red dust under the lamp

Chapter 48 Is it OK?

The words have already been spoken, and Ning Jue wants to say such a sincere sentence more sincerely, at least not to be so embarrassed with snot and tears—turning his head and turning on the faucet to wash his face, and returning to a calm look when he turned his face again.

A wet face, with water droplets on the eyebrows and eyelashes, Ning Jue wiped it off, lowered his head and raised his eyes, a little embarrassed: "Say something. Don't embarrass me here."

"You are really beautiful." Xie Yichen smiled and folded his arms.When Ning Jue turned to wash her face, she took a step back. Now she wanted to make Ning Jue blush. At the beginning, Ning Jue didn't like people to praise her beauty, but now it really surprised her. It was a wet petal, so she praised it again.

"Want to see the color." Ning Jue said, and left from the sink.

"Don't use idioms indiscriminately." Xie Yichen pulled the towel and handed it over.

Come out of the bathroom, meet and chat with drunk and non-drunk people.Ning Jue paid attention to Robin, and Robin was also looking at her, smiling gently, like a gentleman in a movie.Ning Jue didn't drink, she felt drunk.

Axi played the guitar and asked her if she could sing. The rag on the sofa raised her head, startling Ning Jue, and changed the "no" that should have been rejected to "sing what", and Axi adjusted her posture. : "Then you can sing a lot, I ordered some songs?"

In fact, there are quite a few who can sing. She has nothing to do in her days as a gangster, and she has listened to too many music in video stores. After listening to it for a long time, she can even sing herself.When I went to the streets and alleys of Nancheng, I sang songs. I came and went, and I could sing a lot, but unfortunately I didn't know the name of the song.

"I just can sing a few lines... I don't know what the song is when you name it."

Ah Xi gave her the start: "Will "Sparkling Stars" be played? It's just 'The wind and rain in the world...I've long been used to it...'"

"I won't notice what people say..." Ning Jue answered calmly and continued singing in one breath.

Xie Yichen leaned on the edge of the sofa, pushed Jiang Wang to clean up the dining table, and Axi harmonized with Ning Jue.

After that, I clicked a few more songs, all of which started with Axi, and Ning Jue could catch them all. Even Xie Yichen was surprised: "I didn't listen to you sing much before."

"I'm afraid you'll jump up." Ning Jue joked, referring to the day when we first met, Xie Yichen insisted on jumping up to the music and throwing himself down.It caused Xie Yichen to give her a light look, and then turned to talk to others in a soft voice.

Because she told her shaky feelings, Ning Jue looked at the night with extra gentleness.

Coming out of Xie Yichen's house, Axi stopped by and drove her. Ning Jue leaned on the car window and looked out, the rose bushes were covered with mottled light blue.

Before the car started, Ning Jue suddenly looked at the goose-yellow window and noticed that all his friends had left, but Robin hadn't left yet.

"I'll go up."

Axi nodded, brought the guitar from the back seat, opened the car door and sang on his own, Ning Jue smiled, thinking he was weird, but didn't hate him: "Be careful that someone will beat you for being a nuisance. "

Some intimate jokes.

Axi tapped his forehead with two fingers: "Don't worry, Ayu."

"Who is Ayu, don't give me such a name."

"Because I don't know the one after your name..." Ah Xi hugged the guitar a little sadly, feeling sorry for himself, Ning Jue suddenly felt kind, and pushed the door out with a smile.

Go upstairs again, take a few steps, and think quickly.

The family is not what Ning Jue thought, only Robin Jiang Wang and Xie Yichen.There were two or three friends who were saying goodbye one after another, when she suddenly turned back, Jiang Wang said, "Did you forget something?"

She blinked and thought for a while: "No, where is Xie Yichen?"

Xie Yichen answered her in the kitchen, seeming to be clearing the dishes.

"Come to my house tonight?" Ning Jue said.

Xie Yichen poked his head out, Jiang Wang's eyes wandered, and he was about to open his mouth to make a fuss, but Ning Jue cut in and strangled him to death: "Robin is here today, do you want to go out together? What kind of dishes does Xie Yichen wash? Let them do it. "

Instead, someone else gave Jiang Wang an ambiguous look.

Jiang Wang touched his nose, a little unable to conceal his joy, but pretended to be calm, and coughed with his fists close to his mouth.

Going downstairs again, Ning Jue brought Xie Yichen and put on a thin coat.

Walking in tandem, Ning Jue has no such experience, and the references in his mind are limited.Suddenly, I remembered how the woman in the Harvest Building seduced the guests. Now she was just luring the guests to her den, which always felt weird.The stairwell was dimly lit, and there were only each other's footsteps. Halfway through, Ning Jue turned around and stretched out his hand.

Xie Yichen took two steps, took her hand, and they held hands side by side. Ning Jue had never had such an experience. She had never read a book, and she had never had the experience of going to the bathroom hand in hand with a female classmate. She had been with Xie Yichen before. It's just that she's pushing a wheelchair...

The palm is warm, the fingers are slender, the height is almost the same as hers, and the soft fragrance oozes from the hair. Ning Jue has never felt this way before. She has always been sensitive, so she felt it with her heart, and her pace slowed down.

The small window leading to the corridor shines in the hazy moonlight, and the light image is reflected in the center of the stairs on the neatly divided glass.

His eyes were also wet, and Ning Jue once again saw the divine thing he was pursuing and praying for in the moonlight. It was hazy and indistinct, and the sad guitar sound came intermittently, and the night was quieter than dusk.

With the empty hand clutching the hem of the skirt restlessly, she walked down the stairs and was about to reach the first floor.

Ning Jue turned around, Xie Yichen looked at her.

"My house...is not very good...the environment is relatively poor..." She began to say this inexplicably.

Xie Yichen smiled: "Here we go again."

"No, it's not self-deprecating... Yes, it exists objectively." Ning Jue said hesitantly, admiring her own broken place in her mind, for fear that Boss Kong would come to her early the next morning...but theoretically it would not, But once Xie Yichen came, it seemed that there was no fig leaf left, and she was inexplicably worried about some impossible things, such as the tofu dregs project of the house, a sudden earthquake collapse at night...or a sudden gas leak...the landlord came in the middle of the night to demand the rent...and so on concerns.

"If you keep talking nonsense, I'll go up." Xie Yichen broke free from her hand and made a gesture to go upstairs.

Ning Jue was in a hurry to persuade her to stay, but her mind went blank for a moment. Just as she was hesitating, Xie Yichen took two steps, and the only thing she could grab was the corner of her skirt...but it's not good to pull someone's skirt.

In desperation, Ning Jue suddenly and eagerly declared: "I want to sleep with you!"

Without warning, and straightforward.

Rogue habits.

Xie Yichen almost fell down on the stairs, turning around, Ning Jue looked determined, as if he had said "Choose me".

"You come down." Ning Jue raised his face, at first he thought it was a provocation to fight.

She wanted to sleep with someone, and she wanted him to come down and throw herself into her arms.

She was about to say, "Do you want to sleep with me?", but the woman from the Harvest Building was the one who solicited customers. The voice of affection, some allergic.

So changing the subject and object became very crazy.

Xie Yichen looked at her with his arms folded.

Ning Jue stepped forward and stepped on two flights of stairs: "I mean, I want to, and you don't have to."

It sounded weak, but looking at the expression, there was always something gangster-like about it, blinking his eyes, and looked pitiful.

"You have planned it for a long time," Xie Yichen touched her face, "Let's go."

"Life is just messing around and never ending." Ning Jue said.

Xie Yichen made fun of her words, and couldn't help laughing: "Fuck around..."

"Torturing others, tossing yourself," Ning Jue explained, "various meanings."

Smoothing the corners of her skirt, Ning Jue's mood was firm, as if she had returned to the past, but she didn't have to run away at this moment, the tree she had built in her heart was blooming beautifully.

But tonight was not as Ning Jue said, without any scruples.

Ning Jue actually had a lot of scruples. She thought that she was not a clean body, and she might have to explain it later, and Xie Yichen might not know about it.

Nothing happened that night.

Only shortly after lying down at around 23:[-], with the dim light, the curtains fluttered on my cheeks.Ning Jue opened her eyes and peeked at Xie Yichen, only to find that he was smiling at her.

"Want to kiss?" How could Xie Yichen have such insight into the subtle emotions in her heart?Ning Jue blinked: "Is it possible?"

Xie Yichen let go of the arm resting on his chest.

Feeling quite uneasy, her mind was soft, the alcoholism suddenly dissipated, and in the dimness, she wanted to back away.

Xie Yichen raised his hand, brushed her loose long hair, combed it with his right hand, held her hesitant head, and raised his face.

Ning Jue bowed her head and kissed lightly.

Soggy, alcoholic, sweet and greasy, lips and teeth are close together.

Dizzy, eyes sore, Ning Jue wanted to leave, but that hand unquestionably stopped her, deepening the kiss.