69novels Chapter 504 Spiritual Exchange
Chapter 504 Spiritual Exchange
The white-haired boy lost his mind.
A disabled person who is calling without reaching out is like a monster under the abyss.
There is an inexplicable attraction and sense of terror surrounding him, neither human nor ghost, even though he can vaguely see that his face is exactly the same as that of Xiuyan, both are extremely handsome, but it is impossible to describe how he feels.
The white-haired boy suddenly lost the strength to grab the rock wall, his body became limp, and he fell down.
wrong!
I came here to investigate and study the root of the distortion of thinking, and I didn't plan to take the initiative to face that weird personality!
With a plop, he fell into the River Styx before he could save himself, and countless memories flashed before his eyes, which were the memories of his previous life retained by He Bao's spiritual consciousness.
Born in an ordinary family, both parents died, and later boarded at his aunt's house... When he met a glutton, he finally became a man-made one-eyed ghoul and died at the hands of Kisho Arima.
The entire experience of this life flashed within a few seconds.
The consciousness of the white-haired boy was blurred for a while, his hand was grabbed by Him at the bottom of the Styx, and he was dragged down little by little.
As the two get closer——
The crippled person gradually became complete, his eyes gradually became more radiant, and his body, which was as pale as a corpse, began to transform into a normal state.In the end, the body of the white-haired boy was almost completely disintegrated, his strength and memory were all turned into nutrition for the other party, and the "person" who could not move in the dirty river bed let out a sigh.
His dead eyes closed slightly, feeling the emotion of this personality completely different from his own.
That rich emotion is what He lacks and desires.
And this man-
No will to survive.
The protagonist in Styx is a bit disappointed by the dark, twisted, evil and other elements.He is the one who first ruled this body, but also the one who is most disappointed in this world.He, who has always been world-weary and faintly yearns for hope, always splits into different personalities, trying to have a personality that can replace him to perceive the outside world, so that he can get a little warmth and light in the dark, and find a person who can make him live. reason.
It doesn't matter.
If you fail this time, there can be a next time, or even a next time.
He wants a personality that can live outside and stick to his "human" identity without collapsing. For example, the person who traveled into his own body before, is one of the parallel time-space personalities, and the other person is the most interesting person he has ever seen.
Sadly no more.
There was a trace of sadness in his eyes.
Fortunately, he is more proficient in splitting personalities. Even if the white-haired personality dies, he can still fabricate a new personality that mistakenly thinks he is "resurrected" based on the memory and personality of the other person, just like the other personalities that were split before... …
There is always a way to make what He arranges... continue...
[Be a part of me. 】
The protagonist looked at the Hebao consciousness that had become illusory, and unconsciously grinned a terrifying smile at the corner of his mouth.
As soon as the thought of eating appeared, the main character's chest suddenly hurt!
A hand pierced His heart!
From top to bottom, the white-haired boy held his beating heart in his hands, tightly restricting his behavior.
The main character immersed in the river of Styx tilted his head, looked at the palm of his chest, and then looked dully at the white-haired boy who had woken up. He didn't respond to the severe pain on his body, he was numb and curious.
His lips revealed tiny air bubbles in the Styx, speaking indistinctly.
【How... are you able to move? 】
The other party is just a Hebao consciousness, and it is impossible to resist him.
In the spiritual world, he has the home court advantage, even if he meets him in the depths of the spirit with Xiuyan, he will lose his sanity.
The two people washed by the current of the Styx, one grabbed the other's wrist, and the other's hand pierced the other's chest, maintaining a weird and dangerous posture.
After a while, the white-haired boy stared complicatedly at the guy who wanted to absorb him, and said weakly: [Before you kill me, can you feel whether my body is alive or not? 】
He had known for a long time that the water in this world was very deep, and he never expected that a protagonist who had disappeared for several years would appear again.The other party is not his man-made one-eyed man transformed from a human being into a ghoul, but a real one-eyed natural one. If possible, he doesn't want to have an antagonism with this person who exudes a weird and terrifying aura from the inside out.
No matter which world it is, Kanekiken is Kanekiken.
They were already bruised and bruised, bearing the malice of this world, how could they hurt each other.
Hearing this, the bright red He eyes of the master's personality moved slowly, turning his face in the mud to look around.
[Not here. 】
When he was brainwashed by He Xiuyan, all the personalities in his body were submerged in the flood, and even most of himself was melted away, sleeping deep in He Xiuyan's spiritual world for three and a half years.
The white-haired boy grabbed his hand, twisted the bones of his hand, and slipped out of the opponent's palm.
Without waiting for the main character to catch him again, he swam in the Styx River, came to the bottom of the river, and pointed to the place under the opponent.
Main character: [? 】
The white-haired boy had no choice but to push away the slow-thinking protagonist who had been sleeping for several years.
Without His cover, where the river bed was completely buried, there was a little white hair protruding from the mud.
turn out to be--
Someone was buried farther down.
The protagonist stared at the hair for a while, then blinked, no wonder he couldn't find him.
The white-haired boy said: [Can you trust me now?When I came to Styx, I sensed his existence, but he was more seriously injured than you. Fortunately, you gave him the control of the spiritual world in the past, so that he did not disappear completely in the flood. Only when Xiuyan fully recovers his memory can he hope to truly wake up. 】
The protagonist sits naked at the bottom of the river, listening to him quietly, and the chains on his hands and feet bind his body in the river Styx.
Seeing how pitiful he was, the white-haired boy dissipated the anger that was almost swallowed up before.
He tried his best to calm down and said: [What are you going to do? 】
Among the several personalities, the strongest personality in the past must have been the master personality, but with the birth of He Xiuyan, he is not sure who is stronger in the field of the spiritual world.Who Rang and Xiuyan are new personalities after personality completion, with absolute advantages, and through the unity of personality and spiritual stability, they completed the crazy behavior of transforming the dragon.
The main character lowered his head, feeling drowsy and said: 【Continue to sleep. 】
The white-haired boy: […]
The protagonist said again: [Anyway, I don't need to control the body, I just need to wait for him to wake up. 】
The white-haired boy hesitated and said: [Don't you want He Xiuyan to live on your behalf? 】
The main character casually found a place in the mud without bones and dregs, and said indifferently: [For me...it doesn't make much difference which personality controls the body, as long as the other party can fulfill my wish. 】
His deep eyes are looking at the world of Bianhuahua above the Styx River and above the crack in the abyss.
And that farther-the world of the sea shrine.
The things that each personality has done and the negative energy in his heart will eventually be fed back to him.They caused the clear river Styx to accumulate a large amount of silt, and the river water became dark and muddy, emitting a faint stench.
【What I want is to be a complete life with sound emotions, not an inhuman, incomplete object, can you understand?I want to be a human being without eating or killing. 】
【……I see. 】
The white-haired boy suddenly understood why and training would touch the bottom of the spiritual world.
Because the main character deeply loathes himself as a one-eyed ghoul.
The one-eyed ghoul seems to have chosen both worlds, but in fact he has abandoned both.Sometimes one has to give up one side in order to protect important things. Under the torment of the gecko, he chose to be a ghoul, He Xiuyan chose the Hexiu family who gave him a home, and the main personality chose the human being who has been raising him.
The seemingly different choices, but the actual similarities, are best understood by the white-haired boy who has experienced the dream and the Xiu family.
【Actually, what we choose is the path that others want. 】
Their parents wanted them to be humans, and Xiu Changji wanted them to be ghouls. They both passively chose the path paved for them by others, and they also enjoyed the happiness of being needed by others.
The main character's eyes were bloodshot, and the dark right eye curved into a small arc.
【We are all selfish, egoists. 】
Selfish?
How could he be the kind of person the other party said!
The white-haired boy's body trembled, and when he wanted to say something, the protagonist closed his eyes and said, "If you don't leave, just become my nourishment... You are about to disappear. 】
No time to talk about it, the white-haired boy saw his fingers become more transparent and quickly swam out of the Styx.Then, under the gaze of the main character Landlubber, he let himself return to the rock wall through the ejected Kazuko.
After so many years of "living in seclusion", what the protagonist has never learned is swimming.He was so easily tossed and disappeared by Hexiu's family. Part of the reason was that he couldn't swim, so what washed away his spiritual world was the great flood that he feared most. After the great flood disappeared, there was still water in the place where he was trapped. In the river Styx.
After all, the most fearful things in people's hearts are all imagined by themselves.
Returning to the upper world of Bianhua, the white-haired boy was found by Yongjin Yingliang who was waiting there as soon as he appeared.
【Where did you go just now? 】
Yongjin Yingliang thought that the world was on the verge of collapse a few minutes ago, and said worriedly.
The white-haired boy said in a low voice: [I went to the depths of the spiritual world and saw the main personality of this body. 】
Yongjin Yingliang: [Ah?Is it Kaneki who was born with one eye? 】
The white-haired boy nodded, and then asked anxiously: 【Am I a selfish person? 】
Yongjin Yingliang laughed out loud.
【Jin Mu, I wish selfishness could make you happy!Don't care about the rest at all! 】
If this world cannot allow gentle people to survive, let gentle people be more selfish and think more about themselves, maybe even if they die, they will die happily after all.
After hearing what he said, the white-haired boy fell silent after being stunned.
I still have a problem...
For so many years, I have been trying to maintain normality, so why do I deviate more and more from normal people?
The outside world, and the headache of Xiuyan stopped.
"Lost consciousness for a few more seconds, this headache has to be dealt with."
He Xiuyan was rubbing his forehead in the office while thinking about whether painkillers would be effective for him. If it really didn’t work, let his family help him research painkillers?His dislike for jammers has intensified. If it weren't for the thing placed on his head, he wouldn't have headaches again and again.
Let's celebrate my birthday first, and then talk to grandpa tomorrow.
He planned what he was going to do in the next two days in this way, happily unwrapped and repaired the gift given to him by the government, and when he saw the bookmark, he conveniently put it in the novel he put in the office drawer.
Outside the CCG, Jozo Suzuya, who was on duty within the first district, was browsing the nearby shops, picking things out.
Members of his search team asked with a bitter face: "What does Mr. Suzuya want to buy?"
Suzuya Jozo made a sunny doll made of cloth, and said happily: "Buy a birthday present, Mr. Arima asked me to go to Hexiu Mansion with him at night, and attend the birthday party."
The other party immediately looked stunned, it was that person's birthday.
Then, Jozo Suzuya took out his mobile phone and made a call, "Yongjin, are you going to set off with me?"
Yongjin Hideyoshi, who also received the invitation in the headquarters, declined with a smile: "Mr. Marute still has a lot of things to do, I can't leave work early like you."
The birthday party starts at [-]:[-] p.m., and CCG gets off work at [-]:[-] p.m., so there is still time.
Jozo Suzuya was not sorry, "Then what do you think I should buy?"
Yongjin Yingliang thought it over: "Buy what you like...or what the other party will need, it doesn't need to be too expensive."
Jozo Suzuya immediately jumped up and went to another dessert shop, "I'm going to buy cakes!"
Yongjin Yingliang understood: "As long as you are happy."
After talking for a long time, Suzuya-kun still didn’t give up sweets. The only luck is that Kaneki doesn’t have the risk of tooth decay?
Thinking about it this way, Kaneki is really enviable.