This situation

Chapter 25

After dinner, Guan Ning took a bath and stood by the window. The wind and rain were violent outside, but the interior was peaceful. The heavy rain seemed to wash away the city completely.A few hours ago, she hated the rain, but a few hours later, she felt that the rain was refreshing.

Guan Ning sent a message to Chen Qingqing and Gao Yunhua, telling them that they would not go back to sleep today, and then sent a message asking the monitor to ask the teacher for leave.The squad leader asked her for a leave note, but Guan Ning said she didn't have that.After a while, the class monitor called. He was concerned and asked her if she had any troubles recently. If necessary, she could talk to her.Guan Ning laughed, how much influence does a good student have?She just skipped classes for no reason, and everyone made excuses for her.She sincerely thanked the class monitor, and if the teacher of tomorrow's class rolls the roll, ask her to do it for her.

As for her annoyance, her original annoyance was drying her hair in the bathroom at the moment.

And she was the trouble of her troubles.

Because of her troubles, her troubles found a place not far from the city to relax. Because of the magnetic field between the troubles, the two troubles collided and eliminated the attributes of each other's troubles.

Maybe there will be troubles in the future, and other troubles derived from troubles, but at this moment, Guan Ning's heart is only overflowing with joy, like lava pouring out chocolate syrup.

Fang Congwen came out of the shower, and the two drank Pu'er and chatted for a long time before falling asleep together.At four o'clock, Fang Congwen was woken up by Guan Ning's sobs. She felt compassionate, hugged Guan Ning in her arms, and comforted her softly, "It's okay, Guan Ning, I'm here." When Ning woke up, there were still tears on her cheeks, and she stopped Fang Congwen from turning on the light.Nesting in her arms, smelling the smell of her body, the pain and sorrow gradually dissipated, and the shame immediately rose. It was the first time I slept with my lover, and crying like this was really embarrassing.

Sensing Guan Ning's thoughts, Fang Congwen kissed her hair and asked, "Want to talk about the dream just now?"

"Well, I dreamed that I was in a huge hall, an empty and majestic place. I was by the door, and there was a person in the deepest part of the hall, who looked like a woman, very imposing and very lonely ——The kind of aura that a person with a real high position has. I don’t know why I feel sad when I look at her, and I feel like I have been twisted by a meat grinder, and then I cry.” Yue said to the end , the softer the voice, Guan Ning asked in a low voice: "Am I so useless that I cry in my dreams?"

"It's just a dream." Fang Congwen pressed on her heart, rubbed it lightly, and then stroked her back.

"The feeling on that person, I can't tell who it looks like... Hmm."

"Ok?"

"Congwen, there is one thing about me, I have to tell you, maybe after you listen... Even after you listen..." Thinking of not explaining this matter to Fang Congwen, Guan Ning felt like a stick in her throat. It must be said that even if Fang Congwen reconsiders the matter between the two of them, she has the responsibility to say it. This feeling is a bit like finding out that she is terminally ill.

Fang Congwen hugged Guan Ning's chilly body tightly, and said softly, "It's okay if you don't. Tell me, and I'll listen." She knew what she was going to say, and she also wanted to hear her tell her own story with her own ears. Her courage and magnanimity - for this, she admired her little girlfriend.

"This matter may sound absurd and beyond the scope of science, but it is indeed true. I didn't make up stories to deceive you or win sympathy. When we first met, did you notice the scar on my wrist? Do you remember the red string?"

"I remember. I also remember your reluctance to talk about it."

"Ah, I'm not happy... I dare not be unhappy about it." In the darkness, Guan Ning had a self-deprecating smile on his face, "My life is all tied to this red rope. That day, I should say Every year since I can remember, this day has been the day when I renew my life for the red string. I was born with congenital deficiencies and weak horoscopes. Usually people have three souls and seven souls. I only have one, one soul.

Logically speaking, such a baby would not live long, and would die before the full moon.My family found Liu Banxian, a powerful fortune teller, to try to keep my soul alive. I don’t know what Auntie Banxian did. Wearing this red rope, I survived.You just need to go to her to change a red rope every year.Congwen, if I don't have this red rope, or if it breaks suddenly one day, I will die, so..."

"So it won't be broken before, and it won't be broken afterward." Fang Congwen grabbed Guan Ning's left wrist and kissed him on his lips, "Thanks to Liu Banxian, you are very lucky, and I am also very lucky. If you have a chance, you will take me there." Pay a visit to this tall man."

This kiss was as numb as it was kissing her soul.Guan Ning's nose was acidic, and he was moved and happy at the same time.What Fang Congwen had been worrying and dreading for a long time disappeared with just one kiss.As for the side effects of that incident, such as not allowing herself to play since she was a child, being cautious and cautious in everything, she didn't mention it again.She didn't want Fang Congwen to sympathize with her because of this.

The two cuddled each other, on a drizzling morning, after a nightmare. "If you're not sleepy, there's something I want you to know." For a long time, when Guan Ning was about to fall asleep again, I heard Fang Congwen say this.

"I'm not sleepy, I want to listen to you."

"I once had a child." Fang Congwen's tone was very flat, as if he was saying that it was raining outside. "That year I... was the same age as you are now, 19 years old. Guan Ning, I was old enough to be your mother."

"No, I'm twenty." Guan Ning corrected. "You are not old at all. You are not as old as my mother. You can't be my mother, you can only be my girlfriend."

Fang Congwen smiled faintly, and echoed, "Well, I can only be your girlfriend."

"At that time, my mother was seriously ill and my father died early. I was working part-time while studying, and I couldn't afford to live. I planned to drop out of school and work, but my mother refused. It happened that my former neighbor sister mentioned that she always had miscarriages, and she planned to find a surrogate through an intermediary Mother. Surrogacy is expensive, and I needed money urgently, so I volunteered to be her surrogate mother. Although she thought I was familiar with her, she didn’t want me to do such a thing. She said she could lend me money for medical treatment Mother. I don't like to owe favors, and insisted on it again and again, but she hesitated to reminisce about the past and finally chose me.

I remember that the winter was very cold that year, and the day of delivery was December 12th. I didn't deliberately remember it, but I couldn't forget it no matter what.Oh, and a Sagittarius too.After the child was born prematurely, he was taken away by the neighbor's sister. I have never seen it, and I don't even know if it is a boy or a girl.As the saying goes: The seventh grandpa and the eighth grandma are probably boys.The agreement is so, and I don't blame the other party for being cruel. To put it bluntly, it's for my own good. I'm just a container for pregnancy, and I don't have the slightest blood relationship with the child.During the pregnancy, the other party took good care of me and my mother, and also after giving birth.Unfortunately, my mother was not rescued after all, so I used the money to travel across the ocean to study abroad. "

When she mentioned this date, Guan Ning's eyelids twitched. She wanted to say that it happened to be the same day as her, but then she was afraid that Fang Congwen would treat her like a child, so she shut up.

"What, are you scared?" Fang Congwen laughed at Guan Ning, who had been silent all this time.

Guan Ning always thought that Fang Congwen was elegant and calm, and must have come from a good background, who knew that she had such a pitiful past.She admired her determination and bravery at that time, and also admired her for being so active and hardworking in managing her own life.She hugged the tough woman in front of her, full of love and pride. "I feel shocked, Congwen, you have worked so hard these years, it is not easy and amazing."

"I'm sorry, I was touched when I heard Qian Suosuo mentioning money and children that day. I was ashamed and sad, so I left you with you..."

"I don't blame you, it's Qian Suosuo, who doesn't know why, doesn't know anything at all, and it doesn't matter to her, so why should he dictate other people's affairs."

"She is not friendly to me, probably because of a person... But there is one thing that she said."

"what?"

"Forgetting love, and also, old cows eat tender grass."

"...Nonsense, nonsense. Where there are cows, there is grass? You are a phoenix and I am a flower." Guan Ning didn't like what she said, so he stood up and gagged her.

The two made out for a while, and slept until almost noon before getting up.After finding a restaurant for lunch, Fang Congwen sent Guan Ning and her bicycle back to school after walking around.

Unlike leaving school sadly, Guan Ning was refreshed when he returned to school.Naturally, she was reluctant to part when parting, but she was also afraid that Fang Congwen would make fun of her for being obsessed with her.

It was Fang Congwen who said first: "These two days are really happy."

"Me too."

"I don't want to let you go."

"Hey, then take me away and lock me up."

Fang Congwen smiled like a flower, and walked a finger across Guan Ning's face: "As long as you don't sell you to others, can you do anything else? How can I be willing?"

"Ah, you still remember." Unexpectedly, Fang Congwen remembered a lot of his crazy words, Guan Ning was happy but embarrassed.

"Of course I remember." Who would forget a young girl full of youth said to her, your eyebrows and smile made me sick.And who can resist it. "Guan Ning, is your illness...healed?"

"Eh?" Guan Ning blinked before remembering that sentence. He blushed instantly, but replied in a very serious manner: "It's no good, it has already penetrated into the bone marrow, and it is like a shadow. The doctor said that this is a chronic disease, and it will last for a while. Not good."

"Oh? What else did the doctor say?"

"The doctor also said that apart from that man, there is no other medicine to heal."

The two stared at each other for a long time in the car, and sighed secretly at the same time, it's really not easy to do something too intimate in this place where cars come and go.Fang Congwen squeezed Guan Ning's hand, "Send me the schedule when you get back."

In the end, Guan Ning supported the bicycle and watched Fang Congwen's car leave. She didn't return to the dormitory until the car exhaust was gone.