For the sake of my brother debut, I decided to become a Uranus superstar

Chapter 157

"came back?"

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Luo Xiao turned his head and saw Lin Suyu walking in with sloppy footsteps, and a dark tea stain was splashed on the hem of his clothes.

"What did you do?"

He originally wanted to ask his friend what happened to the marks on his clothes, but Lin Suyu misunderstood his meaning and smiled: "It's nothing, I just suddenly wanted to drink milk tea, so I borrowed a back kitchen... But I forgot to clean up after cooking The stove is broken, I just went back and washed the milk pot."

Luo Xiao was a little surprised: "Don't you not drink milk tea?"

Lin Suyu said lightly: "Suddenly I want to drink."

"Ah, that's right..." Luo Xiao recalled the past in junior high school, "You bought me milk tea in the first year of junior high school, it seems that it was the first cup of milk tea I drank."

"……what?"

Strange, why do you feel that Lin Suyu is a bit dull today?

"Didn't you ask someone to bring me a cup of milk tea in the first day of junior high school? I remember it tasted like rose brandy. I was still thinking about it for a long time..." Luo Xiao walked over worriedly and touched his cup. Forehead, "Aren't you sick?"

Lin Suyu looked at him in confusion, and after a while, he regained focus: "Ah, I remembered...you mean that."

"Well... change your clothes first, don't rub them on the quilt." He reminded.

Before he finished speaking, he saw the blond boy in front of him gently leaning his head over, muffled in his arms, "Do you still remember who gave you the milk tea?"

Inexplicably feeling helpless and fragile in his tone, Luo Xiao touched his soft hair, tried to search for a long time in the memory fragments, and finally shook her head: "I don't remember."

Lin Suyu let out a breath, and after a long time, he straightened up, rolled his eyes, and smiled: "Forget it if you don't remember... I'll go wash up first, I want to go to bed early today, I'm a little tired."

"Wait a moment……"

Luo Xiao hesitated for a few seconds before asking, "Suyu, what is your impression of Brother Lu? Do you have any opinions?"

"...He? What's the matter, did he say anything about me behind my back?"

Luo Xiao hurriedly waved her hands: "No, just...a little, curious."

Lin Suyu was silent for a while, and then commented: "He is a very smart and hard-working businessman, I really admire him."

"Then... what about Zhu Xuanzhen?"

"A very stable big brother who puts the interests of the company first in everything. He is a very obedient executor who can put his personal wishes behind the company's wishes. Their leaders should like this kind of obedient and capable people... very capable Shinobu, according to Xiao Feng'er, it's best not to make him angry."

"Do you have any opinion on Zhang Qilian?"

"...I feel a bit lonely. I have a good relationship with Xiaofeng'er but I don't seem to be close to each other. I don't know much about it."

Luo Xiao asked a few more questions before finally throwing out the question: "What do you think of Shen Yirong...?"

Lin Suyu looked at him for a while, then suddenly said: "Actually, all the questions above are just pretense, right? This is the only thing you really want to ask, right?"

It is rare for a friend to point out the real intention so sharply, Luo Xiao was a little embarrassed for a while.Lin Suyu has always seen the truth without telling the truth, giving people enough steps.Such a slightly aggressive Lin Suyu made Luo Xiao feel at a loss for a while.

"Yes, I really want to ask you what you think of him..." Luo Xiao scratched her face in embarrassment, "You...don't like him?"

"Who said that?"

"...Bai Beiyang."

Lin Suyu covered his face with his hands, and put them down after a while, looked into Luo Xiao's anxious eyes, and said calmly, "Yes, I don't like him very much."

"..." She had already been mentally prepared for this answer, Luo Xiao didn't seem too surprised, but asked again, "Why?"

He originally thought that Lin Suyu would say things like "he has too many shady scenes", "the number one by default makes me feel that my efforts are worthless", but in the end, Lin Suyu gave a completely unexpected answer——

"Because, you have such a good relationship with him, I feel very sad." Lin Suyu's smile did not change. With such a bright smile, his understatement seemed to be joking, "Every time you tell me that you want to go out with him I was actually very unhappy when I was there, and I felt like I was going to become a person again... But if I tell you like this, it seems that I am very mean."

"But..." Luo Xiao pursed her lips and reminded, "You also made new friends."

"Yeah, I also feel that I am very vexatious. I have met a lot of new friends, and then I don't let you make friends. This is too much." Lin Suyu said frankly, "So I have never said this in front of you. things, but if you ask me, of course I have to say that I hate him very much."

He lowered his head and whispered like a child making a mistake: "I know it's not good for me, but I really feel bad...Maybe I'm the kind of person who only allows state officials to set fire and not allow people to light lamps. I'm sorry, if If you want me to like him too, and be good friends with him, I can't do it."

Really did not expect the reason given by Lin Suyu to be so childish, Luo Xiao was a little dumbfounded.He had thought about many reasons that Lin Suyu might give before, but he never expected that all of them came to nothing in the end.

The words of Lin Suyu just now can be translated as——

You're having too much fun with him, I'm not happy!Obviously we are good friends, you are not allowed to have a better relationship with him than the two of us!I am your best friend!

Luo Xiao wanted to laugh but complained helplessly: "...A primary school student, are you?"

Obviously he looked mature and calm in other places, but at this time he showed a childish attitude that did not conform to his usual appearance. Luo Xiao always felt that his mood at this moment seemed to subtly overlap with Bai Beiyang just now.

"Originally, if you don't ask, I won't say it... I don't want to delay your making friends, and saying this kind of thing feels like my mind is small." Lin Suyu bit her lip, "...if you are happy , I think it's fine."

He honestly bowed his head and showed an attitude of admitting his mistake. He was already ready to be educated when he said such words. Just when he was giving up on himself, he suddenly felt a light flick on the head.

"I found that something is really wrong with you today..." Luo Xiao rubbed his golden hair, "You and Mom will always be the most important people to me, how could it be possible for you to become a person."

Lin Suyu looked at him silently, and after a while, tears welled up in his red eyes: "There is nothing forever, you know I don't believe in this word, how could there be forever..."

"Susu, mom and dad will love you forever. Our family, we must be together forever."

Those who said "forever" are now really sleeping underground forever.

He was left alone helplessly wiping the bright red liquid that seemed to never be wiped clean, looking up at the pale fireworks blooming in the sky.

"At all, there is no eternity...it will change, it will all change..."

Lin Suyu, who forced himself to pretend to be strong and calm in front of Luo Xiao, felt as if he was about to collapse again. He raised his hand and wiped away the tears on his face, but more and more drops of water scrambled out, like a flood breaking a bank Crawled all over the cheeks.

"Don't say 'forever' in front of me, give me hope and leave in the future, this is, too much..." After realizing that she couldn't hide the tears on her face, Lin Suyu pushed Luo Xiao away and staggered away Going to the side of his bed, he covered himself in the quilt, bit the corner of the quilt and tried hard to keep himself from whimpering.

This feeling of weakness that can make people tremble with pain is as if all the fears that he forcibly suppressed, ignored, and even self-hypnotized until completely forgotten in the previous ten years burst out at this moment.

Since I was a child, I knew how to smile the most lovable, relying on a bright smile to win a little bit of love from other people. Lin Suyu, who was said by fans that "brother smiles the best", if he can't even maintain his smile, what should he do? OK.

"Returning to the rain..."

Please, please stop talking...

He looks like this now, he doesn't want to be seen by anyone.

If you want to abandon him, don't say it in front of him, okay?

"I... have always felt that you are a very powerful person, no matter what you do, you are very good and perfect... Sometimes in front of you, I will feel a little inferior. When compared with you, I seem to be too Ordinary, and too ordinary."

"I thought that a person like you who can do everything well should be very confident and have a strong heart... So, I always feel that you don't really need me. Without me, you can do it yourself Had a great time."

"It's only now that I know you've been so scared, and I'm really sorry."

A small amount of light leaked from the quilt and reflected into the boy's tear-sipping eyes. As the black-haired boy chattered, his tears overflowed more and more ferociously.

"The first time I met ten years ago, I was actually unhappy... because I felt that there was an extra person in the family, and I felt very awkward and strange, as if my status in the family was no longer special. So you come here When you called me 'brother', I ignored you..."

"Thinking about it now, I feel... Being able to become a family with you is probably the best thing that has happened to me over the years."

"No matter what happens in the future, you are my most important family, really."

After a long time, his nasal voice came out from the quiet quilt: "Do you swear?"

"I swear."

"No matter what I become, won't you find me annoying?"

"Ah."

Lin Suyu lifted the quilt by a corner.

The blond boy in the futon looked like a cat curled up in a pile of feathers, timidly said: "... Is it okay if you don't laugh?"

The black-haired boy said solemnly: "Yes, you can do whatever you want."

Thinking of Lin Suyu's "glorious deeds" before, Luo Xiao silently made a patch: "The ones written in the law are still not allowed."

"……Oh."

Lin Suyu took the wet tissue that Luo Xiao handed over, and whispered, "Brother."

"what happened?"

"There is one thing, I still want to tell you." Lin Suyu took a deep breath, and said quickly, "I didn't buy that cup of milk tea for you."

"……what?"

"The girl who gave you the milk tea, I like her, and then I bought her milk tea, and she gave it to you after changing hands, and said I bought it for you. Rose brandy, I picked it all afternoon A girl would like the taste, and then I saw that cup of milk tea in your hand after school in the afternoon, and I was angry for a long time."

“……………???”