69novels Chapter 36: Chapter 36
Chapter 36: Chapter 36
Lu Enxing also couldn't figure out what he was going to do.
He didn't think falling in love with someone within a month was pure fantasy and naivety, but he felt that falling in love with Yan Yi just a month after he broke up with him was completely silly and very painful. It's not about the 33-day romance, how can people change their minds so easily?Otherwise, do so many people who are broken in love and frustrated in the world still need to go to great lengths to hurt the spring, the autumn, the autumn, and the self-pity?
He knew that Yan Yi was being taken care of by Dr. Yan, so he really didn't need to meddle in his business. He also knew that Yan Yi didn't want to see him. When I was in that familiar home, I always felt uncomfortable.
It turns out that a person will get used to loneliness after a long time, but once he has tasted the life of two people, he will no longer be able to bear the loneliness of one person.
It turns out that his home is so empty, the sofa can be so wide, the quilt can be so cold, the sound of the TV is harsh and loud no matter how it is adjusted, he just presses the mute button in a fit of anger, and feels even more lonely and desolate after the world is quiet.
What went wrong?When did it go wrong again?
Lu Enxing couldn't figure out whether he fell in love with Yan Yi when he was so lost, or just got used to having Yan Yi by his side, getting used to his willful and unreasonable occupation of his warm bed, and getting used to his calm and taunting noble and glamorous "" The deity", I am used to the more and more daily breakfast and waiting for dinner, I am used to bickering, I am used to glaring, I am used to being crazy, I am used to the faint smile, I am used to the innate loveliness. Graceful and indifferent, I can no longer get used to the emptiness of losing everything, the emptiness is so maddening.
The more you think about it, the more confused you become. The more confused you become, the more you can't help but think about it. You take a person out and dangle in your mind all day long, analyzing and analyzing. The image of that person It will only grow sadly fuller, and the depths engraved on it will only inevitably become more apparent.
The more eager and deliberate you want to forget, but you will never forget it.
He kept telling himself that he should stay as far away from that person as possible, and even naively thought that if what Yan Yu said was true, then as long as he could stick to it for half a year, let Yan Yi take away the inner alchemy that belonged to him in his body , The two of them will no longer have the slightest contact, and then everyone will be happy, but they can't control their footsteps, every minute is the rhythm of falling, and every time they come to their senses, they are already standing at their door. In front of him, while scorning his poor concentration, he couldn't move to leave.
Lu Enxing couldn't understand things that were too complicated, but he finally figured out one thing in the past half a month, no matter what the reason was, he just wanted Yan Yi to come back, he just wanted... to be able to see him every day .
Living in this world is already very difficult, so you should stop embarrassing yourself, and you should be brave enough to do what you think decisively.
However, no matter how much he was rejected, he never gave up in disappointment, but no matter what, he couldn't imagine that Yan Yi had a boyfriend and looked decent, that an ordinary man could be so Call him "wife" solemnly and confidently?
The overwhelmed anger and uncontrollable impulse made the memory blurred and illusory. Lu Enxing raised his hand and gently touched the neck that was still aching, and suddenly smiled bitterly with the corners of his mouth pulled.
The body has already given the most honest answer before opening the heart and collecting evidence rationally and clearly, isn't it?Heartbreakingly unreasonable but true.
Lu Enxing felt that he was really hopeless, even if he didn't stop taking the medicine, he couldn't be saved.
An Yangdong temporarily boiled a pot of water, poured it back and forth in two cups, and tried to let the hot water cool faster with the cool wind from the window. Seeing that the darkness had completely descended, he tried the temperature of the water, turned and went to the bedroom .
Pushing open the door softly, in the darkness, I seemed to see two clear lights flashing in Lu Enxing's eyes, and said softly, "You are the kind that will die if no one cares about you, and there is no hot water at home. Know how you survived?"
A casual complaint hit Lu Enxing's hesitant heart at this moment. He licked his dry lips and said in a calm voice, "Dongdong, a mistress who destroys other people's families will not end well, but I like it." He didn't know that he had a family and a house, Dongdong, starting from today, you will let A Fei lock me when you go out, and don't let me run to him again on impulse, I don't want to become the one I despise the most Kind of bitch."
An Yangdong blinked, a little dazed, turned on the light, and saw Lu Enxing's ashen face and scars on his neck. With a thought, he gave Lu Enxing a sideways look with disgust, and said contemptuously, "You said you were jealous of someone else's husband. So what is the purpose of working so hard to be moral and prudent?"
Lu Enxing closed his eyes in pain, and said darkly, "If I knew from the beginning that he was someone else's husband, I should have killed him that night."
An Yangdong knew that Lu Enxing was about to stray from his words. Seeing the aura that was more sad than sadness, he was afraid that the beauty's tears would frighten him, so he quickly explained, "I said that someone else's The husband belongs to Dr. Yan's family, do you really think that the whole world likes men as much as you do?"
Lu Enxing's heart tightened, he felt his heart's capsule tremble, he opened his eyes suddenly, and stared at An Yangdong in disbelief and joy, "You said...cough cough! Cough cough!"
I was so excited that my throat was sore, coughing in pain, my whole body was shrunk under the quilt, and my breath was about to be taken away.
An Yangdong curled his lips, ran to give him a ride, handed him the water glass, snorted at his hair in disgust, and said through grinding his teeth, "Good luck! Do you want Ah Fei to lock you up and take you out for a walk?"
The smile in Lu Enxing's peach blossom eyes was overflowing, his face and neck were flushed with good-looking blush, his brows were as bright as a child with fruit candy, childish, innocent and content.
"Unlock it, I'm not a dog." Lu Enxing was obviously in a good mood.
An Yangdong just looked down on him like that, "Tsk, dogs are smarter than you, I don't even understand how someone like you can get so successful in the entertainment circle, drink!"
Lu Enxing took the water glass, tested the temperature with his hand, blew it symbolically, and replied concisely, "Because I'm handsome enough."
An Yangdong choked up obviously, obviously unable to refute at all.
"Hey... Dongdong, you haven't washed your cup, have you? There is a hair in the water!"
Lu Enxing opened his mouth and was about to drink water, when his eyes suddenly caught the black line sinking at the bottom of the cup, he twisted his face and lifted the bottom of the cup to An Yangdong.
An Yangdong looked at it for a long time, scanning back and forth, inside and outside without any blind spots, glanced at Lu Enxing strangely, and said doubtfully, "Why, no matter how I look at it, it's plain boiled water, you won't be pinched so that you will really hallucinate Right? Do you want Dr. Yan to take a closer look at it for you?"
Lu Enxing put down the cup, and looked in again, only to find that the thin black line just now was gone again. He fluttered his eyes, the confusion in his heart flashed by, and he didn't think about it, he muttered, "Is it true? Got pinched? Tsk, it's scary, I really should let Dr. Yan take a look at it tomorrow, I don't want to be a blind man who is so handsome that he has no friends."
The corner of Anyang Dong's mouth twitched, resisting the urge to twitch him, and said sonorously, "Drink!"
Lu Enxing smiled indifferently, picked up the cup, and took a sip into his mouth, but when he was about to swallow, he suffered a heavy blow on the back, and the water in his mouth was sprayed out in an instant, not a single drop was left, and it was still in vain. Sent a lot of saliva.
An Yangdong stared at the sheets that were wet in an instant, shocked and angry.
"Lu Enxing, even if I am a taste killer, I don't need to add any seasoning to boil water. Tell me, how else can I boil a pot of water so bad that it tastes so bad? If you do this, I won't smoke you I'm really sorry for my dignity."
Lu Enxing wiped away the remaining stains on his lips in a daze, looked at An Yangdong who was brewing with great anger in a daze, and explained in a daze, "Someone hit me, Dongdong, someone really hit me."
"You want to say that someone beat you until you vomited? Why don't you say that someone wanted to beat you to death, and you didn't die enough to just vomit?"
Although it was very weird and unreasonable, Lu Enxing finally had a keen intuition, he knew who was back, back to this home.
With eyes full of surprise and confusion in Anyang Dong, Lu Enxing threw off the quilt and got out of bed in a panic. He stumbled and rushed out, but the sound of splashing water coming from the kitchen made his excited body suddenly stop, and he walked. Hesitant, afraid that he would lift the veil of the illusion with his own hands, so that he would be happy in vain.
An Yangdong chased him out, saw Lu Enxing's intoxicated eyes, the inexplicably closed glass door of the kitchen, and the looming black shadow behind the door, and consciously entered the guest room at the side. At this time, he stayed with A Fei More kind.
Lu Enxing stood outside the door, hesitantly daring to stretch out his hand. He couldn't help but think of the first breakfast Yan Yi made for him. He stood outside the door in the same way that day, but it was different from the curiosity and confusion that day. At this moment, he was in a panic, but he was thinking about it.
Thinking of this, Lu Enxing calmed down instead. He withdrew his trembling hands, smiled slightly, and stood quietly like this, staring at the familiar and heart-warming figure behind the frosted glass without blinking, feeling satisfied.
Yan Yi rinsed the black sticky mass on the palm of his hand with the water, and in a hurry, he directly crushed the guy to death with his bare hands. The feeling was really disgusting.
This is the most low-level puppet insect, not a spirit with outstanding spiritual power, but it cannot be seen by the naked eye. Lu Enxing can see it because of the inner alchemy in his stomach, but he is not a monster after all, so he cannot see it as he wants. Clearing the real body of the puppet worm, if Lu Enxing hadn't noticed it early and let Lu Enxing swallow it, it would have been a big trouble.
Once the puppet worm clings to the inner alchemy, its monster power will increase dramatically. At that time, even with the power of his own and Yan Yu's, he will not dare to deal with it lightly. It is really dangerous.
Originally, he just planned to deal with the puppet worms calmly and go back by himself, but now feeling the scorching gaze of the person outside the door, Yan Shangyao hesitated.
Sensing the threat from the puppet worm, he rushed out almost instinctively, and Yan Yu reacted quickly, blocking the door in an instant, stopping him from confronting him silently.
She warned in a very calm and cold voice, "Shemale will end up in a different way, and you will not have a good result."
He naturally knew that Yan Yu was not trying to stop him from destroying the puppet worms, but she had seen clearly from the very beginning that his lying down would never return.
"It's not that I like him, it's just that I don't want to see him lose his life for nothing. I'll go back as soon as I go."
At that moment, the disappointment and helplessness that flashed in Yan Yu's eyes turned out to be so reasonable now that he thought about it. It was not himself who saw through him, but Yan Yu.
What's so good about this mortal, he really can't say it, but this kind of hesitation that can't be picked up and let go, and the longing that will worry and worry, probably means he likes it.
Yan Yi turned off the faucet, dried his hands with the hard towel on the hook, and opened the glass door calmly.
Lu Enxing lowered his head slightly, feeling that he was like a kid who made a mistake and was about to face punishment from his stern father. He was so nervous that his heart ached. He calmed down his somewhat impetuous breathing and raised his head resolutely. , looked at Yan Yi cautiously and expectantly, and asked, "Don't leave, okay?"
Yan Yi looked into Lu Enxing's crimson eyes, nodded slowly for a while, smiled slightly, and said warmly, "Okay."
The author has something to say:
Come home and raise the buns~~
Yi: I don't necessarily like him, it's just...
Yu: Yes, you just fell in love with him
Yi: Well, it makes a lot of sense.
Xing: Is this great god just a tragedy (┳＿┳)...
[I can't stop once I open my brain!