My daily life with neuropathy

Chapter 36

What does hatred mean to me?

Just as I was dragging my cousin back to the room, I suddenly felt something was wrong.

Some people say that extreme love breeds hatred, and others say that love and hate are intertwined. Perhaps since birth, love and hate are two extremes that are constantly changing and dominate our lives.

Before I left, the lights in my room were on, but now, as if by deception, my room is pitch black.

But there are also some hatreds that are blind, without any rationality at all, like a quagmire, and people can only sink into it and cannot extricate themselves.

I sighed, but didn't say anything after all.

And people who trap themselves in this kind of hatred have no sense at all.

My cousin woke up, and when I was about to say something, I shook my head and signaled him to keep quiet.

Similarly, this kind of person is also the easiest to be used.

"Are you wondering, among so many books and USB flash drives, which one contains the real contract?" I turned on the light and said.

The neatly organized room before leaving was now a mess again, Yue Feng stood in the middle, looking at me with a bad expression, after struggling for a while, he suddenly rushed towards me.

Cousin made a move, this is the first time he showed his strength in front of me - just when Yuefeng was about to hit me, he took a step towards me, stretched out his hand to block Yuefeng's attack, and then did not He mercilessly threw the person to the ground.

"My Feng family, why are you looking down on me so much?" My cousin snorted coldly, "Then, you will have to pay for your stupidity."

"Wait a minute." At this moment, a voice came from behind.

I sighed, "Feiguan, do you really want to speak for him?"

"..." Feiguan who was holding an umbrella gave a wry smile, "Now, he is the last member of my tribe."

"Oh, that's wrong." I laughed and said, "He's a moon spirit, you're a ghost, if you're a clansman... I can't find any similarities between you two. "

"Sanyu..." Feiguan turned pale, looked at me, and said suddenly, "Feiguan begs the Patriarch."

"You can let him go." I said, "One is to let Ah Yi change him into the same race as you. In this way, I will also recognize him as your clan. As for the second One way, I think, you should know what it is."

"Does it have to be like this?" Feiguan said in a low voice.

"I've always been kind to people," I sighed. "You want me to be so blunt?"

"Why talk nonsense with him?" My cousin glanced at me, very dissatisfied.

"Ha," I shook my head, "Since he is already a ghost, let him be a ghost."

"Tch, you still have so many things to do." The cousin snorted and stopped talking.

"Then," I crossed the mess, found two good chairs, and let my cousin and I sit down. Yuefeng was still suppressed by my cousin's spell, so I could only raise my head and stare at him on the ground. with me.

"Let's start from scratch," I said, sitting in a chair.

The process of things is very simple, but also very complicated.

The first is the moon seal.

"As far as I know," I said, "the Moon Spirit Race appeared before the Soul Frost existed, so there is such an inference that even without the Soul Frost, theoretically, the Moon Spirit Race could continue to survive." Yes, as for why they all died later, I don’t need to say the reason.” Looking at the two of them, I smiled softly, “It should be that you were controlled by Soul Frost in an environment that was too generous and rich. , so you have forgotten your own instincts, right?" It's pretty hard to put it this way.

"What does this mean?" Feiguan frowned and said.

"Well, it depends on the person." I shrugged, "Neiguan, you lied to me."

"If Xuanyu could really hurt you so badly," I said, "then just now, when I was holding an umbrella for you, how did you not get hurt?"

"..." Feiguan remained silent.

"The memory of your injury must be an illusion you gave me." I said with a wry smile. "That's why Guo Qi and Ah Yi are so indifferent. In this way, I won't be convinced of this memory."

"But my injury is not fake." Feiguan raised his eyebrows and said.

"As for why you were injured..." I sighed, "It must have been caused by the moon seal."

Hearing this, Feiguan couldn't help taking a step back, he looked at me in shock, "How could it be..."

"You really think..." I shook my head, "Even though I was weak when I left the illusion, and I don't have any memory of how to leave the illusion, but you really think... that I can believe it , Am I rescued by a stranger who doesn't even know my uncle?"

"This is the third mistake you made." Your cousin said leisurely, "but your biggest mistake is still the wrong estimate of my brother's IQ. And the wrong interpretation of the relationship between me and him .”

"Our relationship really doesn't need to be alienated—" I added with a smile, "because there is no room for alienation."

"So when you think we're in a cold war, rivalry, and secretly framing—" said the cousin.

"Actually, we are planning." I said.

This is an inning.

"When you choose to stay behind closed doors and only rely on a book to pass on the news, you have already lost." Cousin said, "At that time, revealing incomplete information will only make you lose money." Credibility."

"I would prefer a full and detailed account," I laughed.

"Then there's that guy." The cousin tapped the moon seal on the ground with his chin, with a trace of disgust in his tone, "A guy who doesn't even know the basic etiquette, even if it's Yue Ling, there is no such person."

"The only possibility is that he was born after the Moon Spirit was destroyed." I said, "Only by losing the environment and civilization on which to live can a person become so unworthy of his clan."

"And you claim to be his old friend, which is another big flaw." The cousin said.

"Since it's an old friend, according to his age, your time is completely out of date." I said.

"A ghost, even if he wants to cultivate a human form," said the cousin coldly, "it will take at least a few thousand years. I have just touched the bones of this child, and he is only a hundred years old at most. How could it be yours?" Old friend?"

"Presumably this old friend," I sighed, "is talking about the past."

"Then it's all connected." The cousin said, "Hundreds of years ago, you finally found this orphan and tried to make him live by absorbing the cold, but this method didn't last long, and you spent too much money on him." When he recovered, he was hunted down by his enemies, and then rescued by my mother, and became a housekeeper...is that right?"

"...Ha." Feiguan was stunned and stunned, and suddenly laughed. He bowed to me and my brother, and said, "The master and the young master are really clever. Feiguan sighs. I just want to see For the sake of Guan serving the two, spare this child's life."

"...Why bother you." I sighed, "You didn't plan this at all. You have been reclusive for the past few years. How could you possibly have contact with him? He must have come here on his own, and you don't know How to deal with..."

"Feiguan is an accomplice, so naturally he cannot escape responsibility." Feiguan said calmly.

"..." I looked at Yuefeng, "What about you? It's not because of the kindness of nurturing and teaching you for so many years, why do you just abandon him like this?"

"I do things on my own, and it has nothing to do with him." Yue Feng said with a cold snort.

"It's a bit of a responsibility." I smiled and said, "Tell me what you know, and I will let the past go."

"What do you want to know?" Yuefeng asked.

"Why do you want Soul Frost?" I leaned on the back of the chair, put my fingers together, and asked.

"Because Soul Frost is my Moon Spirit Supreme Treasure, naturally it shouldn't be in the hands of an outsider." Yue Feng replied without hesitation.

...Even if it is someone who has been raising themselves. "Second question," I closed my eyes, "why come to my bedroom."

"Because I want to find Soul Frost." Yue Feng said without hesitation.

"......Heh." I laughed lightly, and said word by word, "You, want, look for, soul, cold, frost?"

"..." Following my words, the scene sank into an eerie silence.

I lowered my eyelashes and smiled coldly.

"I'll give you one last chance to tell the truth." I said softly, "And you have to believe that this is definitely your last chance."

Seems like it was the first time I saw me get angry, but even Feiguan was no longer as calm and composed as before, facing Yuefeng's eyes asking for help, he shook his head very slightly.

"I, I..." Yuefeng pursed his lips aggrievedly, and said, "I'm here to find..." He lowered his head and said, "Contract..."

"What else?" I raised my eyebrows, "Who told you to steal it?"

"This... I don't know." He said in a panic, "I haven't seen his face clearly. Anyway, he asked me to do this. He said that after doing this, Feiguan can return to me. side, and then Moon Spirit can be revived..."

"..." I suddenly thought of something and asked, "Did you see the people in my room when you came?"

"People in the room?" Yuefeng said in surprise, "No, there was no one here when I came here, and the lights were off..."

Oops! !I stood up suddenly and asked Feiguan, "Where is Soul Frost?!"

"What's wrong?" Fei Guan asked.

"You may not know that you have been trapped in the maze," I said, "Your father, that is, the patriarch of the Moon Elder Clan who went crazy before, has appeared!"

The author has something to say: _(:з」∠)_ Part of the truth is revealed, but not all.

Today I finally have time to write about the author has something to say_(:з」∠)_

I think everyone knows that this article is actually very, very cold. . . .I thought about giving up many times, getting stuck, etc., because of academic problems, I have to update it every day. . .For a period of time, I basically slept in the early morning _(:з」∠)_ and then I got sick as soon as I was on vacation hahaha...TvT

When I was writing the show, my friend told me that the competition is fierce, so I have to be mentally prepared, and now I see it is true, haha.....

Especially me, a deadly madman, who is so immortal and likes to play cards not according to common sense, hehe.

I haven't written a decent original danmei before, and I don't know what kind of attack or shou is in everyone's eyes, but because I also watch danmei, I think it's rare to have such an opportunity, or else I should just write one in my mind Ready to attack?

Then there was such an article, and the attack of Feng Sanyu.

He can be neither domineering, nor indifferent, nor arrogant, nor moral (in eating), and even realizes the existence of the golden finger without using it.But when major events happen, he always stands at the forefront and is the most reliable person.Ma Yun said that women who achieve the ultimate are turning softness into strength, and men who achieve the ultimate is turning rigidity into softness. Facing the ignorant old house and the group of people in the old house who are incompatible with modern society, three Yu didn't forcefully insert his own rules, but chose to understand and integrate, and then slowly changed everyone like spring wind and rain.Is this acceptable?I don't think so, on the contrary, I think this is exactly what a Gong should do.Just like the gentlemen in ancient times, he is tolerant and gentle, but has his own bottom line and principles. In such an old house full of abnormal people, as an ordinary person with no ability, I think he has done well enough .In my opinion, the more difficult and difficult the environment, the better the quality of a person can be reflected, just as the emperor Jun said, 'Heaven does not help others, but helps itself. 'Talent and environment are important, but if you don't have your own efforts, even if you have God's help, it will be in vain.

So far, there are still many mysteries about him. As a person who was once above the clouds, he is now an ordinary person who has lost all his talents and abilities.

Thank you for supporting me until now. If possible, I hope you can accompany me on the journey until the day when he overcomes all the obstacles and difficulties in front of him and returns to the cloud.

Thank you.

Good night. ——Summer is a bit cold in the early morning of 10.6 [I think I can fall asleep while walking_(:з」∠)_