69novels Chapter 558 Inner Desire
Chapter 558 Inner Desire
At the moment when it was decided to hold a personality meeting and vote to determine the result, the wind stopped, and the world changed into another look.
The dense and oppressive dark scenery dissipated.
It was as if a picture scroll was slowly unfolding in front of our eyes, the sky turned blue, and the air was no longer filled with the coldness brought by a breath of death, but the unique smell of sunshine and dust, and everyone returned to the place where they used to live.
This is the entrance of a two-story bungalow with an independent portal.
Kaneki Ken's heart was covered by shadows, he didn't say anything, but held his brother's head slightly tightly in his hands.
The smell of decay and blood brought him persistence.
parricide.
How can such a thing be right.
Even now, he had an uneasy premonition of what was to come.
"come in."
Standing next to Jin Muyan, He Xiuyan glanced at the door, without being confused in a strange place, he pushed the door open naturally.He has never been to Asaoka's house, and the person who can build such memories is naturally another personality.
The door is the porch for changing shoes, and there are two potted plants.
Those who walked in front did not change their shoes.
The shoes of the Asaoka family of three were arranged in a row, and a pair of lone slippers was placed on the bottom of the shoe rack.
Only the black-haired Young Jin who was walking at the end lowered his head and obediently found his shoes on the shoe rack. They were small in size and very old in color, no matter how long it had been in the past, they were suitable for his feet.
The white-haired Young Jin grabbed his hand when he found out, his eyes slightly dissatisfied.
Black-haired young golden eye sockets are reddish.
He said gruffly, "It's the shoes my mother bought for me."
The Qiangang family will not buy any new items for him, all the usable ones are brought from his hometown, and the things that the Qiangang family thinks cannot be used are all sold by the aunt.
The white-haired Youjin choked, seeing that they had already gone to the living room, and hurriedly said, "Let's go!"
These memories—
It's so annoying.
The sofa in the living room is enough for everyone to sit down, but they are all standing, only the main character occupies a corner lazily, water drops keep slipping from his naked body, finally staining the sofa with a wet color.For his own people, he owes not even a shred of shame. His body is just a foreign object. If he wants to, he can completely turn into a poisonous insect.
The main character, that is, Dark Gold, watched the development of the situation with cold eyes.
He Xiuyan looked around for a week, smiled and said something heart-rending: "It doesn't seem to be very poor."
Kaneki Ken was silent.
Rather than saying that the Qiangang family is not poor, it is better to say that the Qiangang family is not poor after having money.
The black-haired boy stood at the edge of the living room, taking care of the two child personalities in case memories caused them to collapse.A long time ago, the reason he was born was that they couldn't live in Asaoka's house.
"There is a TV, ornamental potted plants, and a game console on the coffee table... This should be played by You when he was a child." He Xiuyan picked up a game console that he thought was dirty, and then threw it on the On the ground, "If this is the level of poverty that can't survive, I think all the beggars in Germany want to come to Japan to live."
He looked at the Asaoka family sarcastically.
The aunt who kept borrowing money from her mother made up all kinds of reasons why she had no money. In the end, the Asaoka family was far richer than the Kaneki family, and sucked the blood of the Kaneki family in exchange for happiness.
"The meeting is held here, just to be able to experience the 'warmth' of relatives' homes."
"..."
Except for the dark gold who is too lazy to talk, the moods of the other personalities are hard to describe.
warmth?
This has got to be the worst bad joke ever.
He Xiuyan walked towards Jin Muyan, and the distance was only a few short steps away. Jin Muyan subconsciously refused his approach, but felt He Xiuyan's hand stretched out to him, "Aren't you tired of holding it all the time? Put it on Come on the coffee table, I will not deny my actions, and sooner or later the two children will not be afraid of what they have to face."
Jin Muyan heard the words and looked at the two young Jins, they all huddled next to the black-haired boy and probed his head.
He let go of Yuichi's head.
He Xiuyan took it, put it on the tea table, blocked Youjin's sight with his body, took out a handkerchief and wiped some smudged fingers for Kanekiken.Jin Muyan shrank his fingers, impatient with his insignificant movements, all kinds of intense emotions reverberated in his chest and could not be calmed down, "You still have the mood to do this kind of thing!"
He Xiuyan answered gracefully and calmly: "Our hands are only used to hold pens or weapons."
He suddenly leaned close to Kaneki Ken's ear and said softly.
"It's hard to come here..."
"It's like crying."
Before Kaneki Ken made a counterattack, He Xiuken took a step back knowingly, smiling and expressing that he was not provoking him.
"Qiangang's family... No, it's too fickle to say so, I'm afraid you won't get used to it, so I'll call it 'Auntie's'." He Xiuyan, who had never lived in Qiangang's family, spoke in a cold and casual tone when talking about it. .
Another thorn in their hearts.
Aunt's house.
Since coming here, He Xiuyan has taken the initiative to guide their negative emotions.
However, Ken Kaneki couldn't refute a single word.
"Asaoka Yuichi is dead, this is a fact." He Xiuyan said openly, "I gave the order, the guy who sent my head to me... I will catch it sooner or later. I admit that I don't want Kaneki to know In this matter, I was afraid that you would let him go soft-hearted, so I made a temporary decision on the night nine days ago."
Without waiting for Jin Muyan to question him, He Xiuyan said the following words very quickly.
"And aunt and uncle."
"them--!"
"They were all released abroad by Hexiu's family. I only ordered Yuichi Asaoka to be killed. I haven't had time to do anything to them. Kaneki, I have to mention your bedtime. Sleeping after ten is not healthy, you Don't read novels in the middle of the night, I fell asleep without holding on these days."
He Xiuyan complained a little about the reasons for his failure, making the atmosphere less rigid and depressing than before.
But no one could laugh.
Could it be that if he and Xiuyan stayed up all night, all the aunt's family would die?
Kaneki Ken looked at him almost with a dark face, with ice knives in his eyes, if it weren't for the main character here, he would have wished to kill each other in the spiritual world.
"And training!"
"Don't be angry, I seldom say it directly...Huh? The main character?"
As soon as He Xiuyan's voice changed, annoyance appeared on his face, he turned his head to look behind him, and saw the main character lying on the sofa, the position happened to be behind He Xiuyan, his legs were crossed, and one foot was out of the way. He politely stepped on the body that was standing with Shuken, under the loose fabric of the kimono - that part happened to be the buttocks.
"Speak the key."
He was tired of reminding the guy hoarsely.
He Xiuyan calmly shook off his foot, restraining the thought of kicking him.Because of Dark Gold's sudden move, the aura he had accumulated just now was in vain. There are mistakes and right in this matter, and what he can strive for is to keep amplifying his "right" side.
But Dark Gold didn't like him playing tricks at all.
[Say something quickly. 】
This is the warning given and studied by the other party, stop procrastinating to stimulate other personalities.
He Xiuyan calculated the bottom line of several personalities, and his face returned to indifference.
"Voting is easy."
"We perform "reincarnation" or "casting to death" on Asaoka's family. The dead can't come back to life, but we can decide whether to die or not. My aunt and uncle have seen my eyes .”
A cruel breath came out with the words.
If you want a safe and stable life, think about your own problems first!
Kaneki Ken was taken aback by the murderous intent contained in these words, and said suddenly: "Why do you decide the content of the vote!"
This is simply no way out!
He Xiuyan said calmly: "It depends on me being able to change Grandpa's decision. Without my order, Auntie and Uncle will just be imprisoned in a foreign country waiting to die. I will repay them how they treat us."
Having said that, his eyes softened, and he looked at these personalities as if he were looking at his brothers.
"I want them to be as exhausted as their mother."
"Do you agree?"
The living room was silent.
The white-haired Youjin's eyes widened, and the black-haired Youjin's body was shaking non-stop, hiding behind the white-haired Youjin like a small animal, watching and cultivating with her eyes in horror.The black-haired boy who was guarding the two turned pale, and his eyes fell on his head, thinking of those childhood memories that no one wanted to face.
This kind of revenge is too cruel, and... seems very "fair".
But this is not tolerated by the law.
The black-haired boy couldn't bear the psychological pressure, and took the lead to say: "I abstain, this kind of thing... Even if my aunt's family treats me indifferently and raises me, I, I can't accept it..."
"You can't abstain!"
He Xiuyan interrupted him forcefully, causing the black-haired boy to panic for a second, and He Xiuyan saw the shadow of his youth from his childish round face, and changed his tone, "You can wait for other people to do something. It is a matter of our common choice to make a decision, if you abstain, I will take it as your agreement to let them die."
Dumbfounded by the black-haired boy, he spread his hands with Xiuyan and said, "After all, if you don't choose, they will die too."
The black-haired boy suddenly petrified.
Either with a reprieve or the death penalty, if you want to release the aunt's house, you must get the consent of more than half of the personality.
"Don't rush to answer, think about it carefully."
He Xiuyan put up his finger and touched it to his lips, like a gentle but cruel lover.
He was reassuring the other party to think about it calmly.
Afterwards, He Xiuyan looked at Jin Muyan with a smile on his eyes: "What do you choose, let's talk about it first."
Kaneki Ken was stunned and did not speak.
The head of the deceased was right in front of everyone's eyes. Yuichi Asaoka was beheaded to death, his eyes widened wide, remnants of the despair and pain of his life.
He didn't know what kind of life Yuichi had experienced, but he knew—hatred could not be resolved.
As much as my aunt hates him, she loves her child as much.
My aunt and uncle have seen and studied the Heyan, even if they don’t understand ghouls at first, as long as they put in some effort to investigate, sooner or later they will know that their left eye is the eye of a ghoul.Stimulated by the pain of bereavement, he could guess what kind of unwise move the two of them would make without even thinking about it.
Pulled around and moved the whole body.
He is not a carefree one-eyed centipede who can leave his human identity behind and walk away. He is surrounded by Ying, senior Yueshan, and the Hexiu family who have been staring at him.
how to choose?
Can't choose.
Either way is "wrong"...
Kaneki Ken's lips were tightly pursed, his eyes were empty, and he was afraid that crying or terrible words would come out from within.
He thought he could question and study, but in the end he and Xiuyan joined forces with him. The other party did not mention Asaoka Yuichi alone, but just classified him as a member of the Asaoka family, and posed a question. Damn to ask everyone.
His chest was gripped by bursts of pain, blood flowed from his fingers, and his palm was pierced by nails.
A great sense of absurdity welled up in my heart.
He didn't believe that what he insisted on was wrong, why did it become like this...
Seeing this, He Xiuyan said hesitantly: "Jin Mu, if you can't choose, just wait until later like him."
"No!"
Kaneki Ken made a decision under his words instead.
His eyes were like a lone wolf driven to a dead end, and He's eyes were bloodshot, making it difficult to tell whether the corners of his eyes were wet with tears, or the eyes were filled with evil spirit.He stared at He Xiuyan and said: "You are very proud, killing Asaoka Yuichi will make us shake the life and death of Asaoka's family, and transfer the pressure of decision to other people."
He Xiuyan was noncommittal: "This is all your own idea."
"The biggest problem is nothing but future troubles." Ken Kaneki cleared his mind and seized the only chance of life, "You have the ability to prevent Asaoka's family from returning to China, and naturally you have the ability to conceal the death of Asaoka Yuichi. I don't need my aunt's house." Forgive me, but I can keep them from knowing about it for the rest of their lives."
He Xiuyan didn't like his hypothesis, and said unwillingly, "Why would I do this."
Why!
Such a thankless thing...
Kaneki Ken roared: "No matter how insane I am, I will never kill my relatives!"
He choked with Xiuyan.
"If the grievances can be resolved by killing—" Jin Muyan stepped forward, grabbed He Xiuyan's collar, and pulled the self-willed guy who had not suffered any harm to lower his head, letting the other party understand the reason for his anger, "and What the Xiu family did to me was even more extreme than the Qiangang family, do I want to seek revenge from them? Is it possible to kill them all and I can return to human society completely and freely?"
"He Xiuyan, do you know what you are doing! You are destroying my principles and killing my relatives! Have you considered my thoughts before doing this!!!"
He Xiuyan was startled, and the eyes that had turned into vertical pupils reflected Kaneki Ken's anger that was about to materialize.
He saw it too.
Kaneki Ken is about to go crazy with grief.
"I……"
All the reasons were stuck in his throat, even if he had a thousand words to argue, it would be meaningless.
Kaneki's heart was crying.
Never had a complete family, a complete family relationship, Jin Muyan was always hurt by his relatives, parents, aunt's family, and Xiu's family, everyone who hurt him, he never thought of revenge, in the final analysis "blood relationship" Overcoming the hatred in his heart, "goodwill" suppressed his evil thoughts.
Such words also shocked the white-haired Youjin who was shaken in his heart. Feeling the murderous aura sweeping over Jin Muyan's body, Bai-haired Youjin swallowed his saliva, and the thought that had just sprouted was almost cut off.
but.
The white-haired young gold looked at Asaoka Yuichi's head and tilted his head.
[It's so miserable. 】
It is a principle not to kill relatives.
But where did their principles come from?Is it given by the mother, the school or the society?Or was it limited by words from a certain person named "father" from birth?
"How do you choose?" The white-haired Youjin asked the little friend beside him in a low voice.
"I don't know..." The black-haired Youjin was about to cry, her little face was blushing, and she didn't dare to look at the head.
He remembers Yuichi, every time he returns to Asaoka’s house full of embarrassment and discomfort, he can always see Yuichi sitting in the living room playing games, the other person’s face has not yet grown up, is fat, and occasionally looks up He glanced.
It was the only look he got when he came home.
It wasn't my aunt's disgust for him, nor my uncle's ignorance in a friendly manner, but because I really saw him as a person.
"You are just too kind." The white-haired young gold communicated with him, muttering, "Yuyi is not malicious, because he has no need to show malice to us, what he enjoys is all the love of aunt and uncle , the happiness that treads on our sorrows has no place for sympathy."
After speaking, he let go of the black-haired Youjin's hand, and broke the deadlock and walked to another place.
Dark Gold also shifted his gaze to him.
"Big brothers, don't argue for now, let me be the first to vote." The direction of the white-haired young gold was the kitchen next to the living room. In front of them, he tiptoed to open the large refrigerator. A lot of snacks fell out directly.
The refrigerator is full of food, all of which are snacks bought by Asaoka's family for Yuichi Asaoka, or daily necessities.
"I don't understand the world of adults."
He told Kaneki Ken and He Xiuyan this way, including the dark gold and the black-haired boy.
"But I know—"
The white-haired Youjin stepped on the snacks that fell under her feet, making a crunching sound, "These things I want, I didn't have any when I was fostered at Qiangang's house."
His expression was extremely quiet when he was speaking, and his eyes were embedded in the pupils of children, bright and energetic.
"They robbed me of my happiness."
In fairy tales, those who rob others of their happiness always end badly.
He felt nothing wrong.
"Without my aunt's house, my mother wouldn't die, she wouldn't be crazy. I once thought it would be great if my mother didn't care about my aunt's house, but things have already happened, and the lost things can't come back."
"Big brother."
"I want them dead."
The pain in my heart, cut and bruised, has never faded away.
"If death can bring back my happiness, I hope they die a hundred times, a thousand times, until my mother can be resurrected and my father's spirit in heaven can rest in peace."
The child seems to have not yet known the horror of life and death, but he has been able to calmly express his decision.
Ghoul personality.
You are born knowing what you want.
This is a thought that is hidden under restraint and repression, and other people can't say it, but it is easy to say it from his mouth.No one thought that the first person to make a decision would be the ten-year-old white-haired Young Jin!
Kaneki Ken was completely stunned.
This way... the pure and naive maliciousness is so real that it is terrifying.
Could it be that when he was a child, he also thought the same way, hating his aunt's house that was connected by blood?
"Haven't you really thought about it?" He Xiuyanhui held each other's wrist, let go of his collar, and said softly, "It's fine not to save them, it's fine to leave them alone, if we can Happiness...how wonderful."
He Xiuyan recalled the back view of his mother's hard work in the dream, "Mom, life is very tiring."
until exhausted.
Both their mothers maintain a kindness that is weak to outsiders.
"do not talk!"
"...well, you insist on your opinion."
He Xiuyan was helpless, kept a little distance from him, and then looked at the other people.
"Who else?"
"Wait a minute, big brother!"
The white-haired Youjin raised his hand, and after getting permission, he regained his lively expression, and said to the black-haired Youjin who had froze already: "This beautiful big refrigerator, remember? Mom bought it for my aunt."
The black-haired young blonde had a pale face.
He was puzzled by Xiuyan, but keenly noticed that several other people, including the protagonist, were breathing unsteadily for a while.
The white-haired Youjin didn't mind hurting other people at all, so he opened the refrigerator completely, "Yes, this is the refrigerator. After borrowing money and repaying all kinds of debts, my aunt asked my mother for money to buy a refrigerator, saying that the family could not live without a refrigerator. My mother died of exhaustion at home in order to buy this expensive refrigerator."
With a cute smile like a gospel angel who came to the world, he said sad words.
"It's just... dead."
"Now, don't you hate?" Don't you hate?
For a broken refrigerator, for an aunt, died meaninglessly.
"I'm done talking, big brothers can figure it out for themselves." The white-haired Youjin kicked the door of the refrigerator with a bang, and bounced back to the living room, leaving those people speechless expressions.
The black-haired Youjin was hugged by the white-haired Youjin while sobbing, and it was impossible to see who made him cry just now.
"I, I hate the Asaoka family."
He said in an environment where the needle tip could be heard falling to the ground.
"Yuyi...very pitiful, but mother is even more pitiful." The black-haired Young Jin's body shrank slightly as he said words of disgust for others, "I don't want to see my aunt's house anymore..."
Two children, plus and study.
Three votes "vote to die".
There are a total of six personalities, so half of them have decided to let the Asaoka family die.
Kaneki Ken looked at the two children in disbelief.
He Xiuyan suddenly thought of a key point, and said after deliberation: "Jin Mu, don't you know the reason for mother's death?"
Kaneki Ken's heart felt cold.
"Cause of death?"
"Yes, my mother didn't simply die from overwork, but was forced to death by my aunt. My aunt knew the secret of my mother's theft of human flesh from the hospital. She mistakenly thought that she was selling it, and she didn't associate it with us."
As soon as He Xiuyan's words came out, even the black-haired boy who was far away widened his eyes in shock.
"In order to keep this secret, my mother was coerced by my aunt and kept borrowing money... and finally exhausted the family wealth left by my father. Do you know why I hate the Asaoka family so much? Because every smile they got was us. Unfortunately, I'm disgusted to even know they exist."
The different developments of the two worlds show the same but different tragic endings.
The only constant is the ugly human heart.
Kaneki Ken lost the strength to argue, not to mention other personalities, even he himself resented what his aunt did, but Yuichi was really implicated in it.
He bit his lip and looked dimly at the main character who didn't speak at the end.
Are you going to lose completely...
Dark Gold said indifferently: "I don't agree with him."
He Xiuyan was caught off guard by his betrayal, and almost thought that the main character had given up supporting him.
"But he is not wrong about the matter of Qiangang's family." The protagonist stepped off the sofa, stepped on the carpet, and walked into the deeper darkness behind the wall, his words fell as the end of the personality meeting.
"I'll just ask you-"
"Have you ever felt a tinge of vengeful relief?"
They are all ghouls who are struggling to insist on being "human", but there is something in their hearts that cannot be denied.
—— Kaneki Ken, hate Mrs. Asaoka.
Innocent people, come to them for revenge in the next life.