69novels Chapter 173 Burying the Past
Chapter 173 Burying the Past
With a skeptical attitude, Yue Shanxi walked towards the center of the sea of flowers where he had escaped just now.
With every foot, he could hear the rustling sound of stepping on the sea of flowers.
The Bianhua here is like watered with blood, blooming extremely beautifully and full of demon-like attraction.At first, Yue Shanxi liked these ominous flowers blooming in the spiritual world. As a gourmet in the world of ghouls, he deeply loves things that coexist with romance and blood. Love is gone.
The boundless expanse of the sea of flowers proves that the despair in Kaneki's heart is astonishingly great.
How could he like it!
This is not the Jinmu he is familiar with!The Kaneki in his heart should be strong and indifferent that no one can hurt. Even if there is an invincible enemy, the other party should also look forward to the growth of Kaneki with an attitude of appreciation like Kisho Arima.
What right does the gecko have to touch the golden wood that he misses so much, and it has left so many painful memories for the other party!
A thousand cuts is not an exaggeration!
"Kimki, here I come."
Yue Shanxi looked around looking for the figure he really didn't want to devour.
A white-haired one-eyed centipede appeared deep in the sea of flowers.
Danger ensues.
Under the trembling breath, Yue Shanxi concentrated his energy to the extreme, and cautiously approached the other party slowly.
Kaneki still looked great in the combat uniform he gave him.
His eyes were fixed on Linhe who was rustling behind the white-haired boy. The centipede Hezi was extremely ferocious, and he didn't want to experience it again.And under the centipede Hezi was the opponent's narrow waist exposed under the combat uniform. He touched it more than once, but he didn't have any special thoughts. He just really felt that the opponent was a little thin, and he must not have had a full stomach.
Yue Shanxi was heartbroken, why couldn't he meet Jin Mu sooner.
As he approached, Kaneki Ken's gaze under Kazuko's mask pierced him, as extremely cold as ice thorns.
The sea of flowers undulates and sways in the breeze, magnificent and beautiful, and the sky is a dark darkness, covering this strange spiritual world.Here are the ghouls that were devoured by Kaneki Ken and Yue Shanxi, the elusive gluttonous god Dairishi, the gecko that used to be the cadre of the bronze tree, and the ordinary-looking human Yongjin who actually sees through everything. Yingliang.
The spiritual world is centered on the white-haired boy, no matter how strong other people here are, they are not as strong as the one-eyed centipede.
He is also a half-hero, he is enough to crush Yue Shanxi.
At the moment when the distance was close to five meters, the aura of the white-haired boy became even more terrifying, and the centipede Hezi shuttled in the sea of flowers waiting for an opportunity!
Yue Shanxi shouted: "Jin Mu, I won't fight you!"
Centipede Hezi froze.
During the precious truce time, he kicked his feet hard, leaped over a distance of five meters, and flew towards the white-haired boy like an eagle swooping.
Probably because Yue Shanxi's expression was too excited
The white-haired boy took a step back subconsciously, and his first thought was not to take the initiative to attack.
Even if it is a one-eyed centipede, the instinctive reaction in the face of abnormality is to avoid it.
late.
Yue Shanxi came in front of Jin Muyan, with his arms outstretched, Jiahe and Linhe collided, and the clatter of metal sharp blades erupted after the clash.Under the harsh voice, his hands hugged the white-haired boy firmly and without hesitation.
In the next second, another centipede Hezi aimed at his head and cut it!
The sound of "呲" breaking through the air is terrifying!
Yue Shanxi thumped, knelt down on the ground, escaped by the difference in height, and still tightly hugged Kaneki Ken's waist with his arms.However, because he didn't control the position well, his head failed to rest on the waist and abdomen, but stuck to the base of the thigh.
The opponent froze instantly.
The entire spiritual world was silent for a second, and the wind was gone.
""
Yue Shanxi moved his face away without changing his face, raised his chin, and buried it in the waist of the intended target.
The teenager's waist and abdomen muscles were tense, full of youthful tension, the back waist was exposed, and the cold skin was under the palms.If it was put in the past, he would definitely have an appetite, wanting to cut the parts he likes on a plate, and then taste them with sweet blood.
Want to eat gold wood.
I also want to really love Kaneki once.
The gourmet thinks that he has been planted in Kaneki's hands in this life. Yongjin Yingliang told him that Kaneki is always hurt by the person he likes. If he is the person who hurt Kaneki again, he may bring happiness to the other party. Always a mirage.
"Kaneki, I like you." He said his confession, following Yongjin Yingliang's advice, "I want to live for you."
After being attacked by an unspeakable part, the white-haired boy finally regained his senses.
He sneered, full of irony.
"In order to survive, you really can say anything, gourmet, where do you get the confidence to think that I need you to live?"
The white-haired boy grabbed Yue Shanxi's neck, his knuckles were distinct, and his black nails were embedded in his skin.
He forced the opponent's face away from his body.
Yue Shanxi endured the bone-crushing strength on his neck, and looked up at Kaneki Ken, but unfortunately only half of Hezi's face under the mask could be seen from this angle.But there is no doubt that even with a sarcastic smile, the other party is still as good-looking as ever.
"It's you."
"what are you saying."
The white-haired boy got angry, and the tip of the centipede Hezi aimed directly at the back of Yue Shanxi's head.
Yue Shanxi struggled to make a sound from his throat: "Jin Mu, I don't want to die, I still have a lot of things to do, and the other reason you gave me He Bao, you don't know that you want me to live. "
The white-haired boy said without hesitation: "He is him, and I am me."
The past is not the same as the future!
Yue Shanxi smiled, the blood on his face faded away, his lips turned blue, "It's the same, you are all my masters."
He pulled the person closer with his hands and hugged him in his arms, "I want to see you ascend to the peak and kill all the people you hate, instead of being imprisoned in the past." Feeling the breath of the other person who is close to nothingness, his The heart was pounding, possessiveness and tenderness intertwined in the eyes, "Kinmu, let me out, I won't devour you, I would rather you stay in my mind forever."
That's right!
Foodies choose to leave this spiritual will!
Compared to always seeing no one every day or two, he wished to have Kaneki Ken by his side every day.Of course, he also has a better ambition. When he becomes strong enough one day, he can suppress this spiritual will and occupy the other party's heart at the same time.
Thinking of this future, he felt that his body became uncontrollably excited, more enjoyable than making love.
The white-haired boy saw through his intentions, and his killing intent surged.
"You pervert."
"Jin Mu, I have always been a gentleman to you."
Yue Shanxi pretended to be wronged, but in fact he was secretly shocked that Jin Mu guessed it without any confusion!
It turned out that the other party knew him so well!
"Gentleman? A person who wants to eat my meat and is still in heat with my blood?" Jin Muyan found a few fragments from his chaotic memory, which were full of gourmets avoiding him, holding a blood-stained handkerchief in the room. Bad picture of stop-breathing.
Yue Shanxi blinked his dull purple eyes, "How do you know?"
and many more!
When did he expose this side!
When Jin Muyan got his answer, he immediately hit him with a fist, knocking him over, "Sure enough."
Yue Shan was so painful that he bent into a shrimp.
"No! This is my love for you!"
"abnormal!"
"Jinmu, you misunderstood, I never did anything bad with your blood, at most I smelled it"
"Sure enough, I still devoured you."
"!!!"
Yue Shanxi burst into tears, and he didn't fight back, trying to hug Kaneki Ken's feet on the ground.
Things seem to be back to the beginning.
Forever Yingliang!
You really didn't lie to me!
After beating Yue Shanxi until he screamed, the white-haired boy stopped and grabbed his short purple hair with his fingers.
"Tell me, who taught you to say that?"
"secret"
"Is it Ying?"
"No"
"It's not Ying, who is it? Who else knows me better than him?"
The white-haired boy's murmured voice was somewhat indistinct, and half of Hezi's face under the mask showed deep sorrow.
"Live for me."
"Gourmet, you have never understood me, how could you know my mind."
A few simple words suddenly hit Yue Shanxi.
Yue Shanxi struggled violently, and there was a lot of anger in his eyes. He knocked Kaneki Ken, who had softened a bit when facing Ying, to the ground, not giving the opponent a chance to show his strength, and said hoarsely: "Why don't I understand you? Yes! I see your every move, you want to live a peaceful and ordinary life, you want to be a human, you don’t want to become a ghoul, I know all these things!"
"Ken Kaneki, you are the one who doesn't know! Lost in human society, those who yearn for light are doomed to end!"
"We are ghouls!"
"With power, you also have loneliness. Being close to humans is full of danger. You must have power and be ruthless. Without these, how can you survive in this chaotic world!"
"I want you to live, not to hear that one day you become a member of someone's deportation list!"
"Without you, what is the meaning of this world."
Yue Shanxi cried and laughed, hating that the other party only remembered Yong Jin Yingliang.
"I like you." He inserted his fingertips into the other's white hair, clasped the other's head, and held him in his arms, just like the day he recognized Kaneki Ken as a one-eyed ghoul, "We are the same kind , why do your eyes only look at human beings, is it the human eyes that make you ignore me, or is it the ghoul's eyes that make you unable to see me clearly in front of you?"
"Jinmu, I'm not that cheap, I let you be there whenever you call, and I just throw it away when it's useless."
"I hope you can see me too."
The most important thing in this world is family, followed by food. When Kaneki Ken appeared, for the first time, he hailed food as a family.
His happiness was ridiculed by the little mouse, saying that he was like a hostess, or the kind who gave money back.
Yue Shanxi was so sad that he was almost speechless, and said intermittently: "Take off your mask, can you take a look at me once, I am Kaneki, I am no worse than Yongjin Yingliang and Jindai Rishi."
The proud young master lowered his head in embarrassment, praying that the person he likes could see him.
humbled into the dust.
The pupils of the white-haired boy shrunk under the black Kazuko mask, and the tyrannical aura dissipated.The mask seemed to see the temperature of the opponent's chest, and on top of his head, Yue Shanxi was pressed there tightly, and the wet thing wet his hair along the opponent's chin.
Gourmet really fell in love with him?
"Nonsense"
His voice was so weak that he could barely hear it.
As he was familiar with the works, he believed in this kind of thing earlier in his heart. It is possible to have too taboo and dangerous love.
By the way, he forgot
On the day he went to die, didn't he already believe that the dagger beside his pillow had feelings?
The Kazuko mask disappeared under the silence of the white-haired boy, revealing a face that was indistinguishable from that of Ken Kaneki from the outside world. As long as he showed a simple and ignorant expression, he would immediately be submerged in the crowd.At first glance, he looks ordinary and has no distinctive features, but when he shows his sharpness, his brows and eyes are suppressed with coldness and strength, Kaneki Ken's appearance will shine like a gem that has been dusted off.
No one is born ordinary, it's just that most people can't break out of their cocoons and become butterflies.
"Golden Wood"
Yue Shanxi quickly took his hands away from his head and looked at the person he was pinning down.
The white-haired boy lying in the other shore flower looked indifferent, his eyes were slightly empty, and he looked up at the boundless void.
Bright red flowers, pale people.
Such a strong conflict and contrast can only make Yue Shanxi feel the fatal beauty and sadness, and his fingers are trembling to arrange the other party's messy white hair.Kaneki Ken at this moment is like a dead person, it seems that as soon as he let go of his hand, the other person will completely close his eyes and walk towards death.
Suddenly, those eyes that were originally out of focus met Yue Shanxi.
Gradually there is a glimmer of brilliance.
The white-haired boy, Ken Kaneki, who was sober from a semi-heavy state, murmured, "I'm sorry I didn't expect you to say such a thing."
Yue Shanxi immediately choked up and said, "I don't want to be sorry."
Enough apologies!
Kaneki Ken's eyes were tired, without any emotion, "It's useless, I can't give you any promise."
He raised his hand and grabbed Yue Shanxi's neck with very little strength.
Yue Shanxi bowed his head according to his strength, just like bowing his head every time, extremely docile.
then
Jin Muyan smiled slightly, surpassing all the beauty in the world in the sea of flowers of Bianhua, "No matter how much you try to lie to me, I still know it. After you met Ying, Fei Song will definitely teach you how to deal with me."
His centipede He Zi disappeared, leaving only a dull He eye, which can see through life and death.
"Eat me, Mr. Yueshan"
""
Yue Shanxi's purple eyes were exceptionally clear under the tears, but the admiration inside was replaced by shock.
"Just like you said." Kaneki Ken held up his face, just like Kagamidai Toshiyo did back then, and told the other party that the way for ghouls to survive is to devour them and gain all their power by any means, "Live for me, don't Died easily."
"I don't want to live anymore"
No matter how bright the sun is outside, no matter how beautiful the world is, it has nothing to do with him.
He killed Ying.
It was a sin he could not forgive himself.
The moment Kaneki Ken said these words, Kamdai Rishi came lightly like a white butterfly.She stopped a few meters away from Jin Muyan, looked at Yue Shanxi and Jin Muyan with a smile, "Are you going to sleep again? Jin Muyan."
Kaneki Ken said lightly: "Yes."
Yue Shanxi grabbed his shoulder and said in a panic: "I won't allow it! Jin Mu, I never thought of devouring you!"
He has already made a mistake once, how could he make it again!
Kaneki Ken's eyes were half closed, and a serene smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "Really? If you miss this opportunity, you may never be able to eat me again."
Yue Shanxi said without hesitation: "If you can't eat it, you can't eat it! As long as you live."
"I can't do it alive"
Jin Muyan gently shook his head in the sea of flowers, and the petals rubbed against his cheeks, causing a little itching.
He stared sideways at the flower closest to him, with tears streaming from the corners of his eyes, and remembered the pure white flower on his mother's table a long time ago, "Miss Li Shi, Gecko Yingdu, will sleep with me."
Shendai Lishi said softly: "Good night, Mr. Jin Mu."
Her figure disappeared with the wind.
The gecko lying in the distance suddenly struggled frantically, and the wreckage was dragged into the ground of Bianhua, "No! I don't want to die! I want to live!!!"
The world is like hell, and the world of Higanhua is an abyss of despair.
In the abyss, Yongjin Yingliang sat on the ground, poking the Bianhua beside him, "I really want to see the day when it turns white."
Bianhua trembled under his movements.
"But, I don't have this chance anymore." He looked at Kaneki Ken who would never approach him, his eyes filled with the warmth and satisfaction before falling asleep, he believed that at this moment, Kaneki could feel his emotions, which is what they all longed for Eternal peace.
"Good night, Kaneki."
His little rabbit will be buried with him, a lifelong friend, and he will not be alone after death.
So be it
The ending that belongs to them is neither good nor bad.
Yongjin Yingliang lay back, fell asleep on the ground, and sank into the soil.
The Bianhua turned into a place of life-swallowing demons, Yue Shanxi watched helplessly as Jin Muken sank, his white hair sank into the soil, and the Bianhua almost covered his body!Yue Shanxi desperately grabbed Jin Muyan, trying to pull him away, "No, Jin Mu!"
"You want me to live for you! Why don't you have the slightest desire to survive!"
"It's not fair, Kaneki!"
In less than a moment, Yue Shanxi burst into tears again.
Jin Muyan took a last look at him, and in a trance, he could see another gourmet who was crying.
"What an idiot"
When the spiritual world was gradually disintegrating, he lifted his upper body with difficulty, and his body merged with the world of Bianhua.
"It's time to say goodbye"
See you soon, gourmet.
His fingers slid across the tear stains on the opponent's face, hanging down, and the black nails dissipated.He sank into the ground with an unchanging tenderness, and died with this world that buried the pain of the past, leaving all his strength to the living.
The world is so indifferent, but there is always a trace of warmth that makes people die willingly.
Good night, Mr. Yueshan.