[Comprehensive] Jinmu Rebirth

Chapter 477

Aihara house.

Aihara Peirong's parents probably planned to keep this place as their son's small home after marriage. The whole house was only decorated once, with bright colors and a typical American style.The furniture in the house is relatively complete, with a bed and a table, but it is suitable for people to stay for a few days at most.

After cleaning the living room and the master bedroom, Aihara Peirong managed to organize an environment where he could rest.

He went to the supermarket to buy a bunch of daily necessities, and perfected the basic conditions for staying overnight, so that Mr. Yan didn't even have a pair of pajamas to wear.Afterwards, when he saw the low-quality "boutique" pajamas in his hand, he almost cried. At this time, the large shopping malls were closed, and there were really no good things in the small supermarkets.

He begged and studied wholeheartedly: "Master Yan, this place is too simple, it would be better for you to live in a hotel than here, or I will give you the apartment I live in now..."

He Xiuyan said indifferently: "Everything is simple, nothing, I can adapt."

Not giving his subordinates a chance to worry about themselves, He Xiuyan pointed to the other person's clothes, which were very simple suits, "According to my body type, you can buy me your suit, and the kimono is unnecessary."

Aihara Peirong said in a low voice, "Ken-sama looks good in a kimono."

He Xiuyan said calmly, "You can't afford it."

Aihara Peirong had a blank face.

Only the servants serving the family at Hexiu's mansion understand how expensive it is to order a simple pure black kimono and a black monozukuri haori embroidered with family crests.In Japan, kimonos symbolize identity and status. Places that can provide kimonos for Tsunekichi and Shuken will never make clothes for ordinary people.

"Okay, you can go back. If grandpa asks you, just say that I don't want to see them."

"...Yes, Pei Rong understands."

Aihara Peirong shuddered at the thought of Master Yan running away from home, and the expression that the head of the family might show.

In order to study adults, he must withstand the pressure!

"Wait!"

He Xiuyan suddenly called out to stop him.

Aihara Peirong was puzzled, but Tinghe Xiuyan said seriously: "I have one more thing to tell you."

……

After a while, after Aihara Peirong's car left, he and Xiuyan sat on the fabric sofa and looked around. In this ordinary Japanese-style residential house, he was the only one left.

There is no grandpa, no uncle, let alone the benefit given to him, and the servants who take care of him.

Probably before amnesia——

He should be used to such a lonely life.

Imagining the death of both parents, the "Jinmuyan" living under the fence, and the aunt's family that Xiuyan thought was a bit cheap.But since it is something that has already been said, he will not change it. Anyway, the living are tortured more than the dead.

Through the black hair between He Xiuyan's fingers, he pressed his head, covering half of his face with his palm.

He was alone thinking about the day's affairs quietly.

"If I restore my memory...will I not be able to withstand the scouring of my memory?"

"Why did grandpa say that? From a psychological point of view, even if I recover my memory, I can at most fill in the gap in my life that was close to 20 years ago."

"There must be something wrong, otherwise Grandpa wouldn't be so intense. Unfortunately, I don't study psychology, so I can only refer to the contents of the books I have read. According to Freud's personality structure theory, personality is divided into id There are three parts: id, ego, and superego. Only when the relationship between id, ego, and superego is properly handled, can the psychology not be abnormal.”

The id, the biological aspect of the personality, follows the "pleasure principle".

He is a one-eyed ghoul, and the id must be composed of ghouls and human instincts, impulses, and desires.

The ego, the psychological aspect of the personality, follows the "reality principle".

In the few years after he lost his memory, he knew the world from scratch, and his universal view must be different from the past. In addition, his grandfather raised him as an heir, and conflicts between himself were most likely to break out.After all, the role of the ego is to make individuals aware of their cognitive abilities, adapt to reality, and restrain and suppress the id.

The ego can be described as the constraint of morality, referred to as: conscience.

In this respect, he is probably the least morally bound man.

Finally there is the superego.

It is the social aspect of the personality that directs the ego, limits the id, and follows "ideal principles."

The attitude of He Xiu’s family determines the direction of He Xiuyan’s growth. He has been pampered by He Xiu Changji to release his id and adjust himself, so that the superego’s “ideal principle” becomes how to be an outstanding successor.

Up to now, He Xiuyan has already established his personality and has a complete three views.

He doesn't think he's at fault.

This is his biggest conflict with the past.

"If it's just that I don't like He Xiu's family, I should be able to accept this kind of conflict." He Xiuyan roughly guessed the cause of the amnesia. It is likely that he rebelled against his grandfather, which caused his grandfather to wash him without stopping. memory.

Hexiu's family has a bad reputation in the ghoul world, and it's normal for the "self" who lives outside to not accept it.

If he can understand, there should be no problem, right?

He Xiuyan thought hard for a while, before he was not in a hurry to restore his memory, it was because he thought it was better to let nature take its course.But now, he can't face his grandfather without recovering his memory, because he doesn't know how many things his grandfather has done to hide him, and he doesn't know how much of his relationship with the Xiu family is true or false.

He wants to understand so that he can make the most suitable choice and not regret it in the future.

It is time and training.

Or leave Hexiu's house and become Jin Muyan?

He Xiuyan suddenly saw the clock on the wall, the hour hand moved towards twelve o'clock, and the disturbing day was over.

"Let's just try to be an ordinary person first."

As a half-human, half-ghoul bloodline, I have never truly integrated myself into human society.

It's time to let go of Hexiu's arrogance.

basement.

He Xiuyan turned on the light, and the glaring light directly opened the eyes of the man on the chair who was pretending to be asleep with his eyes closed. The clean white suit had been stained a little gray after several times of tossing.

But Yue Shanxi still smiled, as if he didn't feel that he was locked in the basement.

How many people in the world can regard imprisonment as cohabitation?

And Xiuyan don't know.

But this does not prevent him from understanding that so far, there will be no second person who is willing to sacrifice his life to help him restore his memory.

Seeing him sitting up straight and trying to maintain his demeanor, He Xiuyan sighed in his heart, stepped forward, clicked a few times, and he opened the shackles, releasing the guy who caused him to fall out with He Xiu's family .

Yue Shanxi suppressed his excitement after feeling that his hands and feet could move, "Yan, do you believe my words?"

He Xiuyan said coldly: "I will check the evidence myself."

Thinking of the threat posed by Yue Shanxi knowing his identity, he paused and added another sentence: "You haven't forgotten your previous promise, have you found a bedroom to live by yourself, and if you dare to escape, I will interrupt your speech." leg."

After finishing speaking, He Xiuyan was about to go out.

Someone grabbed his wrist suddenly, breaking the distance between them.

Yueshan Xi called out: "Research."

The sound is so beautiful.

He Xiuyan looked at each other involuntarily, with tiredness in his eyes, "I'm tired, give me some time."

Overnight, he was betrayed by those closest to him.

Yue Shanxi was overwhelmed by his depression. After knowing each other for so long, he had never seen He Xiuyan in such a state.If you want to talk about the biggest difference between He Xiuyan and Jin Muyan, it must be that one of them is flamboyant and the other is restrained.

In this world, only those who are loved can be unscrupulous.

He hopes that He Xiuyan can restore his memory, and he also likes to see He Xiuyan attracting attention.

"Go first... let's take a bath, hot water can make you feel better, and you can sleep well." Yue Shanxi noticed the faint smell of blood on his body, and disappeared desperately to let the other party regain his memory. Be soft-hearted.

He Xiuyan gave an "um", broke free from his wrist, and walked upstairs.

"Good night."

Hearing this sentence, Yue Shanxi was in a daze for a moment.

After a while, he was immediately overwhelmed by the joy of suffering and happiness, and could no longer think about other issues.

【He said good night to me! 】

After hooking up for several years, I still haven't gotten close enough to say goodnight to Xiuyan!

The difficulty of the strategy of amnesia and Xiuyan is simply hell level!

Yue Shanxi burst into tears in his heart. Back then, he felt that chasing Jinmu had suffered a lot. Compared with the two, he used to be lucky to catch Jinmu in less than a year!

Thinking of this, Yue Shanxi quickly ran out of the basement. Do you and Xiuyan want to live here today?

Is the opportunity to live together really coming?

In the bedroom, after taking a bath in the bathroom with Xiuyan, they didn't wear any clothes.After the pajamas he just bought from the supermarket were unpacked, there was still an unpleasant smell, which made him not want to put them on for the time being.

He walked on tiptoe on the floor, dripping water, looking around for a towel to dry his hair.

"Pei Rong should have bought it for me... where did I put it?"

In the bedroom with the curtains drawn, the lighting was warm and soft, not as bad as imagined.

It's just that the daily necessities are not complete.

Also facing this problem is Yue Shanxi, who is used to a superior life, pinches his nose and cleans a side bedroom, then rushes into the bathroom to wash off the dust from his body all day.

After turning off the hot water, Yue Shanxi encountered a problem that gave him a headache.

I didn't change my clothes!

You can't sleep in yesterday's underwear and suit at night!

Suppressing the shame that rarely existed, Yue Shanxi waited for the water on his body to dry up a bit, wrapped his lower body with a sheet, and quickly knocked on the door of Xiuyan's room, "Yan, do you have any extra clothes?"

A word came from behind the door.

"No."

Yue Shanxi asked unwillingly: "Can I call someone to bring it over?"

Sitting by the bed with Xiuyan, wiping the water from his hair and body, he said unmoved: "If you want my grandpa to know, just do it, you can go to Kuklia tomorrow, and your whole family will accompany you the day after tomorrow Let's go in together."

Yue Shanxi thought depressingly: He Xiu Changji again!

"I have no clothes."

"..."

After a while, the door was opened, and the person inside threw out an unworn pajamas.

But Yue Shanxi held the door open, his face covered by pajamas.

"research!"

Before his sight was blocked, he clearly saw that the other party was not wearing clothes in a blink of an eye!

How many years have I not seen the body of my sweetheart!

With a bang, Yue Shanxi, who was trying to enter the room vainly, was kicked in the abdomen by He Xiuyan. The force brought by his bare feet was extremely terrifying. If he moved down a little bit, he would attack the male's vitals.Half of Yue Shanxi bent down uncontrollably, took off the pajamas that covered his face, and watched the door close in front of his eyes in sorrow and pain.

After returning to his room in despair, Yue Shanxi only noticed the pajamas in his hand... one size smaller.

Um, and Xiuyan's pajamas?

After smelling it again, Yue Shanxi was in despair: "This is not the smell of Yan!"

He had no choice but to sleep naked.

In an unfamiliar environment, neither of them could sleep soundly, and they could hear Yue Shanxi's wailing through the wall with Xiuyan, which was unbearably disturbing.After he rolled his eyes, he wrapped himself in the quilt and slept with a pillow over his ears.

The smell is bad, the environment is not soundproof, and there are no suitable clothes...

It doesn't matter, bear with it and pass.

Falling asleep this time, and Xiuyan dreamed of a mountain of rubbish, a room full of instant noodle smell, and a kitchen that was out of ammunition and food.

It turns out that living alone is so scary...

In the first district, less than half a district away from Hexiu's mansion, Hexiu Changji sat in the first seat with a face, while Xiangyuan Peirong was called to Hexiu's mansion by the head of the family in the middle of the night, and weakly reported to Master Yan to tell him the story if.

"Master Patriarch, Lord Yan said that he doesn't want to see you and Lord Jishi."

"Is there anything else to say?"

"No more, Master Yan asked me to talk about this, and asked me to help him get things from the room."

"what?"

"It cannot be said that this is a private matter of Master Yan."

"..."

He Xiu Changji resisted the thought of pinching Aihara Peirong to death, and relied on this little guy to help his grandson live outside.

He knew why Ken didn't want to see them.

Just take something, at least it doesn't mean to completely cut off contact.

He waved to Xiu Changji, telling him to go away and bring his personal belongings to Yan.Aihara Peirong immediately went to He Xiuyan's bedroom, used the key given to him by Lord Ken, opened a certain drawer, and took out a box.

He was about to leave, but after hesitating, he went to find some clean pajamas and underwear, and wanted to bring them to Lord Yan.

The corner of Hexiu Changji's eyes twitched, seeing Aihara Peirong running downstairs with his clothes in his arms.

How long are you going to live outside?

"Aihara..."

He Xiu Changji's gloomy tone became a little weaker after he spoke: "As for daily necessities, someone will give them to you directly in the future, and you will do the research for me. You can't let the research suffer outside."

Aihara Peirong was taken aback, "Is this okay?"

He Xiu Changji said flatly: "Just don't let him know."

Aihara Peirong didn't dare to accept it, but under He Xiu Changji's stare, he admitted it bitterly.

Before allowing Aihara Peirong to leave, He Xiu Changji asked nonchalantly, "Is there no one else here where Yan lives?"

Aihara Peirong replied: "No."

He Xiu Changji felt relieved.

He ran away from home, as long as no one continues to instigate him, he can find a way to coax people back.