she likes me

Chapter 6

Although Qin Shiyue didn't have much ability, he felt pretty good about himself, and he was quite confident, so he lived heartlessly because of this.But this self-confidence superimposed on the appearance was easily defeated.

Qin Shiyue had never seriously thought about Kong Huizhi's questions before.

Qin Shiyue thought deeply for the first time: Do you love your current job?I don't seem to hate it, nor do I like it. I just feel that this job is more suitable for me than other jobs, and I seem to be more competent.In front of a female star, as long as she has a pretty face given by her parents, she can win the love of many people and earn a lot of money, making herself look not bad, but these are really relying on her own ability ?Obviously not, my own resources were all given by my sister in the beginning.Now it seems to be doing well, but in fact, it is my sister who paved the way for me.

But have you really done your job well?Obviously not, my ten years of poor acting skills have been ridiculed by others time and time again.I never thought of improving my acting skills in the past, even though I just muddled along.

What about hobbies?I have learned dancing, singing, various musical instruments, painting, etc. It seems that I have learned a little of everything, but I always give up halfway because I am afraid of being tired. Nothing can be achieved.

Apart from pursuing Kong Huizhi, do you have any other pursuits?Qin Shiyue sadly found that he didn't seem to have any pursuits.

Of course, Qin Shiyue will also resist and refute in her heart. She thinks it's good to live happily?Why is the pursuit of love necessarily inferior to the pursuit of other things?

But the love she pursued didn't make her happy, but it was the source of the most unhappiness in her life.She used to imagine that as long as she was good enough to her, she would be moved by her sincerity and would accept herself.Today's Qin Shiyue clearly recognizes the fact that Kong Huizhi will not fall in love with someone she can't see at all.After recognizing this fact, Qin Shiyue could no longer cling to Kong Huizhi who despises him with his lonely and blind courage like before.Her self-esteem that had been trampled by Kong Huizhi did not allow her to do this again.So this time, she agreed to divorce.

Because I don't have acting skills on weekdays, I am used to being ridiculed by the crowd, and I don't think so.During the divorce, what Kong Huizhi said, and being humiliated and ridiculed by Lin Qingyi, who was a rival in love.It brought a fatal blow to Qin Shiyue, who was already in the most vulnerable state of mind.

Qin Shiyue couldn't help but began to doubt himself, feeling like a waste who couldn't do anything well, a vase with a face growing empty.If I didn't have this face, I probably would be nothing.

Losing love made her fall into pain, as well as self-doubt and self-denial.It was like a cold and clammy rain falling in her heart for a long time, freezing her heart until it was swollen and swollen, making her extremely uncomfortable.

But after all, Qin Shiyue grew up in an environment of love and sunshine. It is not her character to complain about herself for a long time. It is her character to be brave after knowing her shame.

Letting go and letting Kong Huizhi leave is already a certainty.Now that Kong Huizhi is no longer his pursuit, Qin Shiyue feels that he should also have a new pursuit and goal.

He was ridiculed by everyone, even Lin Qingyi, because of his poor acting skills. Qin Shiyue decided to start with his own acting skills.She must let Kong Huizhi know that she is not useless.She also wants to blind Lin Qingyi, a green tea bitch, and slap her in the face, making her swallow all the words that humiliate her.

This was Qin Shiyue's decision after being locked up at home alone and suffering for a few days.

To slap the enemy in the face, it is obviously not enough to have acting skills, at least the acting skills must be better than the enemy, in order to completely conquer the enemy.

So Qin Shiyue's goal became clear, that is, she has better acting skills than Lin Qingyi.Of course, she only dared to keep this goal in her heart secretly, if she said it out, she would probably be laughed out of her teeth.Even Qin Shiyue himself felt that this goal was a bit too ambitious, so ambitious that it was a little unrealistic.

But when Qin Shiyue thought of Lin Qingyi's proud and mocking face, she felt an uncontrollable anger and strength in her body.Lin Qingyi only has two eyes and one mouth, so she looks good enough. If she can do it, why can't she do it herself?Always try, don't you?

From childhood to adulthood, everyone in the family pampered and pampered Qin Shiyue. No one asked her to do anything, as long as she lived happily. In such a growing environment, Qin Shiyue was used to doing whatever he wanted, and there was nothing he had to do. Things to do well, and goals that must be achieved.

Because of her good life, being pampered and even spoiled by the family members, she was raised to be a bit useless.

Now, this is the first time that Qin Shiyue has set a clear goal for himself, and has decided to stick to it this time no matter what he says, and will not retreat in spite of difficulties.

Now that the goal has been set, Qin Shiyue began to move towards it.

After being locked up in her own home for a few days, she found all of Lin Qingyi's movies and watched them on the big screen in the living room.

Fang Xinhua, as Qin Shiyue's half-nanny, would come here every day, not with the meals he made himself.Otherwise, order takeaway for her and make sure to come here every day.After all, President Qin needs to report every day.

Except for the first few days when Qin Shiyue was rather sad, his condition gradually improved later on.Speaking of which, Fang Xinhua was very satisfied with Qin Shiyue's self-healing ability.An optimistic and positive person is still likable.

In the past two days, Fang Xinhua's report to Qin Shilan was: Mr. Qin seems to be in a better mood, so it shouldn't be a big deal.

But today, Fang Xinhua saw Qin Shiyue concentrating on watching Lin Qingyi's famous play, and was not sure whether Qin Shiyue's mood really improved.After all, paying too much attention to a rival in love doesn't seem to be a good sign.

"Why are you watching her movie?" Fang Xinhua asked tentatively.

"I have nothing to do when I'm free, just watch." I can't tell Sister Fang that I want to surpass her, and things that haven't been done are not suitable for publicity. I still understand this truth.

Fang Xinhua thought that it was because he thought about her being divorced, so she put off her work. Wouldn't it be easy if she didn't want to be idle?You can end your vacation, and you will be free soon. There is really no need to stare at your rival.Especially when the rival in love is quite good, isn't it to make things difficult for yourself?

"How about starting work?" Fang Xinhua suggested, work can be the best way to divert attention.

"I don't want to work for the time being, and I want to take another week off." Qin Shiyue is not in a hurry to work, she hopes to have a brand new look when she resumes work.I want to be reborn from the ashes!At this time, Qin Shiyue was thinking pretty well.

"That's fine, I'll put off my work." Second Miss Qin wants to continue her vacation, so she can only put off her work. Xiao Qin in her family is always someone who can live without work. The eligibility to strike willfully, as long as the little ancestor is happy.

"Tell me, how could she act so well in her first play?" Qin Shiyue had watched Lin Qingyi's first play two or three times. It can be said that his debut is the pinnacle, and his acting skills are really good.She still feels uncomfortable to affirm her rival in this way.

Fang Xinhua knew that when Qin Shiyue asked herself this question, she probably didn't want to hear him praise her rival in love.

"I met a famous director as soon as I debuted, and there is also an element of luck." Fang Xinhua really couldn't belittle Lin Qingyi against his will, and chose a relatively objective perspective.When a talented actor meets a famous director who can tap into her talent, the two hit it off immediately, and success and fame are naturally no problem.

"Do you think my acting skills will improve if I cooperate with a famous director?" Qin Shiyue asked Fang Xinhua beside him.

"That should be possible." It's hard to bring a dead horse back to life, but under the lens of a famous director, it can hide some clumsiness.

"Next time you take a play with a famous director for me, and don't look for anyone else, just the director of this play." Qin Shiyue pointed to the happy counterpart Xin Hua on the big screen and said.

ah! ?this! ?Fang Xinhua was shocked when he heard this.

Does her baby take it for granted?The little master is indeed very popular and has a lot of traffic, but the big directors don't even look down on these popular actresses like them, they have to be responsible for their reputation.

"Let's take TV dramas, the big screen is not suitable for you." Fang Xinhua suggested in good faith with an attitude of being responsible for his own artists.

"I don't want to act in these bad street idol dramas anymore." Qin Shiyue flatly refused.

But you are suitable for these idol dramas that don't particularly need acting skills, Fang Xinhua said silently in his heart, but he didn't tell the truth to save face, so as not to irritate Qin Erbao who took it for granted.She just wondered, didn't Qin Erbao have a clear understanding of himself until now?

The author says:

Fang Xinhua: Baby, let's discuss one thing, to conquer Lin Qingyi in acting, let's forget it.How about conquering her in bed and making her cry and beg you for mercy?

Qin Shiyue: Good idea, you can consider it.