planted in her hands

Chapter 39 39.

If I remember correctly, she also asked me the same question on the day we went to the free haircut last month. At that time, she taught me to cut my hair, and the breath was in my ears, but there are some differences from today. At that time, I He is not familiar with Meng Qingyao.

At that time, I was not moved by Meng Qingyao either.

So the current scene is more like a torture to me, and I can't help but think of the words Fang Suyue said before. In fact, those contents have been like needles one after another for so many days. , Straight into my body, just like Rong Rong's piercing Ziwei, I can't escape at all.

At this moment, Meng Qingyao didn't answer my question directly, but asked my ear instead, I suddenly felt even more sad.

Sad that she's so straight and doesn't realize that closeness like this can make me lose control.

Sad that she is so straightforward, my liking is destined to be fruitless.

Thinking of this, I let out a breath and didn't answer her question. I sat up straight and drank a glass of wine. When I put the glass down, I turned my head to look at Meng Qingyao and smiled at her. : "Sister Qingyao."

"Huh?" Meng Qingyao raised her hand to support her forehead, looking lazy.

I pondered for a few seconds: "I'm a little uncomfortable, I'll go back later."

Meng Qingyao was stunned for a moment, said "Mmm", and sat upright: "Okay."

We didn't order much wine, and I drank a few more glasses, and the glasses were all empty. Jiang Linyan was very sober tonight, and she helped Yuan Ze to go downstairs together. Meng Qingyao and I followed behind them until Let's clear it up.

This point is actually when the bar is lively, and the atmosphere is pushed to a climax again and again in the singer's singing.

Too bad I'm not in the mood anymore.

When I got outside, I stopped, sniffed, and looked at Meng Qingyao again: "Sister Qingyao, how do you go back? Do you need a taxi?"

"You..." Meng Qingyao stared at me, frowning slightly.

I don't want to hear her caring about me anymore: "Then you go back and be careful, I will take them back first."

Meng Qingyao looked hesitant, and then nodded: "Okay." She paused, "Be careful."

Yuan Ze couldn't speak clearly, so he said goodbye.

Jiang Linyan smiled: "Goodbye, Miss Meng."

"Goodbye."

The Luoshui community is nearby, not far away. If you go back to Wicker Lane from here, there are other directions. After walking about ten steps, I turned my head, but I didn't see Meng Qingyao's figure.

Might have disappeared around the corner.

I look away.

Jiang Linyan seemed hesitant to speak, so I glanced at her a few times and smiled: "What do you want to say?"

"A'Du." Jiang Linyan looked at me worriedly, "I don't think you are very happy."

Originally, I thought I was fine now, but who knew that as soon as she said this, my tears burst out instantly, and the tears fell down very quickly, one after another.

In fact, I am not unhappy, but more uncomfortable.

It's like covering my nose and mouth with a rag, I can't breathe, it's such an uncomfortable level.

Why is it happening like that.

How could he have such a deep liking for Meng Qingyao.

I can no longer see the things in front of me clearly. Jiang Linyan put Yuan Ze on the bench beside her, and took out a tissue for me and put it in my hand. She didn't say anything, just patted my shoulder, and took out another He picked up his phone and started videotaping me.

I:"……"

I cried louder and squatted down directly.

Yuan Ze was woken up by my crying, she came over and patted my back, saying "the next one will be more obedient and cuter".

I can't answer her.

I cried and smoked.

I don't know how long it took before I almost cried, and Yuan Ze regained consciousness during this time.

Jiang Linyan yawned aside: "It's time to go back."

"Go back and drink!" I wiped my face.

Yuan Ze glanced at me: "I'm hungry, I don't want to drink anymore."

"...then go have supper."

It was already 10:30 when I walked home after supper, and I fell on the bed after taking a shower, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

I can't go on like this anymore.

Originally, I planned to come here to win love, but now let alone win love, I am addicted to it, how can this be?

Reason tells me to cut the mess quickly, I should quickly cut off everything here, maybe the next person who makes my heart move will appear in a short time, and it is very likely that he is not a straight girl, so I think I can leave completely Out.

But I can't bear it.

Not only Meng Qingyao, but also everything here, I can't disconnect so simply, even if I don't have a deep relationship with those neighbors, but I'm used to the rhythm of life here.

I admit that Yu Wenshan is also responsible for making me stay here firmly. She said that I don't belong here, but what about now?

I feel like I fit in really well.

but……

What's the use of being well integrated?

Jiang Linyan knocked on the door, I answered, she opened the door and walked in, and asked me with a smile: "A'Du." She raised her phone, "Do you want to watch your video tonight?"

I:"……"

Yuan Ze also walked in and followed Jiang Linyan to watch, the two were laughing and laughing.

I am so speechless.

I pulled the quilt and covered myself. As long as I didn't think about it, I wouldn't feel ashamed. As a result, Yuan Ze, a heartless person, came over and tore off my quilt, and she wanted to mention it again. Again: "It's okay, Chi Xiaodu, how cool is it to cry on the side of the road, I've never tried it before."

"...Thank you for your comfort." My voice was muffled.

Jiang Linyan came to the bed and sat down: "Have a good sleep, it might be much better when you wake up, A'Du."

I thought the same thing: "Okay, good night."

They sleep in the guest room.

In a few seconds, the two of them withdrew from the bedroom. The moment the door closed, I breathed a sigh of relief.

Actually I'm not too sleepy.

I sat up against the head of the bed again.

The light in the bedroom has been turned off, only the light on my mobile phone screen, I clicked on the chat dialog with Meng Qingyao, and flipped through the conversation with her that I can recite, after a while, I quit , cut to Weibo.

My Weibo is still active, but there is not much original content.

As soon as the homepage was refreshed, I saw Cheng Yunfa's dynamics. She organized a party and sent a group photo. There were some faces I knew well, and some I didn't want to see, such as Yu Wenshan.

I don't know what Yu Wenshan is thinking now, she doesn't appear in front of me very often.

On the surface, it is said that Meng Qingyao is her true love, but I have been here for so long, and she has never been here a few times, but it seems understandable when I think about it, after all, I am here to get in the way, so If I think about it, then my purpose of coming here has been achieved.

Yu Wenshan failed to catch up with Meng Qingyao.

I clicked on Cheng Yun's homepage.

Compared with my Weibo, hers is much richer, and there are some group photos every now and then.

I scrolled down for a long time, and found the one with me.

It was the last time I went to ktv with them, and I specially asked the waiter to take pictures. I don't like to record these things very much, so Cheng Yun's homepage has become my frequent visit.

After flipping through for a while, WeChat popped up a message notification at the top.

I click on it.

It was a message from Meng Qingyao, and it was a voice.

It's 11:30 now, did she send it to me after exercising and taking a shower?

With such doubts in my arms, my fingertips hesitated.

And during the time I was hesitating, I saw Meng Qingyao withdraw the message with my own eyes, leaving only the message withdrawal notice prompted by the system.

No!

what's up!

I became more energetic, and my lips were pressed tightly together.

But Meng Qingyao withdrew it, so I want to ask her what she posted?

I'm stuck.

It may have been about five or six minutes before I ended my entanglement.

Don't ask.

Maybe she made a mistake.

Usually when chatting with me, she doesn't make much voice, basically text.

As soon as the thought popped up, I sighed again.

I really envy the person who can make her voice.

Could it be the one she likes...

This idea popped up again, I thought I was going crazy, but the dark night made me more focused, the more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable and jealous I became, even the dream I had tonight was jealousy.

It's a real nightmare.

Fortunately, Fang Suyue and I asked for leave, it doesn't matter at all to be haggard, I was busy in the store when Jiang Linyan and Yuan Ze came over last time, this time I have time to take them around.

It turns out that there is a very large pond here, and the lotus is blooming beautifully.

I took a lot of photos and sent them all to my mother. My mother said "people are better than flowers", which made me feel a lot better.

It's just that because they both have to go to work tomorrow, they went back after dinner.

I watched the car disappear from my sight, walked towards Wicker Lane inexplicably, and happened to meet Xixi and Jiajia. When they saw me, they shouted "Sister Chi" in unison.

My smile froze: "What a coincidence."

"Sister Chi." Jiajia asked, "Are you going to the store?"

"I'll just go shopping." I want to see Meng Qingyao when I go to the store, I don't want to see her now.

Although I would love to see her again.

What a contradiction.

Just like Meng Qingyao said "a happy and unhappy day".

Jiajia nodded, and I asked again: "What are you doing here?"

Xixi replied: "Come out to eat."

"Eh?" I thought for a while and looked at Jiajia, "Didn't you eat at home today?"

The backstage kitchen is often used, and the chef is naturally Meng Qingyao.

Jiajia sighed: "Sister Qingyao drank a lot of wine last night, and she is not feeling well today. My mother and auntie went out to run some errands, so of course I came out for dinner."

"..." So the store is closed again today.

No, this is not the point.

The point should be that Meng Qingyao drank a lot of wine, but didn't we break up on the spot last night?

"Did she drink at the bar?" I pursed my lower lip.

"That's right." Jiajia felt a little strange, and tilted her head, "Didn't Miss Chi go to the bar to drink with her last night?"

"……Um."

So last night when they talked about separation, in fact Meng Qingyao turned back to Qing Bar again, no wonder she didn't see her for a long time.

But I'm so worthless, when I heard Jiajia say that Meng Qingyao was not feeling well, I was very worried.

I cleared my throat: "I'll go back to the store and have a look, I forgot to take some paintings."

"it is good!"

After walking for a few minutes, we arrived at "See Qingshan", and there was a sign on the door saying "Closed today". As soon as I opened the door, I saw Meng Qingyao coming down the stairs.

She has no expression, and looks a little fragile and weak.

Seeing me appear, she just nodded.

The attitude is light.