69novels Chapter 10 10
Chapter 10 10
In the morning, Ruoning slowly opened her eyes.Xu Jingyang has been stroking Ruoning's cheek almost all night without sleep, seeing that Ruoning wakes up, turns over and holds Ruoning down...
After the end, Ruoning broke away from Xu Jingyang and sat on the bed alone.
"An'an, can you give me another chance to explain clearly? I don't expect you to forgive me, but I want to explain clearly to you." Xu Jingyang said calmly without the anxiety of last night.
"Tell me." Ruoning raised her head and looked into Xu Jingyang's eyes, without sadness or joy.
Xu Jingyang moved to Ruoning's side and held Ruoning's hand, "I know it's hard for you to believe what I'm saying now, but I still have to say it. I really love you, and I swear that I love you. not lying to you."
"Then why do you want to sleep with other women?!" Ruoning couldn't suppress the anger in her heart.
"An'an, I admit that before I was with you, I never thought that I would grow old with someone, and I didn't have any real feelings with anyone. I was just playing. But after I was with you, I was really serious , I thought about our future, and I also thought about changing myself. I made a big mistake this time, and I'm sorry for you, but I will really change in the future, and I swear there will never be a next time. "
Ruoning held back tears and asked Xu Jingyang, "How do you want me to believe you?"
Xu Jingyang saw Ruoning's eyes were red, and immediately hugged Ruoning tightly, "I beg you, An'an, trust me once, I love you so much, I really can't stand without you."
Ruoning had too much grievance, shock and sadness in her heart, but Xu Jingyang's pleading over and over again still moved Ruoning, how could Ruoning bear the separation of the two. "Then you really don't want to do those things again, okay?"
"Okay, baby, okay." Xu Jingyang finally breathed a sigh of relief, and began to kiss Ruoning desperately.
After the two of them calmed down a bit, Xu Jingyang remembered that Ruoning mentioned that Ruoxuan had said something about him behind his back, and couldn't help but wonder what Ruoxuan said, "Also, baby, can you tell me what Ruoxuan told you?" What is it?"
"It's nothing, that's all." When Ruoxuan was mentioned again, Ruoning realized that her dissatisfaction with Ruoxuan had almost dissipated. Instead, she began to want to go home and chat and play with Ruoxuan as before.
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Ruoning picked a free day to go home and take a look. When he was about to go downstairs, Ruoning hadn't figured out how to talk to Ruoxuan, so he went around and bought some fruits that Ruoxuan and Zinan liked to eat And snacks, when I went upstairs, I deliberately walked up the stairs, and dawdled for 10 minutes before arriving.Although she carried the house key with her every day, Ruo Ning still knocked on the door after deliberation.
"An'an?" Ruoxuan opened the door and saw Ruoning standing outside, looking a little surprised, after all Ruoning hadn't come back for several weeks.
Ruoning didn't know what to say for a while, during this period of time, he was either surrounded by Xu Jingyang or Xiaoputao every day, and he hadn't talked to Ruoxuan for a long time, now when he saw Ruoxuan again, he felt much stranger, "Hey You bought some fruit...".
Ruoning wanted to wait for Ruoxuan to take the initiative to say something, but until Ruoning had washed the fruit, Ruoxuan still sat on the sofa in the living room and played with his mobile phone without saying a word. "Brother, it's all washed." Ruoning put a plate of fruit on the table in front of Ruoxuan.
Ruoxuan picked the best one among them and silently handed it to Ruoning.
Ruoning took the fruit, thought for a while, and said, "Brother, I said something wrong before."
"Huh? What are you talking about?" Ruoxuan didn't expect that Ruoning came to apologize to herself, and she didn't know what Ruoning had to apologize to herself.
"It's nothing. By the way, how are you recently?" Ruoning didn't want to tell anyone about Xu Jingyang's cheating, so she quickly changed the subject.
"Oh, yes, there is something I really want to tell you. As far as the savings left by my parents, there are still 3 yuan left."
"Ah."
"The band is progressing well now, and we can record songs after practicing for a while, but I don't have any other money in my hand, so I want to use the money left by my parents to record songs. I don't know if you agree or not. ?”
"You use it! Didn't I always support you to use it before?"
"I know, but you still have to pay tuition fees and living expenses, I'm afraid..."
"It's okay. I'm working part-time now. The money is enough. And you will definitely make a lot of money after signing with the company, so you don't have to worry about money."
"Hey, An'an, thank you for your hard work." Ruoxuan feels distressed every time she thinks that instead of letting Ruoning live a good life, she will let Ruoning make money by herself.
"Oh, brother, this is a good thing, why are you sighing?"
Seeing Ruoning comforting herself happily, Ruoxuan felt very relieved, maybe Ruoning will be able to live a better life soon, "By the way, An'an, I really have to thank Xiaoyu this time, we have four songs now, and the three capitals are Xiaoyu wrote it."
"Xiaoyu? I haven't seen her for a long time, show me what she wrote!"
"Then, these three songs, "Triangle", "Spinning Black" and "Color Balloon" were all written by Xiaoyu." Ruoxuan handed Ruoning a stack of papers.
"Then who wrote the song "The Hate You Give"?" Ruoning said excitedly, flipping through pages of lyrics.
"Zi Nan wrote it."
"Xiao Nan? Hey, by the way, where is Xiao Nan, I haven't seen him for a long time!"
"It's in the house."
Ruoning took the pages written by Zi Nan and went straight to Zi Nan's room, "Xiao Nan, Xiao Nan!"
"Ruo... Ruoning."
"Did you write this song? I can't tell, you are so good!"
"Um……"
Ruoning found Zi Nan a little embarrassed, "Why are you hesitating today?"
"Oh, no, maybe...maybe I'm a little tired." Zi Nan kept avoiding Ruoning's gaze, and when talking to Ruoning, she either lowered her head or looked to the side.
"Oh. By the way, do you want to see Little Grape? Haven't seen it for a long time? Do you miss it? It's grown up a lot now, and it's different from when we first picked it up!"
"No! I won't go...I won't go for now...The band has to practice recently, and I have to work myself."
Ruoning thought that Zinan would be very interested in mentioning the little grape, but Zinan refused. Seeing that Zinan was not in a good mood today, Ruoning could only talk to him casually before leaving the room.
"Brother, has Xiao Nan encountered any unhappy things recently?" Ruoning asked Ruoxuan in a low voice.
"No, I didn't hear him talk about it."
"Ok."
Although Ruoning intuitively felt that Zinan was a little strange today, Ruoning suddenly remembered that Ruoxuan had posted a photo with a girl in Moments before, and wanted to gossip about Ruoxuan, so she didn't care about Zinan anymore.
"Right, have you got a girlfriend? I saw the photos you posted in Moments!"
"That...just post casually, don't worry about that." Ruoxuan actually didn't want to post photos with Yaoyao at all, but she couldn't resist Yaoyao's stubbornness, and was forced to post photos several times in the end.
"You have such a beautiful girlfriend and you still don't tell me, why hide it?" Ruoning teased.
"It's not considered a girlfriend, don't look at it, don't look at it." Ruoning has been flipping through the photos of the two of them, making Ruoxuan restless.Ruoxuan doesn't want too many people to know about him and Yaoyao, especially Ruoning, because Yaoyao's occupation and some behaviors of Yaoyao always make Ruoxuan feel uncomfortable.
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Since the beginning of this semester, Ruoning has gradually felt that it is too much for her body to have to work in the bar until the early morning while attending classes, but in order to save enough tuition fees, she can only endure and persevere.
"Ruoning, the guests at table 6 asked you to deliver food." The manager went into the kitchen and told Ruoning.
"Ah?" How could someone ask me to deliver food, could it be her?When Ruoning heard table number 6, her first reaction was Mu Shan, but she was not [-]% sure.
"Go quickly." The manager urged Ruoning.
Ruoning went to table 6 with a set meal for two.
"Hello, set meal for two." Ruoning put down the plate and was about to leave.
"Sit down." Mu Shan took the plate from Ruoning's hand and handed it to a waiter.
Ruoning sat on the chair a little stiffly.
"Will you go after eating with me?"
"I already ate dinner."
"Then have some wine with me, okay?" Mu Shan pushed the glass towards Ruoning.
Ruoning held the wine glass, neither agreeing nor refusing.
Ruoxuan was also singing at the bar today, and before going on stage, she saw Ruoning drinking with a guest, so she rushed over without thinking.
The appearance of Ruoxuan made Ruoning even more nervous. She wanted to drink some water to calm down, but she was choked and coughed non-stop.
Mu Shan didn't say anything, just sat and drank wine.
Ruoxuan glanced at Mu Shan, and said angrily, "Hello, sorry, you may have misunderstood, she is the chef assistant in the store, I will ask the manager to arrange for you..."
Ruoning hurriedly interrupted Ruoxuan, jumped off the chair, and pulled Ruoxuan to a place where she could speak, "That's Mu Shan, my senior sister, I told you about the one who came to our school to give a lecture last time, what are you talking about?" , It’s a shame.”
"What is she doing here?"
"What can you do in the bar, drink."
"Then why is she looking for you?"
"Maybe...maybe I just met here last time...", Ruoning couldn't explain why Mu Shan came to her.
"Do you know each other well?"
"Not very familiar."
"If you're not very familiar, what's there to talk about?"
"I……"
"Walk around, go back to work in the kitchen, be careful that the manager says you're lazy." Ruoxuan dragged Ruoning to the kitchen after finishing speaking.
"Then she..."
"I'm going to tell her, don't worry about it."
After sending Ruoning back to the kitchen, Ruoxuan was about to explain to Mu Shan, but found that she had left.
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A few days later, the manager ordered Ruoning to deliver food to table 6 again.
This time, after Ruoning put down the meal, she wanted to raise her head to quietly see what Mu Shan was doing, but when she raised her eyes, she found that Mu Shan was looking at her, so she quickly turned and left.
"Ahem", Mu Shan deliberately made a noise.
Ruoning knew in her heart that Mu Shan would definitely want to stay with her again, so she hesitated for a while, then turned around and sat down silently.
"Is the business card still there? Why didn't you take the initiative to contact me?"
"It should be, I didn't think..."
"Give me the phone." She said she asked Ruoning to give her the phone, but in fact Mu Shan took the phone out of Ruoning's pocket.
"Password?" Mu Shan asked.
Ruoning wanted to take the phone to enter the password, but Mu Shan retracted her hand and repeated, "Password?"
"921017."
"It's not your birthday, is it? Whose birthday?"
"...", unexpectedly, Mu Shan could still hear that the password was someone else's birthday.
Mu Shan didn't seem to care about Ruoning's answer, and directly used Ruoning's mobile phone to call her own mobile phone, and after confirming the connection, she saved her number on Ruoning's mobile phone.
"I'll take you home after get off work." Mu Shan said firmly.
"No need, no need..."
"So he's coming to pick you up?"
"Who are you talking about?"
Mu Shan pointed to the phone.
"No, no, I just don't want to be troublesome..." Ruoning hadn't let Xu Jingyang pick her up and go to and from get off work for a long time.
"Then come and find me after get off work."
When Ruoning finished her work and walked out of the kitchen, there were not many people left in the bar, and Ruoning could see that Mu Shan was still in place at a glance.Ruoning walked over, followed Mu Shan all the way, and got into the car.
On the way, Ruoning wanted to say something casually to ease the atmosphere, but every time she looked up, Mu Shan had a serious face, without any expression of willingness to speak.
When driving halfway, Ruoning found that Mu Shan missed the intersection back to Xu Jingyang's house. "It seems... not this way?" Ruoning asked Mu Shan tentatively.
Mu Shan ignored Ruoning, and still drove straight in this direction, and drove faster and faster until she came to a deserted place.
"Where is this...?" Ruoning felt a little scared in the dark.
Mu Shan didn't get out of the car, didn't say a word, locked the door, unbuckled her seat belt, then helped Ruoning unbuckle her seat belt, and then sat back in her seat, motionless.Ruoning has long been panicked by Mu Shan's series of actions.
"You...what are you going to do?" Ruoning said tremblingly.
Ruoning saw Mu Shan turn around and look at herself panting, "No! No, no. I already have a boyfriend."
When Mu Shan heard Ruoning say the word "boyfriend", the way she looked at Ruoning made Ruoning even more flustered than before.
A few minutes later, Mu Shan said slowly, "Put on your seat belt and I'll take you home."
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The next day, Ruoning prepared meals in the kitchen as usual.After a while, the chef patted Ruoning, and it was Mu Shan again.
"Don't do it, go out with me for a walk."
"No, I'm still working."
Mu Shan stepped forward and pulled Ruoning and walked out. Ruoning shook Mu Shan away and said, "I still have to work, and don't come to me anymore."
"how?"
"I won't do it here tomorrow." Ruoning had made up her mind to leave the bar after arriving home last night.Ruoning doesn't want to have any more entanglements with Mu Shan, doesn't want to destroy her relationship with Xu Jingyang, and doesn't want Mu Shan to have any expectations of her, after all, she likes boys.
Mu Shan lowered her head without saying a word, obviously a little sad.
Ruoning didn't want to say anything more, as talking too much would only bring more misunderstandings and troubles, so she went back to the kitchen on her own.
The author has something to say:
The image of Mushan, in fact, is not very complete in my mind for the time being. I may have added some of my own fantasies to her. I occasionally saw Tianhai Youxi on Weibo today, probably similar.But not quite the same.
The first time I conceived this article was actually from Ruoxuan and Xu Jingyang, and Mu Shan gradually became fuller in my mind, but the more I wanted to write her story later on.
I myself have been trapped by this article for a long time. Now that the outline and details are confirmed, I gradually come out and start to have other stories in my mind.If you keep thinking about someone or something, just do it, keep thinking about it, it’s too hard on yourself.