i can't fall off the horse

Chapter 119

All the results of Ajiao's examinations came out on the third day. He originally lived in the medical department these two days, but Nakahara was not there. He didn't worry about Dazai staying alone in the chief's office on the top floor, and insisted on moving into the office. lounge.

Osamu Dazai was working in the office, and Ajiao was resting on the sofa next to him.

"Mr. Dazai, the medical department sent Master Zhongyuan's examination results over." Akutagawa Gin knocked on the door, walked in and said, still holding the report in his hand.

A Jiao covered her face when she heard the words, she didn't want to see the reaction of the two of them at all, and she was not interested in the report at all.

"Bring it here." Dazai Osamu glanced at the little figure on the sofa, his eyes darkened.

He could clearly feel the changes in Ajiao's body, the weakness revealed from the inside out was very much like that Ango.

If there is one thing that has not changed, it is Ajiao's attitude.

He was not angry or surprised, as if he didn't become like this because of Osamu Dazai, and he didn't blame Osamu Dazai at all. He stayed in the office to protect him every day as before, and even sat in the office as before. Work on some papers you can handle at your desk.

This attitude made Dazai too uncomfortable.

Looking at the string of data on the inspection list, Osamu Dazai frowned more and more, "Let the person in charge of this matter come up."

"Yes."

Akutagawa Gin went out quickly, Dazai put down the test results and looked at Ajiao, "Chuya, you don't want to know, what's the result? Maybe you're going to die."

"It's not that I'm dead, it's that I'm going back." A-Jiao sat up with a listless expression, obviously lacking in energy, but her eyes were still bright.

Zhongye Zhongye, he never seemed to hesitate, he never hesitated, and he was as firm as ever.

"Dazai, this problem won't kill you."

"I know that your time ability is not just an ability? Did you tell him?"

Ajiao was silent, he knew that Dazai Osamu would ask this question sooner or later, but luckily he was already prepared and prepared his speech.

"This ability won't get out of control, and time won't be chaotic, so I didn't lie to Dazai. As long as he neutralizes the filth, I'm safe."

"You're right, as long as there is enough time, filth can defeat the enemy, but filth can't last long. This ability exists for filth, and it won't get out of control. It's only filth that will get out of control. It's not a supernatural power, it's more like a power transformed by Huangba's divine power."

So at the beginning of this plan, he really won't have any problems!

Not as you understand, I am hiding this key information from you in another world, and I am destined to die in battle.

I really just strayed into the black hole and got sucked into this world, instead of dying, I really will go back.

—I will not die.

This is what Ajiao wants to tell Dazai Osamu, including his previous chat with Nakahara Chuya, all to tell Dazai Osamu this sentence.

He wasn't worried that Zhongyuan would find anything, but Osamu Dazai was different. After he left, he would definitely notice something was wrong.

"So you did fire the filth back and forth nineteen times."

Ajiao: "...that's not the point!"

"Since filth can be solved, why did you compress the gravity factor to the extreme and create a black hole?"

Ajiao: "... Dazai, you are really wrong, do you know that, it's so strange, do you feel guilty? This really doesn't affect, and I will go back soon, and these sequelae will definitely disappear by then Yes, you don't have to worry at all."

Osamu Dazai sneered, did not speak, and continued to look through the inspection report in his hand.

As for whether you believe it... who knows!

"Tsk!" Ajiao wasn't sure what Dazai Osamu thought of him, and he didn't want to know it. He lay on the sofa until his bones became soft, and he didn't want to continue lying down. He got up and walked to the table, and moved I took some documents and returned to the desk belonging to Chuya Zhongyuan to prepare for work.

It would be really boring to lie down, my brain would be blunt, if it was in the first world, forget it, it would be blunt, but now he is facing Osamu Dazai, so he has to keep his mind clear all the time.

Staying in a comfortable environment for too long, if someone is not paying attention... that would be a big joke, Ajiao refused to imagine this possibility.

Moreover, Zhongyuan Chu was not there. If Osamu Dazai was to handle those tasks alone, he didn't know how long he would have to wait.

Although it is said that Osamu Dazai has come here almost in this way for the past four years, Ajiao is still willing to solve part of it if he can help solve it, so he must relax.

Just thinking about working non-stop for four years is scary.

The person in charge of Ajiao soon came over, stood in the office and lowered his head to answer Dazai's question, his legs almost went limp under Dazai's question.

"Chief, Mr. Zhongyuan's body was indeed a normal child's body during the first examination, but the medical department did not find out the reason. All the organs in his body were exhausted to varying degrees, like congenital deficiencies, and the first examination The results are completely different." When the person in charge said this, his head almost dropped to his chest, the results of these two inspections were not scientific at all!

Regarding this result, Osamu Dazai also saw it in the report. Compared with the person in charge, he was not surprised.

It's really similar to the results of Ango's original examination. Ango's body organs also failed, and then he couldn't keep it anymore.

"Is there a treatment plan?"

"Yes, it's just that the cause has not been found out yet, so it can only treat the symptoms, not the root cause." Regarding this point, the medical department is also going crazy.

Although Ajiao is just a child and doesn't even have a specific identity in the port Mafia, no one will underestimate him just because of his face and the treatment of living in the top office.

The two scariest men in Mafia at the port stood behind him. How dare the medical department be perfunctory, wishing that Ajiao would have a check-up today and recover tomorrow, so healthy that he wouldn't sneeze even a single one!

"Send over your medical plan."

"……Yes."

After seeing off the person in charge of the medical department, Osamu Dazai sat there in a daze for a while, only to regain his senses when he saw Ajiao raised the wall to reveal the French windows outside.

[As expected of a divine body, it's just different. 】

[Don't say that, my brain hurts. 】

Even in the current situation, Ajiao feels that it is much better than Sakaguchi Ango and Kurosawa Jin, at least not to the point where he can't hold it after two steps. This vest is really durable.

In fact, the conditions and treatment here are quite good. Although Osamu Dazai is often not a man, he is not harsh in this regard. Generally speaking, Ajiao is quite happy in this world.

Osamu Dazai sat beside the small round coffee table, looking at the small building below with a somewhat cold gaze, wondering what he was thinking.

"Since Chuya also knows the [Book], have you ever thought about using the [Book] to change anything? For example, your current situation, can you use the [Book] to change? Even returning to your own world is very easy? "

“[Book], it is indeed a very wonderful thing, but I don’t think I need it. I need to rely on [Book] to rewrite my life, so this life is too inferior. [Book] is not used for this Yes, the most important thing is that I just looked serious, and I didn’t feel any impact, since this is the case, what’s wrong?” Ajiao wasn’t sure if this was Dazai Osamu’s temptation, after all, the [Book] of this world It cannot be written. Once written, the world will be destroyed immediately.

Ajiao never thought of using props like [Book], no matter whether he was Zhongye of the Central Plains or Ajiao.

No matter how miserable life is, it belongs to him, and other people have no right to change it. It is a condescending offense.

"Chuya has always been like this. Even though this world is so boring, why has Zhongya been going on unswervingly? Obviously this world is so boring that people can't help but want to leave this oxidized world. "

Ajiao didn't speak, and Dazai didn't expect to wait for him to answer himself.

"The more you want to hold on to something, the more you will lose it. No matter what it is, you will lose it in the end. The so-called gain is itself a lost past, so is it really worth it?"

"Dazai." The voice of a child was soft and soft, but Ajiao's voice was too calm, which woke up Dazai in an instant.

"Dazai, is life really so painful?"

For the leader, Zai, to be alive, to live soberly, is indeed quite painful.

"You're right, if you get it, you lose it. Some are superficial losses, and some are changes and losses in another sense. However, the good memories after you get them are all real. For a person's existence, memory is the most important thing." Yes." Ajiao couldn't help thinking about her first life, and her voice was a little erratic.

"I once lost my friends and companions, which brought me great pain. I was very sad and wanted to redeem something. This is probably the pain you said, but if you ask me, I don’t regret meeting them and becoming friends. To be a partner, of course I don’t regret it.” Ajiao smiled, and looked at Osamu Dazai with imperceptible tenderness, “If you don’t know each other, you won’t be hurt because of the loss, but it’s even worse if you don’t know each other. It's a pity, cowards have to muster courage."

When this world is complete, when you and Oda Saku can survive at the same time, and there is no longer a crisis of the end of the world, do you want to try to take that step and make friends with him?

That candy is out there, available to you if you want it, but you're afraid you'll run out of it soon enough to hold off on trying it.

What a coward.

Xie Jiao is much braver than Dazai Zhi, so Xie Jiao came.Osamu Dazai did not speak, but looked at the sky outside.

"If you are destined to leave, will this bond be hurt because of you? What will you do?" After a while, Osamu Dazai suddenly asked sharply.

Ajiao didn't speak.

Because he had done the same thing before, so he said that he understood Osamu Dazai's choice.

He personally cut off the fetters of the past.

Osamu Dazai is also starting to cut off the fetters on himself.

They were all once destined to leave.

Then Ajiao was rescued.

Now, he wants to save Osamu Dazai.

Give him a possible choice.

No matter what Osamu Dazai chooses in the end, Ajiao readily accepts it.