69novels Chapter 100 100
Chapter 100 100
After the stage.
Ji Yu followed the curtain call of the members and returned to the apartment. It happened that the people from the company came to distribute the gifts sent by the fans recently. All of them had been checked to ensure their safety. Snacks and drinks that could be imported also went through the floor Layer inspection, when the members get it, it is the safest and most beautiful fan heart.
Ji Yu only kept the letters sent by fans. As for the bouquets, dolls, luxury goods and bags, she asked Kong Rufan to return them to the original address, and at the same time sent a statement on Weibo , She has received everyone's wishes, but don't spend too much money on her, the letter is left behind, and the gift has been returned.
Then, in her room, she spread out the envelopes one by one, and found that the entire bed was unknowingly covered. Just like that, there were still two large boxes that had not been checked, and all the envelopes on the bed were covered with envelopes. was recently received.
Ji Yu felt that if she wanted to read them all, it should be a big project.
She read the words and signatures on the envelope one by one, and was not in a hurry to open it. As a result, she read it line by line, but found a line of very familiar handwriting and signature——
Ji Yu froze for a moment, then raised her hand to pick up the letter.
There was a very faint fragrance on the envelope, and the selection of the paper was also very particular. There were no fancy patterns that young people like, but it was a different level of solemnity. Ji Yu stroked the envelope gently with her fingertips, and took a long time to carefully Take it apart and read it.
……
When Meng Rendong called, Ji Yu was still reading the letter over and over again.
When she picked up the phone, she sniffed and said with a smile, "Lonicera."
"Have a cold?"
Meng Rendong didn't miss her movement just now.
Ji Yu shook her head, only to realize that the other party couldn't see her current actions at all, and explained slowly, "No, I...I'm reading a letter from a fan."
When Meng Rendong heard it, he regarded the sound just now as an illusion, and continued to follow her topic: "Oh? How much have you watched? Did the fans praise you a lot?"
Ji Yu was quiet for a moment, "No, the progress is very slow, and I just read one now."
Meng Rendong noticed that something was wrong with her mood.
She thought of taking Yu Su to watch the d9 performance today. After the end, she could have followed Wang Luoshui to the backstage to have a look, but Yu Su stared at the empty stage with complicated eyes for a long time, but sighed. Said to Meng Rendong:
"I'm a little tired, I'll go back first."
She didn't go backstage to see Ji Yu.
At that time, Meng Rendong didn't know whether their mother and daughter really wanted to meet, and he was also not sure whether Ji Yu wanted to meet Yu Su as Chu Jianyu, so he just let it go.
Just as the thought came to this point, Ji Yu whispered, "This letter...is written by my mother."
Meng Rendong responded softly, as if he understood something, but was a little vague.
Ji Yu felt that she wanted to say a lot, but when the content reached her mouth, she hesitated and refused to come out, and then turned into inexplicable tears, falling down her eyes.
"I... don't know how to face her," she said.
Because of Chu Nanxing.
In any case, Chu Nanxing's madness was all related to her. At that time, she didn't want to live anymore, and she didn't want to let fate come true. She looked like a broken doll full of needles, which looked beautiful and terrifying. , Whoever touches it will be cursed, and then will be backlashed.
How will Ji Yu face Yu Su?
Her mother used to suffer for so long because of her death, and later, because she knew that the youngest daughter had killed the eldest daughter, and now she has gone crazy again, taking care of the youngest daughter has cost her too much effort... She is willing to write such a letter Xin, caring about Ji Yu's life, like an intellectual book friend, and like a mother who carefully learns to communicate with her children after doing something wrong.
But she obviously did nothing wrong.
When Ji Yu thought of Chu Nanxing, he felt that there was a moat between their mother and daughter, and the name of that moat was death.
Hearing her crying, Meng Rendong was heartbroken and empathized with her, but suppressed these emotions, and said softly: "Aunt Su came to see your performance today."
Ji Yu paused, and asked in disbelief, "Really?"
Meng Rendong gave an "en" and said: "Don't be afraid, whether you want to maintain the status quo with them or restore the previous relationship, you can take it slowly and don't feel pressured."
She knew that Ji Yu's condition was still in the treatment stage, and she couldn't face too much pressure, especially in interpersonal communication, so Meng Rendong patiently enlightened her.
Whether Ji Yu wants to get back in touch with Aunt Su, or something else, she can help.
The most important thing now--
It made Ji Yu happy all the time.
Originally, when Ji Yu read the letter, he always felt heavy in his heart, but after chatting with Meng Rendong casually, he felt that the weight in his heart was lighter.
She asked Meng Rendong about Yu Su's recent situation, and the two chatted about it, and the topic gradually became a lot easier, Ji Yu suddenly stopped talking.
Meng Rendong: "?"
She asked, "Why didn't you speak all of a sudden?"
Ji Yu was lying on the beanbag sofa beside the bed, nestled in, lazily looked at the ceiling and the exquisite chandelier in the room, and said slowly: "It's okay, you continue, I like to hear you the sound of."
Meng Rendong smiled: "Suddenly acting like a baby?"
Ji Yu lazily said "En", and then said with a sigh: "Yes, suddenly... miss you very much."
Meng Rendong stopped talking.
An emotion called "missing" spread between the two of them, but she couldn't go to Ji Yu's side immediately, comfort her, or do some things that lovers can do.
Ji Yu's throat moved, and she choked up for no reason. She thought that this might be due to her recent emotional fragility, and she would recover when her condition gradually stabilized. She didn't want Meng Rendong to find out, so she hurriedly changed the subject:
"By the way, Sister Kong gave me several scripts before, all of which were bought by your company..."
Meng Rendong followed her in a good-tempered manner: "Yeah. Anyone like it?"
"Yes," Ji Yu said, "but I don't think we can do it now."
Meng Rendong: "Why do you say that?"
Ji Yu smiled, and replied with some embarrassment: "The script I like is "She in the Shadow". There is a character in it who suffers from severe depression. I think I can empathize with this character, so I can get into the drama faster. , can also make my fans pay more attention to the group of depression...but Sister Kong rejected it for me."
Meng Rendong didn't speak anymore.
She knew the reason why Kong Rufan refused to let Ji Yu take the role - the other party was worried that Ji Yu's condition would worsen.
There are many actors who can't get out of it because they have too deep empathy with the characters. Compared with the masterpieces handed down from generation to generation, Meng Rendong wants Ji Yu to be safe.
After pondering for a moment, she replied with a sigh: "Honey, this time I agree with Manager Kong's words."
Ji Yu smiled lightly, and answered cooperatively: "Well, I know... I liked this character before because I wanted to try some interesting choices, but now I don't want to."
Meng Rendong: "Huh? Really?"
Ji Yu replied seriously: "Really."
"Because...there are more important people and things that make me cherish more...and there are other ways to achieve my goal. I don't have to take risks and go to fields that I am not suitable for."
……
A week later.
Meng Rendong saw the foundation specially established by Ji Yu, and she used most of her proceeds in the "Depression Patient Help Fund" to help the research and development of psychology, and at the same time pay attention to those who suffer from mental stress in society. groups and provide them with free psychological counseling.
Simultaneously.
Ji Yu added some new creations on her stage, even if the dances and songs were depressing, but every time it ended, it was an exciting force, and she unknowingly attracted the favor of many passers-by.
She no longer participates in variety shows, nor does she take any acting roles. She has become a member of d9 who is called "the road is getting narrower and narrower, and she can only sing and dance".
She's just concentrating on singing and dancing.
Every time, Meng Rendong will go to see her stage, whether it is a group or an individual event, including her birthday party internal fan appreciation event, Meng Rendong will also participate, but the two of them have nothing to do except for that variety show. Let the media dig out some more exciting news.
Everyone thought they were just friends.
Even at this time, the content of "Banyu CP" has appeared on the Internet. Fans can see her sitting in the front row every time they are on stage, and they know that she is with Ji Yu through those difficult treatment periods. They feel that as a friend, No one can do better than Meng Rendong... Even if it goes further, it seems like nothing?
Some unscrupulous media still like to hype the two of them, and at the same time bring out the long-term unrequited love in the entertainment industry. Meng Rendong's silent protection of Ji Yu can already be regarded as dedicated.
But Meng Rendong did not confess his love publicly again.
Ji Yu also didn't cue her once in public, like those waves in the past, calmed down after the storm.
……
Until two years later, it was time for dream9 to disband.
Two years is very short, but also very long.
It made Ling Lan a well-known rap singer who combines ancient and modern cultures in the circle, and released a particularly distinctive solo album. The most popular member also allowed Jiang Lianque to become a resident guest of popular variety shows by virtue of his talent, at least he no longer has to worry about money.
All are thriving in their careers.
Ji Yu also created several well-known pop singles during this time, but it was unavoidable that there were criticisms, saying that what she sang was pain songs...something like a show.
But she didn't care, and neither did the people around her.
The thank you stage for the disbandment of d9, fans still packed the venue to the brim, colorful light sticks, and countless reluctant and sad tears, flickering in the dark.
They wore the same costumes as they did on the stage, Ji Yu even had the same makeup on the corners of her eyes as before, and the crystals of the Big Dipper sparkled... Looking at it now, recalling the past, one can't help but feel that there seems to be some kind of destiny in the dark.
She still shines like that in the c position, it seems that from the first stage, this makeup, this momentum is doomed, the king here can only be her!
A song "Go! "At the beginning, it gave people strength, and it is the same now. It was just the first song, the first dance, which made people cry. I don't know whether it is touching or reluctant.
This should be the last time that all the audience will see them dance this dance together. From then on, the dream they created will wake up.
One stage after another, Dream9 performed all the contents of the albums and public performances in these years, and then showed them personally.
Ji Yu was the last one to come on stage.
When she came to the stage, because the lights hadn't been turned on yet, she was able to see the guests in the first row clearly through the orange light in the front row. Except for Si Tian and Meng Rendong who never left behind, Yu Su, Wang Luoshui also came, as well as... Qi Feng and Night from TEB.
She came up with the guitar on her back, took down the microphone, and when she was sitting on the high chair, she greeted the teachers in the front row and smiled again:
"Seeing Director Wang and the two mentors, I have a feeling of going back to two years ago."
The live camera gave Wang Luoshui and Qi Feng a shot, and they also greeted the audience, and then Ji Yu said slowly: "I remember that time, when I went to participate in the "Dream Chasing 100" audition, I sang a song song, and played the guitar once."
"I started with a song, so there is a beginning and an end... This stage, I also want to end with a song."
"In the past two years on the stage, I made a few songs and gave them to you, hoping to bring you some strength to struggle and struggle. This time, I want to give them to the person who gave me hope and brought me back to the light. people."
"A piece of "We", for you—"
……
The sound of the guitar picking strings sounded slowly, a little brisk, and it was a different melody than before.
It sounds like spring breeze, autumn rain, those lingering, gentle, and beautiful things, like first love.
"That year I picked flowers on the tree and didn't mean to pick you
You are blowing the wind in a daze and looking down at your arms
At this time, the first rain suddenly fell in spring
You said time will be warm from now on"
Her voice was soft and soft, like cotton candy, slowly melting in her mouth, so sweet that one could step on a cloud.
They listened to Ji Yu sing one after another, as if they had seen a childhood story of their childhood sweetheart. The protagonist in the story grew up slowly, but encountered a sad future.
They separate, they suffer.
But they met in another world.
They don't recognize their childhood playmates, but they still keep their eyes on each other again and again.
"The wind and rain of the old days have long since drifted away
The once rising sun and stars are slowly dimming
I can't find my way in the dark night
you hold me
I'm afraid I'll get lost again."
The chorus is sung over and over again.
The crying in the auditorium also became louder. I don't know if they also remembered their first love, or they were reluctant to part with Ji Yu...or, were they sad and heartbroken with her.
"I can't find my way in the dark night
you hold me
I'm afraid I'll get lost again."
"I can't find my way in the dark night
i want to hold you
Because you are my light"
……
A song fell.
The strings of the guitar fell down thinly, the lingering rhyme lengthened, and finally stopped. Ji Yu stopped the vibrating strings and looked in the direction of the auditorium.
She picked up the microphone again and wanted to say something, but felt a lump in her throat and couldn't say anything.
After a while, even her fans had already guessed what she was going to say.
Ji Yu put down the guitar, and said slowly: "Dream9 is the last time to see you all today. Thanks to everyone's love, I have been fortunate enough to be the captain of this group for two years."
"In the past two years, I have encountered some things, some inspired me, and some wanted to knock me down again. Thanks to everyone's support, I have persisted until now. I hope my performance will not let you down."
The golden-orange ocean in the auditorium swayed from side to side, like a golden sea, like a sunset falling into the ocean.
"Not disappointed!!"
"love you forever!"
"We must work harder in the future!"
Ji Yu heard it, she smiled, and remembered something from the past: "Thank you, and thank you for the first person who supported me with this cheering color. I don't know if he is here today, but I am very grateful to him for letting me To be accompanied by this sea of golden orange."
……
first row.
Si Tian lightly touched Meng Rendong with his elbow, as if hinting at something, but Meng Rendong had no intention of hiding it, so after thinking about it, he turned on the flashlight of his phone, flipped the phone over, and shook it in the front row.
The light is not bright.
But Ji Yu saw it.
The camera of the live broadcast also saw it, so all the audience could see... Meng Rendong's appearance appeared in the camera.
Ji Yu's eyes widened in surprise, and then she quickly laughed, and Meng Rendong looked at her and smiled too.
Si Tian suddenly screamed!The auditorium also screamed!
Ji Yu held the microphone, her face was blushing, and she almost forgot what she was going to say. Fortunately, she calmed down after seeing many big scenes, and took several deep breaths. The microphone faithfully amplified her breathing.
Everyone could hear her nervousness.
"I should have guessed it," she said.
Then, her eyes flickered for a moment, and she became firm again: "Today I have one more thing to announce—"
"The two-year girl group life has fulfilled all my dreams. I am very happy to meet you and gain your love."
"Next, I want to say goodbye to everyone, because I want to appear in another person's dream, and I am going to go to another company, she has been waiting for me for too long—"
"I also wish you all the best dreams of your own."
She put down the microphone, and the other members of dream9 walked out, and everyone joined hands, bowed to the fans together, and said that goodbye.
A sweet dream, a dream cast by all the people.
It's time to wake up.
……
After half an hour.
Fans who kept chanting "Encore" left the stage crying.
In a certain community, in an old house, Ji Yu drew the curtains to block the flashing lights outside, and other probing eyes, walked around the room, turned around and said with a smile:
"It hasn't changed at all here."
Meng Rendong raised his brows, walked to the side, opened the door of the study, and signaled her to go and have a look:
"of course."
Ji Yu walked over curiously, and found that Meng Rendong had asked someone to restore the mirror arrangement inside, just like when she was dancing quietly with her back behind her back.
"when will you……?"
Her eyes widened in surprise.
Meng Rendong leaned against the door: "Guess?"
With Ji Yu's smile, she pulled him into her arms, took a deep breath, smelled the familiar smell, and said softly:
"I have to watch every dance I do in the future."
Ji Yu responded with a smile, kissed her on the face, then withdrew from her arms, bent down and made an inviting gesture:
"Not only for you to see—"
"I still want you to dance with me, may I have the honor to see the top-ranking strength of the previous girl group?"
Meng Rendong raised his hand and pinched her face.
Then, he put his palm on her palm and accepted the invitation.
The sound of the music sounded at some point, and the two of them were in the dance studio, clinging tightly together, smelling each other's body, feeling the temperature of each other's body——
Spin, hug, kiss.
Sweat is transpiring.
Meng Rendong rubbed her ear and asked, "Leave like this, don't you regret it?"
Ji Yu blinked, and intentionally rubbed against her waist: "You mean... can you bear it any longer? That's fine, I'll come back immediately and I'll dance for another two years... Hey!"
The tone of the soft call is somewhat tactful.
She didn't know when she was pressed against the mirror, sticking to the cold mirror surface.
Meng Rendong bit her ear, and said viciously: "You think beautifully!"
"I've been generous long enough—"
"From now on, in this life, in the next life, and in the next life, you can only be mine."
Ji Yu looked into her eyes, solemnly and with a bit of mischievousness:
"As ordered."
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