69novels Chapter 452 The so-called happiness
Chapter 452 The so-called happiness
It was not only He Xiu Changji who was touched by this sentence, but also Kaneki Ken who was far away on the "other shore".
Jin Muyan gradually stopped chasing and covered his ears, but the voices closely related to him continued to penetrate into his ears, as if many people were whispering, expressing their concern for him.
There is a mother who gently caresses his abdomen, a father who is full of expectations for him and entangled in secrets, and a grandfather and great-grandfather who have been with the Xiu family for six years and recognize him by pinching their noses. They may be born because of this blood. I care about myself, but there is never love for no reason between people.
But what can this change...
He is just a phantom stuck in the past, neither alive nor dead, already unable to love anyone.
"Kanagi, why don't you listen."
Yongjin Yingliang stood a few meters away from him at some point, clenched his fists, and pressed his thumb to his heart, "Listen carefully to the inner voice, your parents love you, even if you avoid them like snakes and scorpions The Hexiu family is also looking forward to your birth, you have not been abandoned by the whole world."
The boy's brown-black pupils are as bright as sunlight, staring at Kaneki Ken who has experienced all kinds of torture.
He is Kaneki Ken's heart demon.
Just as Yuna is good at Fangcun, he is better at insight into people's hearts than Yuna, and he has always wanted to solve his friends who have gotten into a dead end.For the existence of "Yongjin Yingliang", there will be no more important person than Kaneki Ken, even if he sacrifices himself, as long as Kaneki Ken can be freed from now on.
As it is in the spiritual world, so it is in the outer world.
"You can be happy."
He told Jin Muyan firmly, as if he was instilling some kind of established answer into the other party.
Misfortune is definitely not everything in life.
Kaneki Ken turned his head to the side, and was finally moved by Ying's persistence, "Then I'll watch it for a while..."
Yongjin Yingliang was so excited that he wanted to jump up.
However, Kaneki Ken's voice became cold again, "If I find out what you did again, you will never see me again, Ying, I will never let you get involved in danger."
Yongjin Yingliang muttered, "You actually threatened me."
Kaneki Ken ignored it, endured all kinds of emotions in his heart, and looked at his "home" outside.
there--
The woman's face was so familiar that he wanted to cry.
【Mom... If you love me, why did you end up like that. 】
Jin Mu Zhai, the woman whose surname was changed to Jin Mu after marriage was wearing loose home clothes, carefully adjusting the flower arrangement on the table with both hands, and smiling ruddyly behind her, "You actually like Jin Mu clover so much?"
The flowers in the vase are sweet-scented osmanthus that can be seen everywhere on the roadside.
The man sitting at the table looked at her, and said cheerfully, "It's just that I feel that I am more destined, and the flower language of sweet-scented osmanthus is very good."
The woman recalled hesitantly, "Humble and elegant?"
The man smelled the fragrance of flowers and replied: "There is also kindness, purity, first love, and intoxication."
Osmanthus osmanthus, the flower of the four seasons, the flower of the moon.
"I hope our children can be like this..." The man couldn't help being distracted, staring at the little golden flower. He chose "Golden Wood" as his surname and made up a fake name. It was a coincidence, and he would marry under this name later. To some extent, it contains his expectation for a normal life.
Today, his children will inherit the name, continuing his dying life.
Covering up his discoloration, he smiled and said, "I'll take you for a physical examination later, don't talk, leave everything to me."
The woman nodded, her obedience made her heart soften.
"Axiu, I've been trying hard to eat recently, but I still feel a little uncomfortable..."
"Yes, I know."
The man named "Jin Muxiu" gently enjoyed the rare warm time in his life.
In an underground research institute, the man took advantage of the privilege of Hexiu's family to inspect his wife alone for the last time, and the result of the inspection also made his complexion heavy.
The rc value of the fetus is extremely high, reaching an impossible number of thousands!
This means the most incredible thing has happened.
The man closed the test report as if nothing had happened, and erased all the pregnancy test information as quickly as possible.
Don't let the Hexiu family know!
The next second, the man froze his hands again, and muttered: "Does the Hexiu family really not know about this?"
Although he was separated from the power core of Hexiu's family, relying on his contacts in the V organization, it was enough for him to know that a white-haired boy was brought back to Hexiu's family on the battlefield in District 24.
After that, the information about the white-haired boy was erased.
The man suppressed the uneasiness in his heart and took his wife back home. Then, he found the leftovers from lunch in the kitchen, and put a piece of meat into his mouth with chopsticks with trembling fingers.
He doesn't like to eat meat, and his half-human physique makes him need to maintain his health, so he is a vegetarian.
But that doesn't mean he can't tell the nuances of the meat.
The tender piece of meat almost melted in his mouth, and he could swallow it without chewing, but his face was ashen, and he quickly retched into the trash can, unable to think about whether this piece of meat was delicious.
"vomit--!"
This is the "tender vegetable" of Hexiu's family!
As long as Hexiu's family is willing, they can easily replace the pork with special meat.
After a while, the man clenched his fist and slammed it on the sink, grabbed his cell phone, and dialed an underground organization: "Prepare me a false identity, I need to leave Japan immediately..."
The voice on the other end of the phone, which was still enthusiastic just now, suddenly cooled down, and he answered quietly.
"Sorry, can't do it."
After two beeps, the call was hung up.
He Xiu Changji, who was paying attention to the situation in Jin Mu's house, soon learned of the other party's intentions, and sneered, there are several organizations in Japan who dared to defy He Xiu's order to help that man.
want to run?Leave your wife and unborn child first!
Thinking of his father's warning, he dispelled his dissatisfaction with the couple, and secretly said: "There can't be a second Nagara Jie, I can only take care of the two of them first, and wait until Yan is born."
For this treasure, he is willing to wait patiently.
After experiencing all kinds of resistance and struggle, Kaneki Ken's father gave in weakly.
The child is born with one eye.
The people of Hexiu's family asked to raise him after he was born.
As a condition of compensation, Hexiu's family no longer interfered with Kaneki Ken's parents' life, and gave him a generous compensation.
The man gritted his teeth at this.
In the world of flowers on the other side, Kaneki Ken's hairs stood on end almost at the same time, feeling the terrifying anger from his father.This anger is full of destructive tendencies, like the depression before a volcano erupts, and he has no doubt that if he gives his father a knife, his father will stab the knife into He Xiu Changji's body.
However, this kind of thing happened, but the man didn't mention a word of "abortion".
As if not knowing that this is the only way to get revenge and repair the family.
late at night.
After his wife fell asleep, the man lowered his head and gently pressed against his wife's slightly undulating abdomen. The corners of his eyes were not obvious, and when they were half closed, they looked particularly graceful and slender, revealing a little cold emotion.
Those who cultivate the family always have a lingering indifference.
This is their essence and their instinct to survive in this society.
People who don't understand them will be attracted by this indifferent charm, thus ignoring the danger hidden in them.Only those who truly tolerate them can break through this indifference and get their rare tenderness.
The man listened to the sound of his child's fetal movement in his wife's body, and he didn't know it until dawn.
Across the world, Jin Muyan watched his father's actions and remained silent.
What can I say?
No.
The man who would pick his ribs in his memory was just Kaneki Ken's most beautiful but vague memory.Before he realized how important his father was, he lost this man when he was four years old.
Everyone else has parents, but he and his mother depend on each other for life, and what he gets is only the many books left by his father.
Osamu Dazai's dark and transparent thoughts infected him through words.
little by little.
Turn Kanekiken into what it is today.
If this is revenge against Hexiu's family, then he is undoubtedly successful, because his child has been molded with a sensitive heart, even if he is born with one-eyed blood, he cannot face the world correctly.
"Did you ever hate me?" the man asked the unborn child.
Living in human society, one can imagine what would happen if one did not return home and repair a family.
That must be the end towards weakness.
What is gratifying is that Kaneki Ken has not become weak, even though he is thin, he still has great power, and the power ensures that a one-eyed ghoul will not be swallowed by this cruel world.
The wife was disturbed by his voice, and her body wanted to turn over. The man comforted his wife and continued to fall asleep.
"But it doesn't make much sense—"
"If you were growing up with cultivators, I can imagine what kind of life you would live."
"It's just a little bit reconciled."
The man's lips moved, and sadness appeared on his face hidden in the darkness.
"Half-humans are not human beings, but one-eyed ghouls can become the heirs of the Hexiu family. They all have half-human, half-ghoul blood, but they are doomed to a different future from birth. I don't object to the concept of class brought about by power. But such deep-rooted discrimination really makes people want to destroy this family."
In the early morning when the dawn was approaching, Jin Muyan listened to his father's heartfelt voice and became the only listener.
Even Yongjin Yingliang left quietly without disturbing them.
This may be the only special encounter between the father and son, the half-human father, the one-eyed ghoul's child... Miss it, Kaneki Ken will never have the chance to understand the past.
After a long talk, the man's brows loosened, and he said with a low smile, "I actually told you so much. If you can hear me, don't forget my unlucky father in the future—" Fingers touched The place where the heartbeat of the fetus seems to feel the young life, "When you grow up, remember to find a good woman like your mother. She can't protect you from the wind and rain, but she will definitely give her life to pray for you to live .”
Kaneki Ken looked at him expressionlessly, with a trace of sarcasm unconsciously showing on the corner of his mouth.
Shelter?
It's hard not to think highly of his kind mother.
But why, thinking of such belittling words in his heart, there was more cold liquid on his cheeks, and unstoppable longing and grief spewed out, occupying his heart that had not been filled for more than ten years.
"Yeah, my mother doesn't have the energy to take good care of me, but... has been praying for me to live..."
"The question is, do you know..."
"It's such a hopeless thing to be hurt by the one you love all the time..."
The memories of the previous life and this life are intertwined, Kaneki Ken can't tell whether he is the lonely artificial one-eyed, or the same sad natural one-eyed in the outside world today.
As long as he is still "Kanekiken", he is destined not to be able to get rid of this childhood memory.
All Kaneki Ken is a sad aggregate.
Which of the stories with them as the protagonists is not a tragedy?
Kaneki Ken felt deeply confused at this moment, whether it was the grievances between Hexiu's family and his father, or the problems between his mother and his aunt, none of the things around him seemed to make people happy.
happiness?Do not make jokes.
He didn't see it at all, at all! ! !
Kaneki-ken withdrew his gaze, and stopped looking at the sleeping man, and suddenly saw another existence when his eyes fell outside.
In the middle of the night, the purple-haired young man climbed the wall and came in furtively.
Kaneki: "..."
His expression became contorted.
At three or four in the morning, when most people fell into a deep sleep, Yue Shanxi walked into Jin Mu's kitchen.He wanted to change the ingredients, but was surprised to find something wrong with the meat in the refrigerator.
Hexiu's family had already changed Jinmu's mother's diet one step ahead.
"It seems that you don't have to worry about food." Yue Shanxi said this in his mind, then carefully moved the things back to their original places, slipped from the kitchen to the bedroom, glanced at the crack of the door, and then left Kaneki's house.
Kaneki Ken stared at him from start to finish.
Afterwards, Kaneki Ken was stunned.
After seeing Yue Shanxi going out, he removed the radio near his house, because every morning, the radio would wake up nearby residents who had to go to work. This is a good thing for office workers, but it is not good for pregnant women. It is not necessarily a good thing for women who rest at home later, and it is easy for pregnant women to suffer from neurasthenia due to lack of sleep.
These details are far from being able to be taken care of remotely by the people of Hexiu's family.
Yue Shanxi did these things in front of his eyes, behind which he prepared a very detailed care plan to ensure that Jin Mu's mother can always maintain a good mood during pregnancy.
He Xiu's family arranged the best material life, and Yue Shanxi gave the best pregnancy environment.
Eat well-matched food.
What I drink is human milk that nourishes the body and replenishes rc cells.
They lived in the quietest and most peaceful neighborhood, and the neighbors nearby never brought them the slightest bit of trouble. Instead, they provided Jin Mu's mother with common sense about pregnancy, so that the other party would not have to panic.
A woman who knows nothing, in such the most beautiful and happy life, ushered in the day of giving birth.
Nine months later.
Outside a delivery room, just a man stood and waited.
However, the sight of secretly watching suddenly raised, and there were eyes that annoyed him everywhere.Don't look at this hospital as if it's operating normally, it's just an illusion created by the Hexiu family. In fact, it has been replaced by members of the Hexiu family from the inside out, otherwise the man would never send his wife to the hospital for delivery. .
After several hours of hard waiting, several doctors in the delivery room looked happy, as if they had completed a life-threatening event.
"Wow--"
The cries of newborns sounded in the delivery room.
This newborn child's skin is fairer than ordinary babies, and his body weight can reach the passing line of ordinary babies.
Suddenly, he opened his blood-red eyes while weeping.
Pure pupils reflect the world.