For the sake of my brother debut, I decided to become a Uranus superstar

Chapter 199

"what happened?"

All the people who watched "National Idol" broadcast on time, discovered something almost weird that night——

All the trainees under Bright Can "disappeared" from the show.

In the two-and-a-half-hour program, there wasn't even a single second related to Brilliance.Even when the final ranking was announced, as soon as it came to the relevant moment, the scene skipped directly and jumped to the next trainee.

Such an abnormal phenomenon naturally triggered the protests of fans and the enthusiastic speculation of the people who eat melons.When it comes to gossip, everyone's efficiency is surprisingly high, and soon the photos of Can Can and his group leaving the scene leaked out.

Some people accidentally took photos of Zhu Xuanzhen and the others returning to the company when they were squatting on other artists, and the saying of "Bright Retirement" was rampant.The bright fans immediately exploded, and even Ming Qiu's early qualifying seemed insignificant under such circumstances.

But in such an ebullient situation, Cui Can and Qian Guang chose to remain silent.

This attitude of pretending to be dead and not responding makes people feel anxious and suspicious at the same time. Many people can't help but start to wonder-could it be that Qianguang and Cuican are working together to hype?

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"On the Internet, it tends to be Qianguang and Cuican's joint hype..." Luo Heze leaned against the railing of the balcony, plugged in his earphones and said, "Sister, I really feel now...to be too tired to be in the entertainment industry, and to be an idol is too tiring It's..."

The cold winter air poured into the lungs, cutting out slices of stinging pain, and blooming bloody ice flowers.

He wanted to escape from this icy world, but for some reason, his body was as heavy as if it had been poured with cement.So, he obeyed the command of this laziness, maintained the posture with his back leaning against the railing, and stared blankly at the sky.

It was late at night, and the sun had turned to the other hemisphere, but the sky was still clear.Under the cover of layers of tall buildings, the horizon is nowhere to be seen, only a deep red glow behind the distant buildings, like a large tea stain on the hem of a shirt.

This is a special scene caused by urban light pollution. As the core city of Huaxia, the imperial capital has sacrificed a lot in the process of development and growth—for example, the Huoshaoyun that can only be seen in the picture now.

Because of severe air pollution, in Luo Heze's memory, he seldom saw such a gorgeous and eye-catching scene.

Compared with the economic take-off, whether Huoshaoyun exists in the sky or in photos, this kind of trivial matter seems to be trivial.

Just like in this kind of company struggle, the wishes of the trainees are also not considered by the high-level executives.

The cold female voice that he has long been accustomed to came from the earphones: "I told you not to enter the entertainment circle, but you didn't listen. The whole family took turns to persuade, but no matter how much you persuaded them, you couldn't do it. You have to run into it yourself." You don’t know the pain until you hit the wall... This is like me.”

Probably because he was still on the set, he could vaguely hear the sound of things moving from the receiver, which was unexpectedly lively.

Imagining his sister's expression at this moment, Luo Heze pursed his lips, his eyes softened involuntarily, and without thinking much, he blurted out: "I'm sorry, sister, I know I was wrong."

Perhaps it was because of his stubborn temper, but Luo Bingxi was quite surprised by this lowering of his head. He was stuck for a few seconds before saying: "What a blow you must have suffered. Who didn't come here like this? There are too many things like this." , I was not..."

She just started, and didn't continue, but changed the subject: "If you really want to take root in the entertainment industry, I will protect you, and you don't need to worry about what happens to others... ..."

"No, sister..." Luo Heze hesitated for a few seconds before sighing, "I just think that maybe I'm really not suitable to be an idol. I...watched at the scene at that time, and felt that I was completely useless. I can't do anything. Several times I feel that I can't take it anymore. If I want to rush down, I will think about a lot of things in my mind, wondering if I will hurt the company, will I cause you trouble, will I It will affect the cooperation with Qianguang in the future... I feel that I am so useless, I have been insulted to such an extent, why do I still think so much about what I have and what I don't..."

After listening carefully, Luo Bingxi asked, "Do you hate him?"

"Who?" Luo Heze thought his sister was referring to Min Fengqi, "I don't hate Xiao Feng'er, I actually admire him quite a bit. If it were me, I wouldn't even dare to question the program crew..."

"No, I mean Qianguang."

Luo Heze's voice suddenly stopped.

The howling cold wind slid past his ears, but he could hear his own heartbeat gradually accelerating, which became clearer and louder than each other.

After a long time, his lips trembled twice, and he spit out his true thoughts: "...I hate."

The young man who had maintained his superficial composure finally couldn't help crying at such a moment when everything was quiet and no one was watching.

"Why did he treat us like this..."

"Obviously this is just a job, why do you have to be so trembling and make yourself like a slave, I'm really fed up..."

"If the atmosphere of the entire entertainment industry is like this, I really regret why I entered this industry in the first place..."

He chose to become an idol at the beginning, but it was just a whim.

My sister is always surrounded by so many fans. For Luo Heze, this kind of life seems very beautiful-although he understands that his sister has given a lot in places that others can't see, but people tend to underestimate the suffering that they have not experienced. , so he thought that if he encountered the same thing, he would be able to handle it.

The more important reason was that his family wanted to send him to study abroad, but he didn't want to continue studying at that time.

Reading is tiring and hard work, his brain is not working well, he needs to study hard to keep up with the others, and he is stuck in the middle of the class.The high expectations of his family have already become his burden, and the pressure on him is getting heavier and heavier, until a certain point is reached, Luo Heze doesn't want to continue studying.

So he dropped the book and said to his family, "I want to be an idol" - how easy it is to be an idol, just sing, dance, and pose with a smile in front of others.

He doesn't want to be a master. The Luo family is already so rich, and their elder sister is also the pride of the family. Why force him to become a talent, force him to make progress, and force him to do things he doesn't like.

Rather than saying that he wants to become an idol because he likes it, it is better to say that he wants to escape—to escape from what he should be doing.

He thinks that being an idol can be easy and happy, but real freedom will only come when he becomes stronger.

Anyone who has been crushed by life understands this kind of truth, but Luo Heze, who is too well protected by his family, doesn't understand it.

But now, he finally understood—how naive and ridiculous his original thoughts were.

Luo Heze let out a long breath, and then he seemed to have made up his mind, and said seriously: "Sister, I have something to discuss with you."

"You said."

"I... During this period of time, I found that I actually like the entertainment industry very much. But I also discovered that if I sign someone else's company and work under someone else, I have to listen to others for everything I want to do, and I have to listen to what I think It doesn't matter at all. I think, if I want to continue to be an idol, if I encounter this kind of thing again, I will have to throw away my self-esteem and ask for a way to keep my job by holding him..."

Luo Bingxi let out a "hmm".

Luo Heze hesitated for a few seconds before saying, "I don't want to be an idol anymore, I want to be a director."

Luo Bingxi's "hmm" moved up two scales, looking extremely surprised: "You don't want to be an idol anymore?"

Luo Heze affirmed: "After this show ends, I will go abroad to study, so I don't need to continue to spend money to maintain my current ranking. I don't plan to debut as an idol. After returning from college, I will do variety shows ——It’s not the kind of variety show that is cut out frame by frame according to the Koryo show, but an original Chinese variety show that is truly innovative and conscientious.”

"I hope that you didn't come on a whim right now. You told me that you wanted to be an idol..."

"No." Luo Heze's tone was very firm, "I now know what I want to do."

Luo Bingxi said lightly: "Well, remember your current mood, remember your powerlessness as a marionette, remember everything you experienced there, and then... I will climb to a high place in the future, don't forget what you said now If you don't, don't be the person you used to hate."

Her voice was as cold as ice flakes on a winter lake.

"...I will." Luo Heze bit his lip and said guiltily, "Sister, those marketing campaigns can be withdrawn, so you don't have to continue spending money on my behalf...I'm sorry, I wasted so much of your money..."

"It doesn't matter, you don't have to worry about it, you can still earn money if you lose it. And your increased exposure during this period is actually beneficial to me, so don't say sorry."

Luo Bingxi would occasionally have a headache because of her younger brother's whim, always feeling that his younger brother couldn't make up his mind, always thinking about it, but this time she felt a different taste from him.

She joked: "If I had known earlier that I would send you to the entertainment industry, you would have been willing to study. I would have sent you to debut long ago."

For the thin-skinned Luo Heze, even the ridicule from his own sister made him very embarrassed, complaining and coquettishly shouting: "Sister~~"

It's been a long time since I saw my younger brother like this, so I immediately amused Luo Bingxi, thinking that I shouldn't provoke this brat too much, otherwise he would be so angry that he would hang up the phone and sulk again, so he held back his smile and said, "Okay , I won’t talk anymore...it’s getting late, I’m going to catch up on sleep, and you should go to bed early too.”

"Sister, wait a minute...!"

Luo Bingxi said patiently: "What, is there anything else?"

She originally thought that her younger brother wanted to make some extra requests, such as asking her to visit the class, but who knows, Luo Heze said something completely beyond her expectations.

"Sister... Thank you for doing so much for me." He paused before saying, "In the future, I also want to be your pride."

It was a long time before he heard her voice.

The elder sister who used to speak so coldly and restrained that it was easy to make people feel unreasonable, now she was as gentle as the whisper of a summer insect holding a straw and singing.

"You've always been my pride."