half a mile long street

Chapter 1 I'm Not Crazy

"My mother peeked at our letters, and she cried, crying very sadly..."

"She hasn't eaten for three days, she's forcing me to make a choice! What should I do, what should I do..."

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"My cousin found out! She actually told others everything!!... Others looked at me intentionally or unintentionally, and I knew they must be talking about me behind my back... What are you talking about? It might be a terrible pervert... Possibly disgustingly gay..."

"Maybe we're wrong...it's our fault, I'm about to break down"

"I can't bear the way people look at me anymore! It's like I'm a demon from hell. It's scary, but am I wrong? Are we wrong?"

"Sorry, I compromised, I only have one mother... I don't want to live under the eyes of others anymore... Forget it, okay? Let's... Forget it"

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"He didn't know about our affairs, maybe the message didn't spread very far, I actually feel lucky, I'm guilty..."

"I agreed to his marriage proposal, and we don't want to contact each other anymore. You should also live your own life, everything before...just treat it as a dream, the good and the bad are all over..."

"Sorry, I failed you"

Tina is used to the confusion that reappeared in her dream. At the beginning, she was regarded as a lunatic because of these memories that did not belong to her, and a psychiatrist initially diagnosed her as delusional.

Is she really crazy?She didn't know, and she didn't want to know, what she thought was really crazy was this world.Because, she fell in love with the 'her' in that chaotic segment.

why?

Maybe it's because I want to exchange piles of gold, silver and jewels for 'her' eyes... I want her to always be in those eyes.

She always felt that she was special.

"You have to be mentally prepared, she may be suffering from paranoia."

"Gentlemen, I tried hypnosis for her today, and she was able to tell the story completely, my God! Even the approximate time period is very clear, which is so strange..."

"I encouraged her to write the story, and I hope that during this time, you can find out if the story is real. Oh my God! I think it's amazing!"

"She tentatively told me today that she wants to find little Jenny. I think it's okay. It's good for her condition. What do you think?"

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"Tina, I have to say, this may be a gift from God, you go! Go find someone with such eyes, she is your medicine, only she can give you happiness. If you find her, you will also You don’t need to take any more medicine, understand?”

In fact, in this life, I have nothing that I really want to have.After all, in such a special family, I don’t need anything. My father and brother gave me all the love. I am satisfied, but I am not happy.Because the woman I've been looking for hasn't appeared yet, everyone says I'm crazy, I'm not crazy!

It's just that the obsession in the previous life was too deep, and I have continued this fate in this life.

——January 2015, 1

The author has something to say:

This lily article involves the memories of the previous life, so sometimes the memories are interspersed with the present.The story is a good one, and I wish I could get it written.