Chapter 58
Chapter 58
What did he do just now?
Yu Shenliu stood beside the car door, staring blankly at Chen Yuan, who was still sleeping comfortably in the car, feeling a dull pain in the place where he was hit on the back of his head, and his mind was in a mess.
Until now, Yu Shenliu has not come back to his senses, he always thought that he was an extremely rational person, and he would not do excessive things until he really reached a relationship with Chen Yuan as a lover.However, his involuntary actions just now proved that Yu Shenliu was not as measured as he imagined in this matter.
He even licked his own lips unconsciously, tasted the sweetness from between the other's lips and teeth, and moved again.
It was unmistakably a kiss, short but sweet.Because it was too sweet, I felt that kiss was too short, and because it was too short, I felt that the kiss was even sweeter.
Yu Shenliu raised his hand and touched his lips, feeling like he was drunk too, his whole mind was groggy.
He was dazed for a while, then buried himself down again, carried Chen Yuan out, closed the car door with his foot, and carried Chen Yuan upstairs to go home.
Holding the person you like in your arms, but the other person doesn't understand your feelings, this feeling is really complicated.While being happy for such intimacy, at the same time regretting the emptiness in my heart.Yu Shenliu couldn't help laughing at his hypocrisy in his heart. This feeling of hurting the spring and autumn is simply a demented literati.
After arriving at the door, Yu Shenliu found a problem, he was holding Chen Yuan with both hands, how to open the door?He didn't even think about waking Chen Yuan up. After thinking for a while, he first put down one hand to let Chen Yuan's feet fall to the ground, and then passed the other hand through Chen Yuan's sleeve and wrapped it around. He adjusted Chen Yuan's posture so that the opponent's Resting his head on his shoulders and neck, he turned into a posture as if he was hugging.
The other party's breath sprayed on the side of my ear and neck, and there was an itchy feeling, as if a slender feather was slowly scratching my heart.
Subconsciously, he tightened his arms and hugged the other party tightly, even though it was not a comfortable feeling to be hit by the other party's breath on the side of the neck, he still didn't want to let go.With one free hand, Yu Shenliu took out the key in his trouser pocket. Considering Chen Yuan, his movements were very inconvenient, and he took out the key in a frantic mess for a long time.Then Yu Shenliu moved his body, inserted the key into the lock, and opened the door.He picked Chen Yuan up again, walked into the door, first placed Chen Yuan on the soft couch, then turned around, took out the key, and closed the door.
Even though Yu Shenliu didn't want to wake up Chen Yuan, and moved as lightly as possible, Chen Yuan, who was lying on the soft couch, frowned slightly when the door closed, and moved his eyelashes, as if he had become conscious.However, such subtle movements stopped quickly, and Yu Shenliu who walked over didn't see it.
It was very late, the sun had already set, and Chen Yuan usually slept for a while at this time.
Yu Shenliu sat on the chair opposite Chen Yuan and stared at Chen Yuan.
Chen Yuan was still asleep, and he seemed to be in a deep sleep. Even the big movement just now didn't wake him up.
Both elder sister and elder sister Li said that he should clarify the matter, and there would be no result if he continued to have a secret love like this, Yu Shenliu understood that they were right.In terms of Chen Yuan's character, if he didn't clarify the matter, he might not have a result for decades.However, some things are easier said than done.He said that he wanted to make clear his feelings for Chen Yuan, but how should he make it clear?Just say "I love you"?I always feel that this will not have any good results, and it sounds too common.So, "My heart pleases you"?With Chen Yuan's character, maybe he would feel that he was showing off his ancient prose skills?Not a good idea either.As for beating around the bush again, Yu Shenliu has already been told by previous experiences that Chen Yuan would never understand what he meant by beating around the bush.If you make some heart-shaped candles to confess your love, kneel down in the street to propose, etc... the romance is romantic enough, the key is that Yu Shenliu can't imagine being connected with such a thing.
His mind was in a mess, Yu Shenliu didn't even know what he wanted to do, he stood up, took two steps forward, and bent down to look at Chen Yuan.
The world is very strange. Originally, he and Chen Yuan should be two people who had nothing to do with each other, but inexplicably, Huo Jian brought Chen Yuan to her side, and everything after that was out of her control.Yu Shenliu knew very well in his heart that Chen Yuan did not have such a perfect face, and his personality could be said to be too meek in some respects. At the same time, his background was unknown, and there were a lot of puzzles on his body. Definitely not a good match.However, Yu Shenliu somehow fell in love with this half-immortal who was not like an ordinary person at all.
It is completely different from Yu Shenliu's plan for his future partner at the beginning, but besides this person, Yu Shenliu can't imagine who else he will fall in love with.If it wasn't for Chen Yuan, who didn't have that calm personality like an old man who has gone through many vicissitudes, didn't have that temperament that occasionally reveals the pranks of teenagers, and didn't have that incomparable self-confidence and pride in the field of metaphysics, then How can it be?Even at the beginning, Yu Shenliu never thought that he would fall in love with such a person, but now, he has been completely knocked down.It's like those mysterious and mysterious words that Chen Yuan usually mentioned: fate, fate, destiny.Perhaps, such liking is also a kind of destiny?Yu Shenliu is destined to fall on Chen Yuan.
Unable to resist stretching out his hand, Yu Shenliu caressed Chen Yuan's cheek again.Because of drunkenness, there was a faint blush on his cheeks, which was very pretty.
He is still asleep.
He was still in a deep sleep.
Certain desires raised their heads in the bottom of my heart, slowly growing a vine to occupy the whole heart.
Yu Shenliu's eyes rested on Chen Yuan's lips.He had tasted it just now, and now he wanted to kiss it again.He wanted to taste the sweetness with a touch of alcohol.
He is still asleep.
He was still in a deep sleep.
Chen Yuan won't wake up, he still sleeps so soundly with the actions just now, and this time is also the time for Chen Yuan to sleep.
Yu Shenliu stared at Chen Yuan's lips, recalling the feeling at that moment just now.Soft, gentle lips, when you touch it, it is so soft and comfortable.
He is still asleep.
He was still in a deep sleep.
Yu Shenliu kept persuading himself in his heart, propped his hands beside the soft couch as if obsessed, and slowly bent down.
As he got closer, he could see every detail of Chen Yuan's face. After watching for so long, he was very familiar with almost every detail of this face.When he is happy, the corners of his lips will rise slightly, such a small arc that others will ignore, but only he can see it.When he is unhappy, his brows will be lowered a little, this is a movement that Chen Yuan only has when he is rarely angry.When playing pranks, the eyelids will be lifted up, and the eyes will become brighter, after all, you are not very old.
Yu Shenliu smelled the warm breath with the smell of alcohol, and his head had been lowered a lot. At this moment, his breath and Chen Yuan blended together. This feeling was like exchanging souls.He could see the other person's eyelashes, which were thin, covering the eyes a little, quietly.
The tips of their noses touched each other lightly, and he remembered the behavior of small animals rubbing their noses against each other, so close.Tilting your head slightly, and continuing down, your lips finally touch.
At that moment, Yu Shenliu closed his eyes.
It was as if two planets were attracted to each other under the unchangeable law of force, and finally collided together. The debris of countless stars splashed out boundless light, the sky collapsed, the earth cracked, the ocean boiled and evaporated, and the magma erupted. out to cover the world.Yu Shenliu originally thought that he would be satisfied with a shallow kiss, but after he actually made such a move, he found that he underestimated his greed.
Wanting more, the kind of hunger that came from the heart, made him eager to get more.Sticking out the tip of the tongue, gently sweeping over the kissed lips.
After the last kiss, the smell of wine should have disappeared, but for some reason, Yu Shenliu seemed to taste a sweetness.That kind of sweetness prompted him to lick and kiss those two petals of soft flesh time and time again, and even gnawed lightly with his teeth, but he was reluctant to spend too much effort, just bit and licked lightly.
But this is not enough, nothing is enough.The tongue penetrated into the gap between the two lips, gently swept between the teeth, first lightly swept the bite, and then moved inward to touch the other tongue that was curled up in the mouth.
The taste of wine, the taste of wine again.
With the faint smell of wine mixed with the desire in his heart, Yu Shenliu found that he couldn't stop.
Wanting deeper, more, wanting more, not wanting to end the kiss, just going on like this.
He has never realized for a moment more clearly than now-he is completely finished.
Then, a force suddenly passed from his chest, Yu Shenliu was caught off guard and sat up.
Almost immediately, Yu Shenliu was startled.
It was discovered!
Looking down, Chen Yuan opened his eyes wide and looked at himself, panting quickly, with his mouth half-opened, he could still see the teased tongue between his lips and teeth, and there were suspicious water stains on his lips.
After such a commotion, Chen Yuan was already half asleep, but after being kissed so violently, it was strange that he still didn't wake up.However, the situation after waking up really made Chen Yuan unable to react.
His mind was in turmoil.What exactly happened here?In the situation just now, was Yu Shenliu kissing himself?
The feeling on the lips was weird, Chen Yuan supported the soft couch with one hand, half sat up, put the other hand on his lips, and touched it.
moist.
how so?No, why is Yu Shenliu kissing herself?How on earth did this happen?Rao is in Chen Yuan's state of mind, and he can't turn the corner for a while.He was completely dumbfounded.
How should he explain it?Said that he was just tasting the wine?Yu Shenliu also thought of some far-fetched excuses, but he knew in his heart that this time, he was definitely not able to get by casually.He should have known earlier that the reason that Chen Yuan was sleeping that he had persuaded himself just now was very unreliable.However, he still obeyed the desire in his heart and kissed Chen Yuan.It's just that I don't feel regretful at all.He even licked around his lips in the next life, and then swallowed a mouthful of saliva.
The two fell into an awkward silence.
Chen Yuan was the first to speak. He said, "You...just now?"
"Yuanyuan, I like you." At this moment, Yu Shenliu's heart calmed down, and he said these words with an extremely calm attitude.Only when the words came out of his mouth did he realize that none of what he had thought just now was of any use.How do you express your love for someone?Instead of thinking about those flashy rhetoric, instead of doing those fancy moves, a heartfelt like is enough to express all thoughts.Besides this sentence, he couldn't find another sentence that was more suitable for his mood.
It's just that when the words are spoken, the heart is clamoring.
He thought that he would tell Chen Yuan what he thought after he had done all the preparations. He thought he would have a perfect plan. He thought a lot, but he never thought that he would tell Chen Yuan his whole life in such an embarrassing situation. The first time and maybe the only time to confess.He told a boy he had known for only a few months that he liked him, and his tone was like an ignorant boy who had never experienced anything in school and met his first love.He anxiously waits for the person he likes to respond to him, looking forward to a good result, but at the same time fearing the other party's rejection.
He even dared to use the word "like" instead of "love".
Too many things happened today.Chen Yuan couldn't react.He just fell asleep in the car once, but it gave him the illusion that he had crossed again.A friend who has known him for a long time said that he likes himself.Before that, the other party was caught by him and kissed him secretly.What is this?
He remembered Yu Shenliu's overly careful care of him from the beginning, the inexplicable thoughtfulness of the other party, the question of whether he could give each other shoes, the winking of sister Li's eyebrows when she went to Sister Li's tailoring, and the things the other party mentioned at the wedding banquet During the Double Ninth Festival, I remembered many things.
It's like a montage of images constantly flashing back in his mind, so many clues, in fact, Yu Shenliu's movements and eyes have already explained something, but Chen Yuan has never thought in this direction.Even though he knew that he had time-traveled, he still looked at this world according to many standards of the original world, so he ignored many problems.A country that has transformed from the Ming Dynasty to a modern society will naturally bear the traces of previous dynasties.In ancient China, homosexuality was not considered to be a monster. Especially in the Ming Dynasty, homosexuality had become a social norm, which was recorded in many documents at that time.Of course, China's acceptance of homosexuality is also very high.Even looking at Yu Shenliu's appearance, he already knew that homosexuality and opposite sex are not very important things in this world, otherwise, as a government official, Yu Shenliu would not be so righteous for his own future!
But that's not the point now.No matter what the usual style of the world is.Now, Yu Shenliu said to Chen Yuan, he likes him?So, how should Chen Yuan react?
Originally it was a matter that Yu Shenliu kept in his heart, but after Yu Shenliu said it, it became Chen Yuan's problem.With Chen Yuan's usual personality, Rao was at a loss, and even complained why the other party had to speak out.Chen Yuan is not a person who is good at rejecting others. Moreover, Yu Shenliu has been regarded as a trustworthy friend by him for such a long time. Become a stranger?Chen Yuan has seen a lot of situations where he said he was friends after breaking up but actually became enemies, so facing this situation, he didn't know how to react, he subconsciously used it as a reference, and then hesitated.
What should he do?
"Yuanyuan, don't reject me, okay?" Yu Shenliu said again.He could see that Chen Yuan was hesitating, so he was despicable.He knew that as long as he said that, Chen Yuan might not be able to reject him directly, and with Chen Yuan's experience, no matter how mature his mind was, he would not be able to distinguish many things. If he rejects himself for a while, then he will have many ways to erode the other party step by step.In such a situation where the matter has been clarified, no matter what Yu Shenliu does, as long as it is not too much, goodwill will always accumulate.
Yu Shenliu is a very treacherous person. The previous anxiety and confusion were just a momentary thing. When he regained his calmness, he began to gain the upper hand.Compared with him, no matter how transparent and smart Chen Yuan is, he cannot compare with his experience.
Therefore, after Yu Shenliu said this sentence, Chen Yuan opened his mouth, and after a long while, he finally said a word, hesitating and hesitating: "I, I don't know." Whoever encounters this kind of self-righteous friend If someone confessed to him, his reaction wouldn't be much better than Chen Yuan's, right?
With this attitude, there is drama!
Yu Shenliu was secretly happy, but just looked at Chen Yuan with a smile, as if encouraging him to continue talking.
"I haven't thought about it that much." Seeing Yu Shenliu's expression, Chen Yuan also settled down in his heart, and his words became smoother, "Who will I be with or anything else, I really don't have any I have thought about it." A true master of metaphysics always has such and such shortcomings.There will always be shortcomings in family, love, body, and many other aspects. Chen Yuan has never considered that she will have her own family, and it is largely because of this reason.
"So I really don't know..." Chen Yuan could only say so in the end.
Yu Shenliu raised the corner of his mouth, "Then, give me a chance?"
"I don't want to force you to give me a direct answer under such circumstances, but what I said to you is still valid. So, Yuanyuan, how about giving me a chance?" A chance, a title?Perhaps the gap between the two words is not as large as imagined.
Pressed step by step, Chen Yuan was really confused.He blinked, but in the end he could only nod hesitantly.
Yu Shenliu smiled.
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