For the sake of my brother debut, I decided to become a Uranus superstar

Chapter 175

Shen Yirong glanced at him, showing sympathy: "That's right, seeing your boring appearance, it would be great if you don't get dumped. In fact, I even suspect that when you fall in love in the future, grass will grow on your head."

Even though Luo Xiao and Shen Yirong had a good relationship, being told that at this time, he still had the urge to put the plate full of dishes in front of him on the other person's face—no matter how slow in emotion, as a young boy who is still in adolescence, Luo Xiao Xiao also imagined the beautiful scene of watching the sunset holding hands with the girl he loved in his old age!

How could he destroy his dream like this!

Seeing Luo Xiao looking at him with dead fish eyes, Shen Yirong held back a smile, and then the smile faded: "That's what my mother said, and it's true."

"...your mother?"

"Well, I haven't told anyone that I'm actually a single-parent family." Shen Yirong thought for a while with his chin on his shoulders, and then said simply, "That woman... sorry, I mean my mother, to be honest, I don't really want to use it. She used the word 'my mother' to call her. She just said that my father was too dull, dull and boring, and couldn't give her the life she wanted, so he cheated again and again."

Luo Xiao: "...I'm sorry."

She didn't know why she had to apologize, but Luo Xiao still sincerely admitted her mistake—probably because the boy in front of him looked too lonely, so lonely that he didn't know what to do other than express his apology.

"It's my fault, it's all over, and there's no need to mention it." Shen Yirong paused, and couldn't help reminding, "With your personality, don't look for a girl who is too thrill-seeking. When the time comes when she is really caught cheating, she will be quick to pin the blame on you, and you can't blame her at all."

He could almost imagine that scene, the cheating person refuted plausibly, listed the crimes one by one, and pushed all the faults on Luo Xiao——as the victim, Luo Xiao could only bow his head and admit his mistakes, but began to reflect I felt that I ignored the other party too much, so I let the bottom line out step by step, and finally even my dignity was trampled on the soles of my feet.

Even if she is so humble, she can't save a woman whose heart is no longer on him, and she is mercilessly ridiculed as a "wretch", supporting a broken family alone.

Just like his poor dad.

It's pitiful, but sometimes I feel hateful. There are many women in the world who have to hang themselves from a tree, begging each other to change their minds like a dog, and what they get in return is to drag the whole family into a deeper bottomless pit.

Thinking of this kind of old things, Shen Yirong felt a little irritable for a while, his mood like stagnant water was rarely filled with an unspeakable sense of disgust, even the food he swallowed seemed to ferment into a rot that made people vomit breath.

Obviously it’s all over, but when I think about it again, I still hate it so much that my bones ache, like a caterpillar crawling into the bone crevice, scratching my heart and lungs, and the illusion of calm that I have always maintained is faintly shattered The precursor of the "sense" - seeping from the glass cover, is a drop of black water full of malice, corroding the solid prison called "sense".

"Yi Rong...you don't seem to be looking well?"

It's not good to scare the kid in front of you...

Shen Yirong took a deep breath and regained his usual smile: "I'm fine."

The voice is as timid and gentle as ever.

Every time she sees such a soft and weak Shen Yirong, Luo Xiao will feel a sense of responsibility as an older brother, even though Shen Yirong is actually one year older than him, but this does not prevent Luo Xiao from pouring her love on Shen Yirong .

But just now, he really... felt a chill down his spine.

Sitting there without saying a word, Shen Yirong, who only lowered his eyes, seemed to pick up the knife in the next second, and slit the throat of a person mercilessly and neatly.

He also felt this dangerous taste once - when he was in elementary school, he also had such a bad feeling on that calm afternoon before Lin Suyu burned the house.

It is a human instinct to avoid terrifying creatures, and at this moment Luo Xiao's mind has already started to sound the alarm desperately.Facing such a seemingly normal Shen Yirong who didn't even change the signature smile on his face, Luo Xiao resisted the urge to run away, and asked in as calm a tone as possible: "Yirong, do you really need help?"

Sure enough, it still scared him.

On the one hand, he felt a little annoyed at such a rare gaffe, and on the other hand, he felt that Luo Xiao's expression was very interesting at this time. Shen Yirong felt that his mentality at this time was a bit like a balance swinging from side to side.

Luo Xiao's trembling look is like a cat who is alone at home. Suddenly seeing the curtains on fire, he wants to rush to put out the fire but is afraid of burning his own fur.This kind of trembling and struggling to cheer myself up...

Oh, this guy is too cute.

Obviously, I was so scared that I couldn't die, and I still asked him if he needed help... At this time, it would be fine to obey my own will, turn around and run.

Dangerous elements like Lin Suyu, who could explode at any time, have been standing by his side, patiently pulling him back to the right path over and over again... Are they sure that the other party will not hurt him, or Have you made up your mind to redeem him even if you are stabbed by an oncoming sharp knife?

Even if one day, when meeting such a ferocious beast as Lin Suyu, who even he can't restrain, he will open his hands to hug him without reservation, regardless of the possibility that what he brings is a sharp knife that pierces the heart, right?

Luo Xiao's face showed a feeling of struggle, and finally she still stretched out her hand firmly, and gently stroked his hair twice with warm fingertips: "Don't be afraid."

It's like being treated like a child.

Shen Yirong couldn't help laughing out loud: "I'm not afraid, but you seem to be very scared."

"There is indeed one point..." Luo Xiao, who had seen through this point, said in embarrassment, "I'm sorry, was my reaction obvious? Did it hurt you?"

At this moment, he was still cautiously maintaining his self-esteem, fearing that his instinctive reaction would hurt the other party. This guy... is really too gentle.

Is it possible to do this just because of the verbal "friend promise" at the beginning...

Indifferent promises and betrayals that are torn up in a blink of an eye, this is the normal way for people to get along with each other.

What an idiot.

Lin Suyu, who can be loved by such an idiot for ten years... Really, very enviable.

Why hadn't he met such a person in his previous life?

Only meeting and acquainting with countless people, and then passing by, like two converging parallel lines moving away from each other after a brief touch, getting farther and farther away, until the once familiar faces are forgotten in the depths of memory.

Love is such a precious and scarce existence, the more you are hurt, the more you need it to repair your riddled world.However, everyone has a hard life, everyone is struggling on the line of life and death, and they are exhausted in order to live—if you want to find friends with a warm heart, you will only be bored and alienated in the end ,that is it.

Most of the people who have been scarred by life eventually become sensitive and fragile monsters who hate the world and don't know how to love others.

Luo Xiao is different.

Even if you are rooted in the mud, you have to be stubborn and face the sun. Even though your body is riddled with holes, you can still embrace the darkness with a gentle heart.

This young man who has always believed that he is ordinary and ordinary, probably does not know how extraordinary things he is doing.

"What did you say to hurt me...it's nothing." Seeing that Luo Xiao's brows could still vaguely see tension, Shen Yirong pondered for a while, and said slowly, "Well, wouldn't it be strange to make a sudden request now?"

Although Shen Yirong's request at this time was a bit abrupt, Luo Xiao still complied: "What do you think?"

"—Shall I have a smile?"

Probably because this request was too unexpected, Luo Xiao didn't realize it for a moment, but when he realized it, he really laughed.

"What kind of request are you asking... Can you make some requests that embarrass me, I'm still worried that I won't be able to pay for it..."

In front of the camera, due to nervousness, the teenager rarely shows such a bright smile.

Boys who are easily labeled as indifferent when they meet strangers for the first time will also smile with crooked eyebrows when they get along with friends, and even those beautiful eyes are shining like a spoonful of star crumbs.

It was a masculine smile that could not help but bend its lips and smile along with it just by looking at it.Looking at his smile, it seems that my heart will also become warm.

The curvature of the corners of Shen Yirong's lips softened, and he didn't notice that he showed a soft smile that was completely different from that in front of the camera. He just smiled with his friend and prayed silently in his heart.

I want him to have only happy expressions on his face, and only beautiful things in his eyes, and I want him to be safe and smooth, and only encounter happy things forever.

This kind of prayer, which would have been ridiculed by his former self, was actually sometimes fulfilled by his wish.

Sure enough, he has changed too.

Love is not a consumable that will become thinner when it is divided, and people are not creatures that feel indifferent to the unconditional goodwill of the other party.

Even if the dry and cracked heart lake is cared for so tenderly and carefully, the dry spring will overflow with clear water again.

Maybe one day, he can also try to make friends on his own initiative, and then hold his heart in front of others. He no longer needs to be afraid of being hurt, and he can also believe that he is not alone in this world, and he will not leave alone.

Even if it is to protect this smile... I want to work hard to believe that there is still hope in this world.

Even though this hope will not come to him, and the spider silk that hangs leisurely in front of him can't make people climb out of hell, but... if he can see his happiness, it seems that he can feel comfort in his heart.

Lin Suyu must have thought so too.