For the sake of my brother debut, I decided to become a Uranus superstar

Chapter 153

"Brother played well today."

Being slapped on the shoulder by Cen Xingguang so lazily, Luo Xiao turned her head to look at him, and gave a cold "hmm".

Cen Xingguang immediately shivered.

Every time he met Luo Xiao's cold face, he would suddenly open the door of the cold storage, and a gust of freezing wind would hit his face.

"Don't put on such a paralyzed face when you're shy, it's easy to scare people. It's okay to scare me, but what to do if you scare the children." Cen Xingguang said earnestly, "And what does 'um' mean, brother, you You have to put into practice what I taught you last time."

Seeing Luo Xiao's eyebrows twitch, with hesitation on his face, Cen Xingguang hit the iron while it was hot: "Come on, come on now, while there is no one, let's go—"

Is it really embarrassing to refuse such an enthusiastic invitation from others? Luo Xiao nodded. After a long time, she took a deep breath, grabbed Cen Xingguang's cuffs with both hands and shook them slightly like a baby, and said in a soft voice: "It's all brother Well taught~~~”

Letting go of Cen Xingguang's sleeve, Luo Xiao touched his chest, and was surprised to find that his heartbeat didn't speed up - probably because his threshold had been raised a lot during this time, if it was before, he probably couldn't help it anymore It's time to bang your head against the wall to ease the embarrassment.

Seeing Cen Xingguang's paralyzed face, Luo Xiao, who didn't even react at all, and who was still a little nervous, finally breathed a sigh of relief.

Faced with such a funny scene, if you say you don't laugh, you really don't laugh.In order to avoid his embarrassment, he forcibly suppressed his true reflection and put on such a deadpan look——Cen Xingguang is such a reliable and kind person!

Thinking that he still had a courier to pick up, Luo Xiao said "goodbye" and left in a hurry.

Until Luo Xiao walked a long way, Cen Xingguang was still dumbfounded.

After a while, he grabbed his cheeks with his hands and widened his eyes in horror: "Oops, this guy is cuter than me... How can this be possible!!"

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Luo Xiaogong neatly wrote his name on the signature pad, dug out his courier from a pile of large and small boxes, and bumped into a trainee he didn't like.

"Hey, Luo Xiao, are you here to pick up the courier too?" The other party greeted warmly, "Have you had dinner yet?"

He stopped, exchanged a few pleasantries with the other party, and then naturally found an excuse to leave.

It wasn't until she returned to the empty corridor alone, and remembered how she was acting like a baby while grabbing Cen Xingguang's sleeve, that Luo Xiao realized that she was really different from before.

He has long been used to being out of the crowd, indifferently watching other people gather together to laugh and smile in the dark outside the lights, and other people's initiative to show kindness is just a kind of pressure and burden - he firmly believes that he is alone A person is very good, as long as his world remains blank like this.

Writing lyrics with a stranger back to back, being laughed at and holding his arm and saying "brother, you can do it", this kind of thing... probably was unimaginable to him before.

The hurdle that I once thought I would never be able to overcome in my lifetime, I just crossed it unconsciously.

Is this growth?

If so, this kind of growth seems to have nothing to be proud of.

too much...

flat.

It's like standing on the threshold, lifting your foot, and stepping over—it's as simple as that.

Now he can't remember why he stopped in front of that threshold for so long, just like when he was learning to ride a bicycle, at first he needed Lin Suyu to help support the back seat, but after going around the square, he stopped again. After a lap, he suddenly found that the guy who was supposed to be holding the back seat of the car behind him and swore he would not let go was happily gnawing on an egg cone under the awning in the distance.

He still doesn't know when Lin Suyu let go of his hand. When he found out, he had already learned to ride a bicycle.

He thinks that growing up is like thinking hard about a difficult math problem, over and over again to cross the wrong problem-solving process, accompanied by pain and struggle, relying on amazing willpower to fight against reality and suffering, Even when looking back, recalling the glory of those turbulent years, you can touch your chest and say out loud "I have no regrets" with pride.

It is said in the books that growth is like a butterfly breaking out of its cocoon, and every time it struggles to the world outside the shell, it is singing a hymn with life.

It seems that growing up should be a vigorous and great thing, and it shouldn't happen so quietly.

No one told him what constitutes real growth, or even what constitutes a qualified "person", and in which direction he should work hard.

If it was Suyu... probably wouldn't have such a headache.

As long as that guy has set his goal, he will run towards it with all his strength without hesitation.And he seems to have been struggling with self-denial and self-shake.

He didn't even know if this inner trouble and unspeakable entanglement was meaningful, just like he sometimes wondered if his existence itself was meaningless—although he soon discovered that the entanglement " "Whether there is meaning" itself is a matter that is difficult to define in terms of "meaning".

As a human being, how should we live?

There will not be a neatly copied answer for him in the textbook. If there is such a question, at the end of the page, he will probably only find a "short answer" that makes him dumbfounded.

Thinking of what Shen Yirong once said, "Man is a kind of animal that will turn to the outside to seek strength to strengthen himself because of inner turmoil. In the end, all roads lead to the same goal, and most of them will return to the same 'will existence' that is higher than human beings. It can be the belief in gods. It is some kind of supernatural existence, or it may be some kind of theory—it’s also the case sometimes when chasing stars.” Luo Xiao was distracted for a moment.

"So what kind of Shen Yirong is he..."

Luo Xiao was taken aback for a moment, and subconsciously stopped, thinking that she was having auditory hallucinations.

After looking around carefully for a week, he realized that the sound was coming from a corner.

Logically speaking, at such a long distance, he shouldn't have heard such a clear speech.But the person who spoke was more emotional, and he didn't control the volume for a while, and it was especially harsh in the slightly empty and quiet place now.

Luo Xiao didn't have the idea of ​​rushing forward to argue. He knew very well that it was difficult for a person to be liked by everyone. As long as he had contact with the crowd, he would inevitably be talked about behind his back. Even he himself was probably discussed behind his back. .

Oh, it's not an estimate, last time Shen Yirong told him that others suspected him of taking drugs.

It's a very personal thing to like and dislike anyone, there's no need to tell Shen Yirong such bad words, Shen Yirong probably knows the fact that she is not popular better than him.

Luo Xiao originally wanted to sneak away as if he didn't hear, but unfortunately, at this moment, another person said: "Even if he is not a thing, he is now sitting firmly in the first position. "

This voice seemed... a bit familiar.

Before Luo Xiao recalled who it was, the previous person said in a tone that was both apologetic and jealous: "You, Canhong, are a subsidiary company of Qianguang, and your strength is more than ten times better than his. Row 15, why does Shen Yirong sit in the first place with so much peace of mind..."

Luo Xiao hesitated for a moment, and then slowly leaned over with light steps.

It was the first time to do voyeurism, and Luo Xiao was still a little guilty. After holding the courier firmly with her arms, she carefully poked her head out along the sound source——

"Hi~"

The boy who had his back to him just now, with a monocle hanging on the bridge of his nose, had a standard and soft smile like a mask, leaning against the wall with his legs crossed, bent slightly,

Like a hunter who knew he was here and was waiting for his prey to fall into his net, he greeted him with ease.

Behind him, a young man who caused Luo Xiao's prosopagnosia to attack showed a stunned expression, the muscles on his face twisted for a moment, but soon relaxed, and forced a smile: "Ah, Luo Xiao, you how……"

Luo Xiao never expected to meet Bai Beiyang's face as soon as he probed out, and he almost slipped and fell to the ground in fright. At this moment, he straightened up and walked out from the wall without changing his expression, all because of his paralyzed face Face up the momentum.

I don't know how much Luo Xiao heard, but the boy with the name "Su Hanyuan" on his clothes turned blue and purple, and left without saying "I'll go back first".

Bai Beiyang adjusted his glasses loosely, and was about to leave, but raised his eyebrows in surprise when he saw the hand lying across his chest.

"What, what's the matter?" His tone was lazy. If the person standing opposite was a woman, he would definitely think that this handsome young man was flirting with him.

Luo Xiao said coldly: "You are Yirong's friend, so you talk about him behind his back, isn't it okay?"

Bai Beiyang glanced at him in surprise, took a step back, and chuckled, "What gave you the illusion that we are friends?"

Bai Beiyang seems to have a slight obsession with cleanliness. In the current situation where paper towels are flooding, he actually carries a handkerchief with him.At this time, under the piercing white light, he lowered his head slightly, and wiped his fair fingers very carefully and meticulously—even from Luo Xiao's perspective, these hands were as clean as if they had just been fished out of the freezer. The ice sculptures that came here were not dusty at all.

Even if Bai Beiyang didn't say a word, this lazy attitude was still enough to make the person standing opposite him feel contemptuous.

"If it's someone else, I'll pretend I didn't hear it. After all, they don't know Yirong...but you..." I couldn't think of a good word to describe my mood at this time, and the swear words were very poor. Luo Xiao searched for a long time, and finally chose to give up, "You speak ill of him behind his back, isn't that kind?"

Bai Beiyang laughed and said, "I kind of know why that guy treats you so differently... rushed out to fight for him? Do you think you're the hero of the hot-blooded manga?"

It was obviously very acrimonious words, but with his lazy tone, the sense of attack was diluted a lot for no reason.

Luo Xiao frowned, and the boy's eyes were full of frost at this moment: "He is in a very difficult situation now, and you are still making trouble..."

"I don't think it's so difficult for the person who sits first. To put it bluntly, it's all his own choice. Now the top people are basically bought by spending money. He was the only one who was dragged and torn. 'Shadow', isn't this his own problem?" Bai Beiyang spread his hands, "I don't have any relationship with him, 'friend'... If you let him know, you will forcefully bind me and him with this word, that guy You must be unhappy."

Bai Beiyang carefully folded the handkerchief, put it back into the front pocket of his clothes, raised his head and smiled slightly: "Besides, every time I see that guy showing that silly smile that looks fake, I really... , No, happy, happy. I just want to see him angry, preferably the kind of anger that loses his mind...Is there a problem?"

Luo Xiao: "..."

The problem is big, okay?

brother!What kind of wickedness are you doing!