69novels Chapter 226 Selfish Love
Chapter 226 Selfish Love
"Second Second Second Sister."
"You're only two." Lou Anzhi sat down on the edge of the bed, and put his hand into the quilt, "I heard from Zhuang Sheng that you're not feeling well?"
After the play has started, it has to continue no matter what, Lou Ningzhi said, "Yes, a little bit."
"Have you been like this the past few months?"
"No... no, it seems there is."
"Is there or is it not?"
"Yes, yes." Lou Ningzhi thought for a while, saying that there was still room for improvement.
"Since when?"
Lou Ningzhi made up nonsense, "The first two months."
"Weren't you in school for the past two months? Did you eat too much?"
"maybe."
"What did you eat?"
"How can I remember this?" Lou Ningzhi wanted to fool her away quickly, he had never seen her such a mother-in-law, and today he babbled endlessly.
"I don't remember how to do it, you have to think about it quickly, physical problems are not small problems." Lou Anzhi said seriously.
Lou Ningzhi: "..."
She suspected that her second sister had come to argue with her on purpose.Lou Ningzhi looked at Zhuang Sheng for help, Zhuang Sheng understood, and politely invited Lou Anzhi outside: "Second Sister, why don't you go back first and let her rest for a while."
Lou Anzhi took a meaningful look at Lou Ning.
Lou Ningzhi lay down "weakly": "Yes, Second Sister, Eldest Sister is too busy in the kitchen by herself, so go and help her, Zhuang Sheng is enough for me."
Lou Anzhi patted her stomach through the quilt, and said, "Don't fall asleep, we will have dinner later."
"I know."
Lou Anzhi came and left after a while, Lou Ningzhi poured a large glass of brown sugar water into his stomach, and burped.The purpose of changing the topic has been achieved, Lou Ningzhi started chatting with her everywhere.
Lou Anzhi got out of the second bedroom, went into the kitchen, and said to Lou Wanzhi who was struggling with the vegetables in the pot, "Did you know? Xiaolou is pretending to have dysmenorrhea again."
"Again? Has she pretended before?"
"I pretended. When you were not at home, I urged her to study. At the beginning, she was very unconvinced, but she didn't dare to resist. Every time she couldn't continue studying, she would lie on the bed, pretending Sickness, I found out when I saw her."
"It's strange, she doesn't have to go to school now, she's just pretending to be sick, isn't it because you read it wrong?"
"Do you believe me or her?"
"Of course I believe you, but I can't find a reason for her to do this."
"Does she need a reason for doing things? Maybe she just wants to make things difficult for Zhuang Sheng. I thought her temper would calm down a bit after a long time. What I saw in the car today may have gotten worse."
"...Hmm." Lou Wanzhi didn't seem to hear what she was saying clearly, and he was in a daze for two seconds before answering her.
"Why do you look so absent-minded again?" Lou Anzhi's occupational disease broke out, he touched her forehead with his hand, and asked her to open her mouth again, "Is there something uncomfortable?"
Lou Wanzhi opened her mouth to follow her words, and then quickly closed it. She was not sick, so she asked about what she was doing.
"Thinking about something."
"what's up?"
"I don't have a clue for the time being, there will be tonight, I will tell you when I sleep." Lou Wanzhi put the dishes in the pot on a plate.
"Okay." Lou Anzhi has a natural sense of trust in Lou Wanzhi, everything.This kind of trust is not found among ordinary couples, and it comes from their 30 years of getting along day and night.The longer Lou Anzhi and Lou Wanzhi spend together, the more she feels the correctness of her choice. She has found a balance point in her 30 years of relationship, and on that balance point she has grown a full body that belongs only to that one. human love.
"How many more dishes?" Lou Anzhi asked her, and naturally raised his hand to pinch Lou Wanzhi's cheek.
"Two, stir-fry green beans and make soup."
"Then I'll go out first?"
"It's fine." Lou Wanzhi reminded her, "The end comes out first, so don't burn your hands."
"I see, I'm not a three-year-old kid."
Lou Anzhi waited for her to finish frying the green beans, and then called the two people in the second bedroom to come out for dinner. Zhuang Sheng helped Lou Ningzhi out.Lou Anzhi just looked at her quietly, Lou Ningzhi couldn't help but straighten his back, and took Zhuang Sheng's hand away from her: "It's okay, I can go by myself."
Lou Anzhi laughed.
Lou Ningzhi immediately uttered a voice, preventing her from opening her mouth: "Elder Sister, the dishes are enough, there is no need to cook any more!"
Lou Wanzhi replied in the kitchen: "It will be ready soon, the last one!"
Lou Ningzhi put oil on the soles of his feet and slipped into the kitchen: "I'm going to get the bowls and chopsticks."
Lou Anzhi and Zhuang Sheng, who stayed where they were, looked at each other, not knowing what they saw in each other's eyes.Anyway, Lou Ningzhi came out after taking the bowls and chopsticks, followed by Lou Wanzhi who was carrying the soup bowl, and the two people in the dining room were looking at each other "affectionately".
Lou Wanzhi and Lou Ningzhi said in unison: "What are you two doing?"
"It's nothing." Lou Anzhi and Zhuang Sheng spoke in unison again.
A strange atmosphere permeated among the four of them.
Lou Wanzhi pulled Lou Anzhi away, Lou Ningzhi waved to Zhuang Sheng, and sat down two by two.Zhuang Sheng served three bowls of soup, gave them to three people respectively, and finally gave it to himself.
"Thank you." Lou Wanzhi took it with both hands.
"I'll do it myself." Lou Anzhi said with a smile.
Lou Ningzhi said, "It's hot."
Zhuang Sheng took her soup bowl and let it cool down, then returned it: "Drink it."
Lou Wanzhi: "..."
Lou Anzhi: "..."
Lou Wanzhi slowly stretched out her hand, and Lou Anzhi covered her bowl with her hand, and said in a low voice, "Okay, I've already drunk half of it, can you not compare this kind of mess? I'm really not used to it, I'm troubled by you."
Lou Wanzhi pouted.
Lou Anzhi looked at several dishes, picked a piece of braised pork belly for her, and fed it into her mouth: "Okay, don't act in front of me, don't eat this set."
Lou Wanzhi returned to his normal expression.
"Little village."
"exist."
"Don't be so nervous, I just want you to eat quickly, or it will be cold."
"Eating."
Lou Wanzhi watched as she lowered her head and patiently picked a piece of fish in the bowl, and finally put it into the bowl of Lou Ningzhi who was waiting for the fish, smiled, and picked up a new piece.
Lou Wanzhi: "..."
Why is she a fish?But a thorny fish?
Zhuang Sheng spends more than half of the meal picking thorns, pickling vegetables, and serving soup for Lou Ningzhi. The rice in his own bowl is randomly picked, and sometimes he even forgets to pick up the vegetables, and just eats a big mouthful of rice.
Lou Wanzhi was too tired for her.
Lou Anzhi even looked at Lou Ningzhi's peaceful look and wanted to grab her slippers and beat her ass.
"Don't you have long hands?" Lou Anzhi couldn't bear to interrupt Lou Ningzhi and asked Zhuang Sheng to continue picking her fishbone.
"I won't." Lou Ningzhi said.
"No, you don't know how to learn. If you can't learn it, don't eat it."
"Second sister, why are you so strange today?"
"Who is it strange?"
"you."
Lou Wanzhi held down Lou Anzhi's movement to get up, and said, "Why are you arguing over a meal? I know you want to eat fish, so I'll pick fishbone for you too. Don't make things difficult for Xiaolou."
Lou Anzhi: "Who said I want to eat—"
Lou Wanzhi's eyes darkened as he looked at her.
Lou Anzhi and her looked at each other for two seconds: "...Okay, I want to eat."
Lou Wanzhi took a piece of fish.
A quarrel that was about to break out was suppressed invisible by Lou Wanzhi.
After the meal, Lou Anzhi and Lou Ningzhi were thrown aside to play, Lou Wanzhi urged Lou Anzhi not to quarrel with Lou Ningzhi, Lou Anzhi agreed, but whether he could fulfill it, Lou Wanzhi was There was a question mark in my heart, so I could only look outside from time to time.
Zhuang Sheng followed Lou Wanzhi to clean up the table, and they each took a stack of dishes back. Lou Wanzhi closed the kitchen door, and glanced at the two who were peacefully on the sofa for the time being.
Zhuang Sheng nodded and said, "Sister."
Lou Wanzhi: "You know I have something to ask you."
Zhuang Sheng pulled a faint smile.
Both Lou Wanzhi and Zhuang Sheng faced the door so that they could observe the situation outside.
The atmosphere of the two sisters outside the door was tense.
Lou Anzhi said: "I really have to educate you today. People who come to our house to eat are guests. I don't care what you do at home behind closed doors, but here, you let a guest eat a few bites all the time, just for the sake of service." You keep picking this and peeling that for you, do you still have the basic upbringing?"
"You treat her as a guest, but you don't treat her as a guest." Lou Ningzhi pinched a small bunch of grapes from the fruit plate, hung his hands above his lips, bit them one by one, shrugged nonchalantly and said, "Don't see me like that outside."
"Is this a question of alienation? This is a question of upbringing!" Lou Anzhi said angrily, "Even if she is your girlfriend, it doesn't mean that she will be ordered around by you, right? She didn't even say thank you, at least she persuaded her." Let her eat her own. Can you respect others? If you go on like this—”
"One is willing to hit and the other is willing to suffer. She is willing to serve me. What can I do? Honestly, are you jealous of me?" Lou Ningzhi interrupted her lightly, took a grape in his mouth, and bit the seed in a rare way. He bowed his head and spat into the trash can.
"I'm jealous of you? I'm jealous of you?" Lou Anzhi smiled angrily, grabbed the pillow beside him and slammed it over, "I'm jealous of your size, I'm not worth it for others."
Lou Ningzhi didn't hide, closed his eyes and suffered this blow, with an abnormal smile on the corner of his mouth: "You are not worth it for her? Second sister, are you taking too much control? Don't think that you can interfere because you are my sister." My life. My own sisters-"
Lou Ningzhi said something wrong, his jaw tensed, seeing Lou Anzhi showing a disappointed expression in front of her, he put down the pillow that was about to be thrown at her.
Lou Anzhi turned his head away, stopped looking at her, and said sarcastically, "Okay, I'll mind my own business."
Lou Ningzhi also turned his head, his eyes were reddish.
Both fell silent.
Inside the kitchen.
Lou Wanzhi asked Zhuang Sheng: "What's the matter with you two? Why do you get along so strangely?"
Zhuang Sheng smiled wryly.
Lou Wanzhi said, "Is there something wrong?"
Zhuang Sheng put the dishes into the dishwasher, turned on the faucet, and let the cool water flow over her hands. She sighed softly: "I don't know."
"Don't know or don't know how to solve it?"
"I don't even know." Zhuang Sheng shook his head blankly.
"It's okay to have a guess. Think about it again. Do you want to tell me? Although outsiders can't help you with emotional matters, maybe...can help you see some things you can't see."
Lou Wanzhi did not remain silent, but continued to say: "At the dinner table just now, and today in the car, she was simply venting her anger on you, and the person who made her angry seems to be you."
Zhuang Sheng turned off the tap, slumped his shoulders weakly, and said, "Yes."
"How long has it been like this?"
"Not long, just recently."
"why?"
"Sister, do you think that in a relationship, people don't care how much they give?" Zhuang Sheng didn't answer directly, but asked her another question, "If one person is always giving, the other can give back." There is only a small part of it, will she complain in her heart and feel that it is unfair?"
Lou Wanzhi said: "Love is selfish and needs to be responded to, but this situation cannot be generalized. For example, her second sister and I, as long as she is willing to repay me, I will be very satisfied."
Zhuang Sheng said: "But do you hope that she can give you more responses? The longer the two of you are together, the stronger your hope will be."
"Yes." Lou Wanzhi thought, now Lou Anzhi is learning how to give her more.
"If one person is always giving, and the other person can give her less and less, will she..." Zhuang Sheng lowered her voice very softly, "Being more and more dissatisfied and controlling Can't hold back your temper and vent all your grievances on the other party?"
Lou Wanzhi raised her eyes abruptly.
Zhuang Sheng suddenly raised his head to look at the ceiling, and after a long time, he lowered his head and looked at Lou Wanzhi.
Zhuang Sheng sniffed, laughed at himself, and said, "If you have a sincere heart, you don't have the time and patience to nourish it. It's worse than broken copper and rotten iron."