dust in the chest

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But why does Song Yanshu love himself?How much love do you have?Lu Jiaming felt very at a loss, just like the idol you have always liked suddenly came to you one day and told you that he loves you.You will be very excited at the beginning, very excited, do what your idol tells you to do, and do what the idol says, because you have no time and energy to think about other things at this time.

And when you gradually calmed down from the joy, you began to search the past in detail, and found that there was no evidence in the long river of history that could reveal that the idol loves you.

So why talk about love?

Lu Jiaming didn't dare to ask, nor did he want to.The days with Song Yanshu seemed to be stolen, as long as he didn't mention it, he didn't ask, and he still happily went to and from get off work, ate and slept every day.Then life is sweet and worth living.He didn't want anything to change the current situation.

We all deserve to live in the moment.

Most of Lu Jiaming and Song Yanshu's table were college classmates, and there were also middle school and high school classmates of Luo Zhi and Song Yanshu.Lu Jiaming has always been worried about the fact that Luo Zhi followed Song Yanshu from the bottom to the big.Originally, he felt that although it was a pity that Song Yanshu did not have him in the first ten years of his life, it was not harmful, and there was still a lot of time to squander in the future.But later, knowing that Luo Zhi accompanied Song Yanshu all the way during the days when he didn't show up, he felt that he was jealous or envious, so that he directly rejected Luo Zhi himself.

Originally, Lu Jiaming didn't want to come, but then he thought about it, if he wasn't here, what would Luo Zhi do to Song Yanshu to lose his cold?Although she was going to get married, she had liked her for so many years anyway, and if she didn't keep it together, something would happen at the wedding.So I rushed to attend the wedding of my former rival in love.

The newcomer came to toast, Luo Zhi was holding the groom's arm, talking and laughing.After the whole table was respected, she said to Song Yanshu again: "Song Yanshu, you have to have another drink with me. Instead of wine, juice is definitely not acceptable."

The groom also smiled, but he was still a little puzzled. When Luo Zhi leaned into his ear and said something, he couldn't hold back his face at the moment, but was dragged by Luo Zhi to add a few words, and then he calmed down. .

Lu Jiaming pressed Song Yanshu's hand to pour the wine, he knew he was allergic to alcohol.But Song Yanshu brushed his hand and said in a low voice, it's all right, I took medicine before I came here.

Although Lu Jiaming was not very happy, he couldn't beat him, so he could only look at Luo Zhi with a dissatisfied face, but he happened to meet her bright eyes, which seemed to have some unclear meaning.Lu Jiaming shrugged and looked away.

"Luo Zhi, I will definitely drink wine when you get married today. May you grow old together and be united forever! I won't say much, the rest of the blessings will be melted in the wine, I will do it first as a respect."

Lu Jiaming looked up at him, and suddenly his heart moved after hearing these words, but he didn't know why.

That night, Luo Zhi left her new husband behind and asked Lu Jiaming to meet alone in a coffee shop.Her first sentence was, do you know how much I used to like Song Yanshu?

She had been dependent on her mother since she was very young, and Song Yanshu next door was the same as herself, so she treated him very differently.She likes to rely on him, go to school with him, and leave school together; she runs over to ask him about questions she knows or doesn't know; she gives him comic books that are good or bad; she must bring him a copy when she buys things.

People around often say that when Xiaozhi grows up, she should be Yanshu's daughter-in-law.She herself felt the same way, none of her visions for the future were without Song Yanshu.

However, that kind of future that was completely unimagined gradually approached in a silent place.

At first, Luo Zhi didn't notice any changes in Song Yanshu. Anyway, except for his grandfather and his mother, he was indifferent to anyone.Being able to bear her perennial tail already represents her specialness.However, she gradually discovered that he was often distracted without focus, and sometimes when a group of classmates passed by, he would suddenly stand up again, as if facing a formidable enemy.He no longer let her rummage through his things at will, he began to deliberately keep a distance from himself.

She didn't know what happened, and she only got silence and perfunctory after repeated inquiries.Until one time he found a photo of a person in his cell phone.There was only one photo, but it was also the only photo in his phone.

She questioned him, but he just let go of his eyes and said after a while, it's just a photo.

Luo Zhi smiled sadly, remembering that her following for many years suddenly seemed like a joke at this moment, and Song Yanshu told her to herself.What I had always believed in seemed to collapse in an instant.

Later, it seemed like that was the end of it, but Luo Zhi was no longer attached to Song Yanshu, and she didn't say that she was his girlfriend anymore.

Luo Zhi said, do you know how much I hated you at that time?But I have no choice, I wish him happiness more than anyone else.

Lu Jiaming stopped stirring the coffee spoon, looked at the opposite person staring out of the window, and said, thank you.

Luo Zhi laughed, the corners of her eyes were stained with vicissitudes, what I want is gratitude.

Lu Jiaming never knew that he and Song Yanshu had agreed with each other from the very beginning, but they kept it in their hearts.It's a good thing that they are together now, it's a good thing, they didn't just miss it.

Before leaving, Song Yanshu led Lu Jiaming to his mother's cemetery.He didn't say anything, he just placed a bouquet of flowers and stood in front of the tombstone for a long time. During this time, Lu Jiaming held Song Yanshu's hand tightly.

When he was leaving, Lu Jiaming said something to Grandpa Song Yanshu to take care of his health and to come back often when he had time.I thought the old man would ignore me, but when the car door was about to close, the old man said, of course he would come to see me often.

Lu Jiaming knew that although he didn't say it explicitly, it was considered as his consent.His heart became clear for a moment, but sank again when he thought of his own side.Thinking of Lu Jiayi and Luo Ailin again, they didn't seem to receive much news these days, so they called Lu Jiayi to inquire about the situation.Unexpectedly, I heard Loelyn's voice on the other end of the phone.

"Hello?" Luo Aileen's not sober voice came over. Lu Jiaming was puzzled. He took the phone away and looked at it. It was indeed his brother's number that was broadcast, but why did Luo Aileen pick it up?

"Loilene?"

"Well, is something wrong?"

"You...are with Chiayi?"

There was a sudden silence, and the phone was cut off after a rustle of fabric.

Lu Jiaming thought for a moment, and suddenly showed an extremely treacherous smile, which made Song Yanshu next to him frown.

"what happened?"

"I think the engagement is almost done. I didn't expect Lu Jiayi to be quite capable. He is indeed my younger brother."

When the elevator door opened, Lu Jiaming saw a foreigner standing in front of his house. He had red lips, white teeth, and deep features. He was pretty... er, handsome.Before he could appreciate it enough, the man rushed towards him... Song Yanshu beside him, yelling "Song".

Lu Jiaming suddenly felt a chill, does this person know Song Yanshu?He was also embarrassed to break the hand hanging around Song Yanshu's neck, so he stared at Song Yanshu and coughed.

Song Yanshu seemed to come back to his senses when he heard the voice, pulled away the person on him, and asked with a frown: "Why are you here?"

"Icome for you!" The man seemed reluctant, and moved closer to him after being pulled away by Song Yanshu.Lu Jiaming thought, although you are really good-looking, you can't covet my people so blatantly!So he stood in front of Song Yanshu, separating the two of them.

"Nicetomeetyou. I'mLuJiaming." Lu Jiaming introduced himself brilliantly, as if afraid of being ignored.

Who knew that the other party didn't pay attention to me, just glanced at me with sizing eyes, and immediately turned away to look at Song Yanshu.

"Song, I'm gonna stay in your house. I have nowhere to go. You're the only one I know in China."

When Lu Jiaming heard this, it's not okay, our sweet married life, what's the matter with you, an outsider, coming here to disturb it?So he opened his mouth and wanted to say "No", but Song Yanshu preempted him: "Comeonin."

The three of them filed into the room, and after Lu Jiaming put his things away, he dragged Song Yanshu to the bedroom, winking and asking, "Who is he?"

"My father's foreign son." Song Yanshu seemed to think it over before replying.

Lu Jiaming couldn't calm down when he heard it.This is the guy who made the company lose a lot of performance and reputation, but still can't speak out?Isn't this the one who has grievances with Song Yanshu's wealthy family and who has turned against his brother?Why are you hugging and hugging now?He suddenly remembered Song Yanshu's argument of "either an enemy or a lover" before, so he realized the problem with a flash of light in his head, and hurriedly asked: "Isn't it true that he has taken a fancy to you?"

Song Yanshu didn't know whether to say yes or no, so he tilted his head and said, "He was just kidding."

"NFC has lost so much money just because of this joke?! You rich people play it like this!" Seeing that he didn't deny it, Lu Jiaming became angry all of a sudden, regardless of whether he was considered rich or not.Can he not be angry that the chaser has been chased to the door?

Song Yanshu circled the other party, patted him on the back reassuringly, and said somewhat helplessly: "He has a rather stubborn temper, I'll go out and have a good talk with him first."

Lu Jiaming also knew that it was wrong for him to be so angry, and Song Yanshu coaxed him softly, well, it wasn't coaxing, anyway, when he heard the man's strong heartbeat, his anger disappeared all of a sudden, and he said sullenly, "Yeah." "A cry.

After Song Yanshu went out, Lu Jiaming lay down on the bed and wandered away. After a while, he stood up and walked to the door. He put his ear against the door and wanted to hear what was going on outside. However, the sound insulation effect was so good that he could only hear his own breathing after listening for a long time. Voice.Lu Jiaming walked back and forth in the room for a few times, and finally couldn't bear it anymore: What did you say for so long?So he opened the door carefully, and leaned over to see Song Yanshu facing him diagonally, with one hand resting on the arm of the sofa, supporting his head, pursing his mouth and saying nothing.

There was still no sound, so Xiaowai didn't speak?Lu Jiaming moved outside again, trying to catch some clues, but when he pushed the door "creaked", he successfully saw Song Yanshu's attention drawn to this side.Lu Jiaming made a doggy laugh, signaling him to leave him alone and continue.

"Come here." Song Yanshu raised his voice and said to the person behind the door.

Lu Jiaming didn't sound like he was angry, and he wanted to hear what they said, so he paused for a few seconds, collected his expression, and went over to sit down next to Song Yanshu in a high spirited manner.

"Brooklyn, say hello." Song Yanshu ordered Xiaowai forcefully.

"Hello." Brooklyn was reluctant, but Song Yanshu was too strong, so he said hello aggrievedly.

I thought I could hear what they said when I came out, but I didn't expect the conversation to come to an end by this time.After Xiaowai said hello, he fell silent. Lu Jiaming looked at this for a while and looked at that for a while, wanting to say something to break the deadlock, but he didn't know where to start.

At this time, Song Yanshu said: "Let's gooutford dinner." Then he naturally smoothed Shunlu Jiaming's hair, and said to him, "Go and put on a coat, it's cold outside."

This kind of warmth fell into Brooklyn's eyes, but it had another meaning, but there was no other way but to curl his lips.

The weather was slightly cold in early winter, and Lu Jiaming said that he wanted to eat warm meat, so the three of them chose a hot pot restaurant and sat down.Although Xiaowai is half Chinese, he has never eaten Chinese food, let alone hot pot, so he ate it from beginning to end with disgust and curiosity.Before leaving, he hiccupped unsatisfactorily, which was very inconsistent with his face, which was indistinguishable from Xiao Lizi's.

Even what Song Yanshu said was temporarily forgotten.It's roughly like: I'm your brother, I have a boyfriend, you can live here, but don't make any fools.

Brooklyn was very depressed at the time, and he ran to China full of joy, but he didn't expect such a situation, which was really unacceptable.In fact, he is just a simple-minded kid who likes to play tricks. The NFC thing is just a move by unnoticed children to attract the attention of their parents.

After dinner, he went to the convenience store to buy some daily necessities. Xiaowai happily thought that this was the default to let him live in Song Yanshu's house, but when he came back, he was directly stuffed into the next door with half a foot of dust, and he complained loudly. Before he could speak out in a hurry, he was ruthlessly blocked behind the door.

Lu Jiaming greatly appreciated Song Yanshu's move, leaned over and pecked him on the edge of his mouth, and added in an extraordinarily enchanting way: "Today, my heart is very happy, Song Meiren hastened to take a bath, and came to attend the bed."