbao is indeed a bit too much, and it is understandable that the master's attitude is a bit fierce when he is angry.

Lin Qingyi fell into silence listening.She knew that Qin Shiyue's insistence on robbing the heroine was not for utilitarian purposes, but more because of herself, she wanted to be with herself.

Lin Qingyi suddenly realized that she had never considered this matter from Qin Shiyue's perspective.From Qin Shiyue's point of view, there are great benefits for her to take on this film. With a good director, a good script, and her own help, she should have made great progress. This kind of opportunity will come to Qin Shiyue It is very rare to say.But before that, I only thought about myself. I wanted to win an international actress, but I was afraid of a bad film in my career. All I thought about was the damage I might face.

"Am I being selfish?" Lin Qingyi suddenly asked Bai Wenxi.

Bai Wenxi was completely stunned by Lin Qingyi's question.After all, normal people would make such a decision, and it was a happy decision for Qin Shiyue who was not strong enough to withdraw.Sacrificing everyone's interests, including your own, just for Qin Shiyue's growth, that's true love.

"That depends on whether you are more willing to achieve yourself, or choose to complete her. Choosing the former is a correct decision made with reason, and choosing the latter is to put emotions before reason. Career and women, it depends on how you choose." Bai Wenxi I feel that if the master asks this question, he probably has an idea in his heart.

"I choose a woman." After Lin Qingyi understood, he quickly made a decision.

"Love brain? This is a missed opportunity!" Bai Wenxi teased.

"It's not a love brain, it's a matter of confidence in one's own strength, sooner or later." Lin Qingyi doesn't think that this is her only chance, and she has strength, so sooner or later there will be such an opportunity.Slow down your pace a bit, and pull Qin Shiyue along.After all, Qin Shiyue is his chosen partner, if he is not good, he can be adjusted and taught slowly.

"The director should hate you and Qin Shiyue to death, he wants you to choose a career more than anyone else." Bai Wenxi joked.

The author says:

Although everyone wants to abuse, but I can't abuse more than two chapters. I am the author of the sweet article.

However, Lin Qingyi's words still greatly stimulated Qin Shiyue.

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感谢在2022-03-1118:30:39-2022-03-1223:04:23期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦——

Thanks to the little angel who cast the deep water torpedo: Love is the biggest one;

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: Miss Puyu 1;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Zhen Mulin, one by one;

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