don't you want me

Chapter 19 Chapter 19

The snow that fell a few days ago has not disappeared, but the water surface has not frozen anymore, and the sparkling water is very beautiful.

Xia Shen put the phone away, only to realize that his hands were red from the cold, and he was not very flexible after realizing it.

In such a cold day, he remembered that Ling Ke hated wandering outside in winter.

When Ling Ke arrived, he couldn't find anyone, and he walked around the lake for half a circle and didn't see anyone.

"Where did you go?" Ling Ke muttered a few words and looked for the phone, but the phone rang twice before being hung up.

"Why did you hang up on me!"

"Because I'm right behind you."

As soon as Ling Ke turned around, he saw Xia Shen holding a cup of hot milk tea, looking at him with a slight smile.The embarrassment of being heard complaining and the confession that was about to be spoken made Ling Ke feel uncommonly shy.

"Then what, you went to buy milk tea?"

"Well, drink it while it's hot." Xia Shen handed over the matcha-flavored one.

"thank you."

Xia Shen glanced at him, "You don't need to say thank you."

Ling Ke let out an ah, and raised his head to see the other party walking straight to the bench by the lake, making an almost inaudible low "oh" sound.

He had never been polite to Xia Shen before, and he acted as if what's yours is mine, and now that he looks like this, it's pretty cool when you think about it.

Ling Ke didn't go up, but stood behind the side of the bench. From here, he could just see Xia Shen warming his hands with milk tea.A good cup of milk tea, it is estimated that after the meager heat disappears, there will be no use for it.What a waste.

But it's a pretty sight.

Ling Ke recalled what Liang Xiaoke said at the bus station that night, indeed, Xia Shen is the most beautiful, he will have to pull out this grass sooner or later.

Sigh, why didn't I realize that I had these crooked thoughts before, but now that I find out, I'm getting deeper and deeper, and the more I look at it, the better it looks, especially, especially when I find out that this is not a one-way crush, Ling Ke really wants to let go Run forward, don't care about him, as long as he thinks that he likes him, and he likes him, there is nothing more exciting than this.

"What do you want to say?"

Xia Shen suddenly turned around and asked the stunned man, Ling Ke was so frightened that he took a sip of milk tea, and coughed heart-piercingly from choking.

"Be careful." Xia Shen came over with the toilet paper, and as soon as his hot hand from the milk tea touched his cold face outside, Ling Ke shrank subconsciously.

Xia Shen was stunned for half a second, pretending to be nonchalant and wanted to withdraw his hand, but Ling Ke grabbed it.

"Your hands are so warm. You haven't adapted to the alternation of cold and heat just now. Don't think too much about it."

Xia Shen smiled, and withdrew his hand, Ling Ke felt a sense of loss.

"What do you want to say?" Xia Shen asked again.

Alas, how can this be said.It is rare for a person who claims to have a skin as thick as a city wall to blush twice a day.

"Well, what did Liang Xiaoke say?" Ling Ke tilted his face. He couldn't help but say this to the Lord. His voice became lower and lower, and in the end it was almost like a mosquito. "She said you like Am I real?"

However, no matter how soft the words were, the people close in front of them could hear them clearly.

If Ling Ke hadn't looked away, he should have seen the face of the person in front of him turn pale for a moment, both in shock and fear.

When Ling Ke endured the embarrassment for a while, Xia Shen had already turned his back.

"This is what you want to talk about?" Xia Shen smiled, and turned back to the original state.

Ling Ke didn't know whether to say yes or no, if it was true, it would be more than that, if it wasn't true, then he really didn't know whether he should say it or not.In the final analysis, he was just cowardly. For the first time in more than ten years, Ling Ke willingly withheld these two words. He didn't dare to take a step forward. Who knows what he would lose if he went on with this step.

The only thing that was certain was that if it was a loss, it would not be something he could afford to lose.

"It's true." Xia Shen took Ling Ke's overflowing milk tea and wiped his hands as if he was normal.

"If this bothers you, I'm sorry, if you don't want to see me again," Xia Shen paused at this point, "If you don't want to see me, I can't do it completely, but..."

"No, no, I didn't, I didn't!" Ling Ke was like waking up from a big dream. Even though he had affirmed countless times in his heart, he still couldn't react when he heard it with his own ears. He was overjoyed, but when he heard this, he couldn't understand His heart ached, he was so stupid, thinking that Xia Shen had misunderstood his original intention, his guts were green with regret.

"Xia Shen." Ling Ke took two deep breaths, his expression straight.

"That's not what I want to say, no, it's just one of the things I want to say. I know that I've been a little abnormal these days, but there's a reason for it." Ling Ke pinched the corner of his clothes, a little nervous, thinking of I was still a little embarrassed about what happened that day, "We did that, I ran away not because I hated it, nor because I was shy, but because, because I had some ulterior motives."

Xia Shen wanted to say something, but Ling Ke shook his head, "Listen to me, I ran out because I reacted to you, I don't know if that kiss is a kiss, anyway, you touched my neck Sometimes, I feel like I'm on fire, I feel like I'm out of control, I don't think you are my brother for a moment, I want to kiss you, I want to do something to you. I know this is not normal, I can't help it To be a brother with you frankly, I, I am very timid, so I ran away, and I dare not face you."

"I'm sorry, Xia Shen."

Ling Ke felt his reddened hand was taken into a warm haven. Xia Shen put his hand in his pocket, his left hand held Ling Ke's right hand, and his right hand touched Ling Ke's. Because of the excited or shy face, Ji Ling felt uncomfortable and wanted to turn his head away, but he didn't want to miss this brief contact, or he didn't dare to miss it, for fear that he would be sad, and even more afraid that he would misunderstand.

"That was a kiss." Xia Shen's deep voice was close to Ling Ke's ear, "You don't know how hard I tried, but I still couldn't hold it back."

Ling laughed, "This is not like you, I thought your willpower was stronger than steel."

"of course not."

Xia Shen clenched his hands in his pockets, facing you, holding back for so long is already stronger than steel.

The beginning of spring at the age of 17 is very beautiful, but it is just like an old photo in my mind.

The person who refreshed this memory over and over again finally made up his mind.

Without discussing it with Liu Su, Ling Ke decided to give up the filming of the second season of "Survival from Desperation".Liu Su knew that the program team had come to explain this matter, so he almost lost his breath.