69novels Chapter 389: I hate speedruns….
Chapter 389: I hate speedruns….
chapter 389: i hate speedruns....
i massaged my forehead to try to lessen the intense migraine that threatened to destroy my brain at a molecular level, but it was useless.
[system notification: auriel's blessing and black blood have regenerated the user's brain]
ah, how problematic...
"luis..." – tsubaki sighed softly, but i shook my head.
"i'm fine, actually, i feel like i managed to lift a big weight off my shoulders" – i sighed and stretched my arms.
one of the biggest problems with my skills like [schizophrenia] and [mythomania] is that they continually affect my body based on my perception and thoughts. because of this, my worry about the issue of umaru and my half-sisters had been generating a metaphorical mass of solid stress, which had been crushing my shoulders to the point of breaking my bones.
well, i'm used to my body being treated like a log in a wood chipper, so it doesn't matter.
although one of my biggest worries has been partially resolved, i still need a little moment of relief, so i headed to some coordinates that abby gave me.
my wives have already found some of the dimensional rifts that connect the different timelines. i initially thought i would share this information with zelretch and merlin so they would follow me, that way i could start some of my plans for the war that will start in a few days, but right now i need to hit something that i can scream and cry.
i sent a mental message to nyaruko to tell her to come with me while bb will stay near my sister to take care of her, lastly, aotian went to the hotel where the basketball team stays to protect the brats.
this way, it will seem like only nyaruko and i are heading to the dimensional rift. if an enemy appears, he will think that we are vulnerable because we are only two people.
i started praying to the plot that someone would ambush me...
"it's here" – abby warned me when i arrived at the coordinates location.
i nodded and smiled. – "thank you abby, you are a good girl"
"nn" – abby smiled adorably when i stroked her hair.
"for now, stay close to miyu and protect the little girls" – i took out a package of food for the racist brat.
abby was reluctant to protect chloe, but the thought of eating her favorite pancakes overcame her racism, so she nodded.
abby disappeared, so nyaruko started pushing me towards an old sewer that was in an almost empty area of the city.
"come on, i want to see more fate characters!" - nyaruko opened the sewer and jumped into the hole. – "it's a me, momo!"
inside the sewer we only had to walk a couple of meters to find a multi-colored crack that rose into the air. the rift was covered by multiple stealth barriers and illusions to prevent anyone from finding it, but these kinds of things are easy for abby to locate.
on the other hand, the smell of human waste mixed with garbage and rotting rat bodies made me feel nostalgic.
sometimes i miss when my problems could be solved with a shotgun or a knife...
"ah, damn feelings are a nuisance..." – i sighed, but at this point i don't even know if those are my true feelings or if it is a thought that [mytomania] manufactured.
"look on the bright side" – tsubaki smiled affectionately like a loving wife. – "you have been worried for many years that umaru might hate you for all the traumas you have caused her, you even refused to read her thoughts for fear of discovering that she hates you, but now you know that she loves you with all her heart... although i am worried about her strange obsession with being your only younger sister"the roots of this story extend from novell bìn origin.
i smiled wryly. – "we both inherited emotional dependence from our stupid mother, this was to be expected"
it's sad that i can't deny my possessive tendencies. it gives me peace to know that my silly sister is not willing to walk away from me even if she hates me. now i won't have to lock her in a cage......
"oh, that gives me an idea for a novel" – nyaruko was in a good mood. – "my little yandere sister wants to kill our sisters, but that's okay because i'm also a yandere... by the way, luis, will you really succumb to the power of alabama and get your sisters pregnant?"
"..." – i sighed as my migraine worsened. – "please let's not talk about this..."
i explained umaru's entire thought process to my wives, so they know what that damn brat wants as a form of apology.
i sighed again as i suppressed the desire to commit suicide and entered the dimensional rift. i don't want to think about my future family problems, i just want to test my new weapons.
"anyway, i don't want to think about it, i just want to hit someone to relax" – i sighed and approached the spatial crack.
in the last few hours, abby, bb and system goddess managed to analyze the barrier that covers fuyuki city, now abby can create a similar barrier. when she found the rift, she put up multiple spatial barriers so that the barrier allows anyone to enter that alternate timeline, but only people with my permission will be able to leave.
"abby is a good girl" – i smiled slightly. i'll give her pancakes later.
"luis being a lolicon, nothing new" – nyaruko smiled mockingly, so i hit her head, but the masochistic fool blushed. – "stronger~"
i sighed and decided to ignore her.
i took a deep breath to forget my future family problems and spoke to my dear wife. – "tsubaki, blades of chaos"
red chains from the heat began to cover my arms causing my skin to burn. compared to before, the pain i felt was truly heartbreaking and agonizing, but at the same time i felt revitalized and alive.
[weapon description: blades of chaos (version: sadism)
blades wielded with the sole purpose of tearing the enemy apart in the cruelest and most painful way possible. they are not weapons, they are instruments of torture designed to satisfy the fetishes of a womanizer with a bad temper.
skills:
- pain: wounds will cause the 'agony' status effect. this effect uses the 'torture' concept to generate endless pain that will increase with each wound the victim suffers.
- suffering: the pain caused by wounds can ignore any mental and spiritual defense abilities. only conceptual skills can resist this effect.
- cruelty: the pain caused by the wounds will be marked in the victim's records, so it will not be possible to forget or erase the pain unless the records are completely destroyed.
- depravity: the 'torture' concept will prevent the victim's mind from being broken, it will also prevent the victim from enjoying the pain. only conceptual skills can resist this effect]
eriko did a wonderful job of making my best weapons synchronized with my skills derived from my mental problems. furthermore, each weapon is protected by [mythomania] and not even higher entities at auriel's level can see that this is the power of madness energy, other people will only think that it is a cursed weapon created for torture.
with the swords in my hands, i moved forward to enter the spatial rift while nyaruko walked beside me, although she was not holding a weapon but a camera. this girl treats everything like a game... well, i love that about her.
once inside the alternate timeline, i was a little disappointed to see that no absurdly powerful enemies were waiting to attack me from behind, but well, there are some decent punching bags.
i held the blades of chaos and began to walk without a clear direction. i just wanted to walk.
"yay, it's the singularity f! let's go for the flat-chested maid!" – nyaruko had eyes bright with excitement, but i honestly don't want to know what she's talking about, i just want to hit people.
the place i am is fuyuki city, but it is a little different. the buildings are desolate ruins, there is fire covering most of the city and there was an intense smell of human flesh being cooked.
"...it smells like fried chicken..." – ortro began to salivate.
"not yet" – i had to stop the little glutton since it's not her turn to come out yet.
ortro made sad puppy sounds, but she was not stubborn and she started playing with some heads to distract herself.
"this will always be disturbing" – yoko shook her head as she saw how the adorable little girl used human heads to build a house.
(author's note: artoria pendragon saber alter from fate grand/order)
(author's note: jeanne d'arc alter from fate grand/order)
.... the amount of disappointment i am feeling cannot be described in words.
"ten minutes, i only lost sight of you for ten fucking minutes..." – i started massaging my forehead and looked at nyaruko.
nyaruko smiled wryly and tossed the weapons aside, then jumped and landed on the backs of the two kneeling women. now she was at the same level as my eyes.
"well, i did what was necessary" – nyaruko shrugged and ignored the fact that the two women were shaking with fury. – "if i didn't intervene, then you would have skinned these waifus and that is a no no no no, you can't kill waifus"
i took a deep breath so as not to make comments that could seriously damage my foolish wife's heart. – "i want to hit someone... no, i need to hit someone... what made you think that i would like to enslave two historical figures for whom i have a little respect?"
nyaruko smiled and gave a thumbs up. – "because they are pretty!"
....
she has a point.
nyaruko jumped a little to stop humiliating the two women and stood next to me as she patted my shoulder. – "come on, i know you want to release stress, but violence is not the answer, love is better~"
...i held nyaruko's face. – "you just want to make a collection of fate women and you thought this was a good opportunity since my argument with my sister left me mentally exhausted, so you thought i will easily forgive you because i don't feel like arguing, right?"
nyaruko looked away and started whistling.
i sighed and took out a fork, which made nyaruko pale. - "wait...!"
i ignored her desperate cry and stabbed the fork into her silly head while activating a weak version of [sadism].
"aaaahhhhhh!" – nyaruko started squirming in my hands like a fish out of water, but she didn't try to fight and accepted her punishment.
the two women looked at the situation and smiled cruelly, although they were also scared by the ease with which i subdued nyaruko...
what on earth did nyaruko do to subdue these two stubborn and proud women? it was only ten minutes...
as nyaruko screamed, i heard a subtle murmur of suffering and with my perception i analyzed the castle.
oh, i see...
besides the two women, there were also male servants, but they are now impaled on the tops of the castle towers.
the worst thing is that it is not a simple impalement like the executions carried out by vlad tepes. the servants' bodies had been altered with organic alchemy to... ugh, no, i'm not going to talk about this, my homophobia prevents me.
i let go of nyaruko and looked at her with a frown. – "you are my wife and i will not stop loving you, but sometimes you are disgusting"
nyaruko massaged her head and looked at me innocently. – "it's not my fault, when we found the taimanin i remembered several body deformation doujins and i wanted to do some tests to use in case a system user appears, you know, you have a bad habit of murdering idiots too quickly and that's not fun, you have to humiliate idiots"
sometimes i forget that she is considered one of the cruelest and most insensitive creatures in the multiverse... the worst thing of all is that i still think she is cute.
"hey listen! she's right, simps idiots should be humiliated until they spit blood and die of an aneurysm from rage! pushing someone to suicide is the beauty of bullying!" – navi showed up just to say fucking stupid things...
i grabbed navi before the idiot could react. – "you also deserve a punishment"
"oh fuck..." – navi couldn't escape because i activated [sadism]. her scream was so loud and high-pitched that it was not audible.
nyaruko gulped seeing that. she knows that i was nicer to her than to navi and she felt a little afraid of this level of [sadism].
"come on luis, don't be angry, look" – nyaruko stopped massaging her head and grabbed the faces of the two female servants. – "they are quite cute, they have a bad temper and are unnecessarily proud to the point of being a couple of headaches, we know you love them~"
yes, but right now i'm not in the mood...
i exhaled deeply as i struggled to contain my tiredness and anger. - "we are literally on the brink of a war that will determine the future of this world, but instead of helping, you are..."
i stopped talking as i felt something.
[paranoia: a group of entities were detected that entered the barrier. one of the entities was confirmed to be koyanskaya. it was confirmed that the master's wife is not injured or in danger]
why did koyanskaya just enter this place?
"the canon!" – nyaruko's eyes shone. – "come on, i want to see satan!"
....... what?
oh whatever. i already captured the two entities that were going to be the cause of this timeline becoming a threat. for now i want to see what's going on with my fluffy-eared wife.
"hey listen! furry dog!"
.... whatever.
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author's note:
i am very sorry for the month of inactivity. it really was a difficult month, but finally all the effort, crying, frustrations and suicidal desires paid off.
i am officially a qualified psychologist and i managed to graduate with honors!
during this month i will be able to relax and focus on writing. starting in january i will start working, but my position is part-time, so i will have time to write more often.
i am deeply grateful to you, my reader, for supporting me despite all my shortcomings as a writer. i know that i have been fickle and that is why i am grateful that you do not lose interest in my novel.
achieving my degree has been a constant struggle due to various problems that i have encountered, but while the path was mentally, emotionally, and physically painful, the feeling of completing my degree has given me a sense of fulfillment and fulfillment that i had never experienced before.
i think it's clear that i have my emotional problems, and honestly, i never thought that i would be able to achieve anything in life, i am even surprised by the fact that i am still alive.
despite everything, i wanted to share with you the deep gratification and sense of fulfillment i feel.
i know that having a degree does not make me better than others and it does not guarantee me a good future, but at least i no longer feel that my life and existence is a waste of time. at least i accomplished one thing in my life and that makes me feel at peace.
for all this, thank you very much for continuing to read my work. thanks for being here.
a big hug to anyone who reads this and i will continue to strive to bring an entertaining story <3< p>