The fate of burning the wrong coin

Chapter 12

He will even tie the last button of his clothes, he is so intellectual.And now Mu Zhelan...has short layered hair full of modern sense, and the open collar reveals a large piece of strong muscle. The whole person reveals a cynical attitude, and even smiling makes people feel frivolous and impetuous.Su Xiaonan looked at him, her soft sigh was crushed by the evening wind.He really wanted to ask, Mu Zhelan, are you worth it?For the sake of one person, you have washed away all the lead, abandoned your original self, and given up precious opportunities to start a new life again and again. Do you regret it?In this lonely underworld, won't you be tired?won't it hurt?

"What are you thinking?"

Mu Zhelan's sudden question made Su Xiaonan, who was immersed in a sad atmosphere, tremble, and he replied in a panic: "No, it's nothing but pregnant women."

Mu Zhelan didn't open her eyes, and said lazily, "You won't lie."

Su Xiaonan was a little at a loss when Mu Zhelan said it, but fortunately, Mu Zhelan was not in the mood to argue with him today, "Since I want to use your body to return to the world, you can be regarded as my flesh and blood parents. If you have any doubts, feel free to ask.”

"Ah."

Mu Zhelan was so straightforward, Su Xiaonan would be too petty if he hesitated any longer, he took a deep breath, summoned up the courage to ask: "Mu Zhelan, I don't deny your feelings. But there are so many people in this world who hurt because of love. There are many, but there are a few like you. Do you think it's worth giving up so much for him?"

"Is it worth it?" Mu Zhelan repeated, and opened his eyes, "Do you know, this is the question I've been asked the most these years."

Su Xiaonan looked into Mu Zhelan's eyes, and through the black pupils, he could see the pain he was hiding in his heart.

"Is it worth it?" Mu Zhelan Nannan repeated, "I don't know how many times I have asked myself that. If you can understand that feeling, maybe you will know how I feel now."

"I really don't have much love experience."

Su Xiaonan awkwardly grabbed a handful of grass on the ground, Mu Zhelan looked at him and said, "This may not be a blessing. Some people, if they don't show up all the time, if they don't hold a knife across your heart , you will not be in pain day and night, and you will not be able to breathe in pain, but you will still stubbornly caress the mark and refuse to remove it."

"You..." Su Xiaonan looked at Mu Zhelan, fearing that he would be too sad, and Mu Zhelan smiled at him, "Don't worry, even a heart made of glass, after decades of waiting, is as hard as iron." gone."

Su Xiaonan listened to Mu Zhelan's words and didn't try to argue, but silently lowered her head.Mu Zhelan raised her head, looked at the distant sky, and sighed: "I shouldn't have brought you such panic and pain with you, but...Xiaonan, I'm really in pain."

Su Xiaonan bit her lip and nodded, maybe because he was in the dream Mu Zhelan woven for him, he could really feel the pain, the deep and powerless tingling from the bottom of his heart.

Mu Zhelan looked at Su Xiaonan, seeing the sympathetic emotion in his eyes, he smiled lightly: "It seems that I have found the right person."

"What?" Su Xiaonan was a little embarrassed by Mu Zhelan's sudden emotion, and Mu Zhelan was even more interested in seeing him like this, and deliberately teased him, "Why do you blush at every turn? You shouldn't be at your age , girlfriends should talk about a car."

"Why are your thoughts so dirty!"

Su Xiaonan stood up and resisted, proving her innocence, "I only talked about one, and it was in high school!"

"Oh." Mu Zhelan curled her lips, looking disgusted, "It's really useless, you have lived for nothing, and you have never even talked about a real relationship when you are so old."

"You!" Su Xiaonan blushed angrily, Mu Zhelan raised her eyebrows and looked at him with interest, "Why, do I need to teach you?"

"Tch, still teach me, you yourself—"

The unspoken words stopped abruptly, Su Xiaonan realized that he had said something wrong, and he looked at Mu Zhelan nervously.But Mu Zhelan didn't seem to hear, patted his buttocks and stood up.

"In short, don't worry, I am definitely not an ungrateful person. Since you can help me sincerely, from now on, I will not allow anyone to bully you, and your happy life will begin from now on."

"Hmph, who is really helping you?"

"Why is it so difficult for you to tell the truth?"

"I'm telling the truth."

"Look, here again."

"..."

Su Xiaonan came up with arrogance and awkwardness, and was unyielding, Mu Zhelan turned around and looked at him with a soft smile, that smile was like a warm spring breeze, sweeping away the haze above his head.And the dream time is almost here.

"Thank you."

In the end, these three characters were rubbed into the spring breeze together with tears and were taken away. Su Xiaonan felt the dizziness that the dream was about to end. He looked at the lonely back of Mu Zhelan leaving alone. For the first time, he wanted this dream not to be like this wake up.

14. Go to the gym!

People are like this, the more you want, the more often you can't get it.

When Su Xiaonan woke up, he was lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling in bewilderment, in a trance, and hadn't escaped from the dream.

What played back in his mind was Mu Zhelan's lingering and desolate eyes when he looked at the general, like a gray and white picture frozen in Su Xiaonan's heart, no matter what he couldn't get rid of it.

With a long sigh, Su Xiaonan pushed back the quilt and stood up. He stretched and looked at his watch. It was already eight o'clock.Su Xiaonan drank a glass of water, and after a simple wash, he stared at the blue sky outside the window, and began to think about how to live the next day.

Since she was going to be pregnant, she had to hand over the pre-work. This ten-month pregnancy was no joke. Although she temporarily drove her mother away, Su Xiaonan couldn't be so foolish on the work side.There was no way, he thought for a long time, and he could only find a friend and ask for a sick leave slip and give it to the boss.

Of course the boss didn't give Su Xiaonan a good look, Su Xiaonan didn't care so much anymore, he dared to conceive a ghost and still be afraid of the boss?Su Xiaonan hurriedly handed over work to his colleague who had been with him for less than a year. Su Xiaonan didn't stop there too much. He rode his bicycle and walked home, his mind full of thoughts.

If you are a full-time mother at home during this period, it is not impossible.The tricky thing is money. Fortunately, he had the foresight before and didn't spend it indiscriminately.He already has nearly 5 yuan in his hands from work and the savings he had saved for college. Although he can eat, he should be able to handle it. He can save on expenses such as clothes, and try to treat himself better .

Su Xiaonan rode a bicycle and passed by the vegetable market to buy some cheap vegetables. He didn't pick them out, he just bought the cheapest ones. After shopping for more than an hour, he returned with a full load.Su Xiaonan thought about it, and went to the pastry shop to buy ten steamed buns for today's staple food.

Let's deal with it like this for today, and talk about it later...

Back home, Su Xiaonan began to think about her body again with a steamed bun in her mouth.His system is not good. He has been sick a lot since he was a child, and he is quite weak.If you just have a big belly like this... Su Xiaonan shuddered, quickly swallowed five steamed buns, and walked out of the house

He wandered to the nearest gym in the community, looked at the price on the poster, hesitated for a long time, and sighed.

It's too expensive, let's forget it, anyway, he has to save some money to support his baby, he is now unemployed.Thinking of this, Su Xiaonan felt a little sad. Why did everyone hold her pregnancy in the palm of her hand and keep it in her mouth for fear of making a mistake? How did he become almost like a beggar?

Shaking his head, Su Xiaonan is good at this, he never makes things difficult for himself.Since thinking about it would make him unhappy, why should he think about it.The boat will naturally go straight when it reaches the bridge. At worst, it’s really hard to get rid of it, can’t he go sell blood?

Su Xiaonan couldn't afford to go to the gym, so Su Xiaonan started to stroll down the neighborhood. Before he had walked a few steps, Wang Ying came over with the dog. He looked at Su Xiaonan in surprise, "You don't go to work today? Why are you still hanging out?"

"I want you to take care of it!"

Su Xiaonan's attitude was very bad, Wang Ying frowned, "Are you okay, why do you feel like you have eaten gunpowder when you see me recently?"

Su Xiaonan looked at Wang Ying and said angrily, "What good am I to you? Can you give me money or money?"

"Tsk tsk, look at your snobbish eyes."

Wang Ying looked at Su Xiaonan contemptuously. The husky he was holding in his hand seemed to sense the master's emotions, and bared its teeth and roared at Su Xiaonan.Su Xiaonan rolled his eyes at this person, he never believed that this was his grandfather's reincarnation!

"Oh, that's right." Wang Ying looked at Su Xiaonan and seemed to think of something. Su Xiaonan ignored him and swung her arms to continue exercising. Wang Ying stepped forward to block him, "Are you fired by the boss again?"

"Do you have to use the word "again"?" Su Xiaonan almost gritted her teeth, why is this person so annoying.Wang Ying smiled when he saw him so clearly, "Why? Did I say the central thing? Look at your virtue, it's exactly the same as when you were a child."

"Get out!" Su Xiaonan raised her foot to kick someone, but Wang Ying swiftly moved away, and looked at him with a smile, "Are you angry? Come on, I want to tell you something serious, are you short of money?"

"What are you doing?"

As soon as "money" was mentioned, Su Xiaonan's attitude improved a lot. Although he would not bend his waist for five buckets of rice, he really needed the five buckets of rice now.

"Isn't it that I'm going on a trip recently? My little one, how about you help me look after it? I have dog food and other supplies at home. You don't need to buy them. You are responsible for taking him out for a walk in the morning, afternoon and evening. I am alone. I will give you 800 yuan a month, do you think it is okay?"

"Eight hundred?!" Su Xiaonan stared at Wang Ying with wide eyes. He was so full that he spent 800 yuan a month to hire