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I went to the sixth branch during the holiday, and the people in the sixth branch told me that today is my birthday.I have no idea what a birthday is, maybe because no one pays attention to me, because I never experience a real birthday, because... I don't care anymore.

Jiang Zhengxi called and told me that he and Lin Yingfeng had a special gift for me and told me to go to Lin Huansi's house.I didn't really care about it at first, but out of accepting their kindness, I still went to that place that I still dare not face until now.

I am standing in front of that door again at this moment, and I muster up the courage to push the door open.Walking inside was a man who surprised me immensely.That might be their gift to me, and I'm grateful to them now.They gave me one last chance to talk to her.It's also good that I have a lot to say to her, and I can also take this opportunity to get rid of the days of crying.

Her dressing style is always so casual, which always makes people feel very close.She greeted me from the couch and I walked over to sit next to her.At this moment I still can't believe it's true, until I actually started talking to her I have to admit that Lin Yingfeng's illusion is perfect and Jiang Zhengxi's time travel seems to really bring me back In her time.

I asked her many questions, and she answered me patiently.As night fell, the time for me to meet her was drawing to a close.She asked me, "Does something like tears happen to you every day?"

I thought for a while and answered, "Maybe it won't show up from today onwards, maybe it's because I want to wash my face with tears so that I won't forget you." I always comfort myself like this, since I was a child, I always have a way of comforting myself .Force myself to think about the good and the opposite, and sometimes even put aside the essence, because I am still free in this way.

Bo Xue once asked me, "There is a way to bring Lin Huansi back to you, will you implement this method?"

I answered without hesitation, "No. I respect her choice."

Turns out I was right, assuming I actually went for that.That would not only go against Lin Huansi's wishes, but also make me feel regretful.

The magic domain gradually began to disappear, at this time my brain began to go blank and the memory of her also began to disappear.There was a stranger standing in front of me, and I asked her "did I meet you somewhere?" The stranger smiled at me and then a tear fell from the corner of her eye, and I didn't know why.I wanted to ask that person what happened, but it was too late.

I woke up in a lifeless room, locked the door with great skill and left.On the way back I had a strange feeling in my chest, as if I had forgotten something very important and I couldn't remember it.Want to let go but can't let go.

The next day I went to the sixth branch and asked a few people. I asked them if they had ever seen a person who looked like Zero Face.They all answered no.I always feel like they're lying to me, but I also know it might be for my own good.

I probably haven't really grown up yet, because I really don't understand what it feels like.Can't tell, can't figure it out and it's keeping me up at night.

In the end, Zhou Zongying and Jiang Zhengxi couldn't stand it anymore, and they proposed to find a time to have a heart-to-heart talk with me.I went to Jingting in the sixth sub-room at [-] o'clock in the evening. Zhou Zongying usually went back to Jingting when he was free.

I first asked them if they remembered such a person. This time I was very active and my intuition told me that this matter was very important to me.And they didn't intend to continue to hide it, so Jiang Zhengxi gave me a photo.The person above is quite similar to Lingyan.I seemed to remember something when I saw that photo, and I tried to remember, but I remembered something I was trying so hard to forget.I ended her life with my own hands, and I wanted to leave without any emotion.For five years, I tried my best to escape, and after attending her funeral, I wanted to make a decision in the past.

As expected, I was too naive, I can't forget, some people with supernatural powers also came to my door, and every time it would cost me more money, I had to use supernatural powers to deal with them.Once again, she picked up the strange weapon that was stained with her blood.

I remembered everything about Lin Huansi, and my chest began to become breathless and my limbs became weak.I slumped in my chair, and all the fragments of memory, good and bad, lay before my eyes.Jiang Zhengxi didn't want to see me unable to let her go anymore, so he and Lin Yingfeng wanted to get rid of everything about Lin Huansi in my mind.Obviously they failed.

I covered my face with my hands so they couldn't see me in a mess. It was the worst cry I've had in more than ten years.That person stood before me again, and she was alive.I can touch her with my own hands, and I can talk to her.I immediately told Zhou Zongying and Jiang Zhengxi, they said they didn't see Lin Huansi.She was in front of me and only I saw it, and I really thought maybe there was something wrong with me on a spiritual level... how ironic.She was also the one who appeared in the final self-redemption, and she stretched out her hand to pull me up.When I came back to my senses, I found that there was nothing around me, in an independent space.

Lin Huansi asked me, "Give you a chance to see the past or the future, which one would you choose?"

I replied, "I don't choose either. Wouldn't it be good to live like this? There is nothing to talk about in the past, and there is nothing to spy on in the future. I want to leave a little unknown for me to think about at that time." .”

There was an unhappy expression on the other party's face, and she changed the question, "Some people say that things like feelings can actually be thrown away. Do you want to throw away feelings?"

I hesitated, I wondered if doing certain things would get twice the result with half the effort after abandoning the relationship, but troubles would follow.My answer is no.Afterwards, I answered Lin Fansi with another answer, "I haven't dated yet, so don't hinder me since you've been single all your life." My answer seemed to be beyond her expectations.

"If you have nothing to do, don't come out to cheat the corpse, can't you just stay in another world?" I continued to make up the knife.Lin Huansi just smiled awkwardly.

"It's time for the dream to end."

I woke up on the sofa again, and as expected, the dream had already unfolded from the moment I opened the door.I really give full marks to Jiang Zhengxi and Lin Yingfeng's combo.This gift is very satisfying to me, although some of it is not good.I looked at the terminal, the date displayed on it was still today, the dream was over.

As soon as I went out, I met Jiang Zhengxi and Lin Yingfeng and thanked them. Now I should face the new situation and not cling to the past.Because she was no longer in this world five years ago.