Beijing Food Guide

Chapter 32 I'll never forget

This year's New Year's Day is a bit different, I brought Zhang Yan back.

In order to relieve her tension before going up, we walked a lot in the car parking lot.

Standing downstairs, I sent a message to my mother saying that we were downstairs.

I stood for about a few minutes, and these few minutes passed as long as doing planks.

The door dinged open.

When she entered the corridor, she didn't have much reaction, until standing in front of the door, she began to breathe heavily, and her face began to turn red.

I began to question whether this was okay, and whether I should buy something else.

After a while, he calmed down again and took a breath.

"I'm fine sister, let's go."

But I noticed that her hand was still shaking when she rang the bell.

The moment after opening the door, there was indeed some embarrassment. The people inside and outside the door were looking at each other, speechless.

"Hello, uncle and aunt. I'm Zhang Yan. Happy New Year."

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"Hi, come in and sit down, it's cold outside."

I could feel that everyone was at a loss. All I could do was to drag Zhang Yan into the kitchen to let everyone take a breather.

"Uncles and aunts, that one may not be very tasty. You can try it out. I wish you a happy new year and good health."

Dad finally spoke.

"Zhang Yan, right? I heard from Sun Qing that you are the coach?"

"Well, yes, teaching badminton in a club."

"Oh, do you plan to keep doing it after that?"

After hearing this, my heart tightened: "Dad! What are you talking about?"

Dad didn't change his expression: "Let me ask what's wrong?"

She squeezed my hand: "Well, because I still like this job, I haven't planned to change it yet, but now I'm trying to develop in a better club. That's how it is now, uncle."

"Well, it's good to have a plan."

She pursed her lips.

Mom added a chopstick dish to Dad: "Either eat, or say something useful."

Thank you mother, I still have to rely on my mother at critical moments.

After eating, Dad said: "It's getting late, let's stay here today, your mother has prepared everything for you, it's in your room, wash up and sleep."

After changing her pajamas, she walked around my room, making me dizzy.

Get out of bed, hold her down, and drag her onto the bed.

"Hey, it's okay. I'm here. You're doing well. It doesn't matter if you're not good. Anyway, I think it's good."

She laughed for a while, which was uglier than crying.

My heart softened: "Hey, the ugly daughter-in-law and in-laws can't help it, the raw rice is cooked, right?"

She was still smiling wryly.

"Coach Zhang, we still have a lifetime, take your time, don't worry."

"Ah."

In fact, this level passed quite well, at least my mother was satisfied.

"Zhang Yan treats you very well?"

"it is good."

"I saw that she didn't eat a few shrimps yesterday, so I gave them to you, so you are the girl's side?"

I. . . . . .

"We're just, we're in and out most of the time, well, that's the way it is, yeah."

Mom still looked at me worriedly.

"Mom~ thank you."

A big stone in my heart has fallen to the ground, and after counting, fortunately, before the 30th, this year's wish is considered fulfilled.

I can't help feeling a little bit in my heart: I'm already 30. . .It's really fast.

During the period before my birthday, I was inexplicably anxious, and I still couldn’t accept it in my heart. It was okay when I didn’t think about it before, but now it’s the countdown, just like looking at the big countdown on the blackboard before the college entrance examination.

So I was very impetuous, she noticed me, and asked me what was wrong.

"Maybe it's menopause."

"Then I have to observe carefully, record it for you, and study it repeatedly. When I update it in two years, you will be able to prescribe the right medicine."

In fact, in the days when I was with her, I have been able to face this matter calmly, just like turning 19 years old into 20 years old, I was looking forward to it at that time, and now I should accept this moment in my life calmly , what awaits you ahead is still unknown.There are 40, 50 waiting for you in the future.

"Sister~ You're growing up, and I'm growing up too. I won't fall behind, and you can't get rid of me. Besides, you have more energy than me now, so think about it."

Well, since you can't avoid it, let's come.

Although I didn't ask why she went out so often in the past month, I guess it was related to my birthday. I looked forward to every surprise she gave me, so I also wrote something to her, hoping she would like it.

Probably in order to match the atmosphere of my birthday, the first snow since the beginning of winter came like this.

Just after noon, the sky, which was still a little sunny, turned cloudy and started to snow. By the time I got off work, it was already a college movie. I went home, took the cake, and poured her new favorite: her favorite red wine.

When the phone rang, she yelled at me to go to the window and look downstairs.

I walked over and saw her running around downstairs, only she, still in black, opened her hands, hopped her feet, and greeted me like a child.

A few street lamps are all the light, I think I am in love with snow.

When it came up, there was snow all over her hair, and I reached out and patted it off for her, and she waited quietly, and suddenly remembered that she said that she often did this on purpose when she was a child and asked her mother to tell her.

"Auntie used to be like this?"

"Well, she's like that too, though."

"But what?"

"But when she made it for me, my heart was at ease, but now I am heartbroken, sister, happy birthday, I love you more than last year."

My little milk dog is now a little milk dog with earthy love talk, but there is no way, I will follow her.

Without friends around, there is less excitement and more warmth.

"Sister, happy birthday, I have a gift for you, but I only give it if you kiss me."

"I also have a gift for you, but I have to kiss to give it."

"This, as much as you want."

"It's just right, then offset it, okay."

She laughed a few times: "All right, all right, your birthday is up to you."

After speaking, turn on the projector and place the card on the side.

She cut the video herself and took it when she was a child.

"Why is it me?"

"Because nothing is as good as you."

"My little coach is so good at flirting."

"My serious sister, there is a story in True Love Actually, that is, this person fell in love with his brother's girlfriend. At his brother's wedding, there was only one person in his camera from beginning to end. The person he likes, besides this person, what else is he None."

Turn off the video, before I cast the screen, facing the light, facing her, take out the prepared words.

"Coach Zhang, hello, today is my birthday and my new year, so I think you should get to know me again.

Sun Qing, 30 years old, has a not-so-good car, no house, and no children. He is in good health. It seems that he has nothing to sell, brackets, except my beauty, brackets.But I have the best love in the world, you.

You have integrity, and I mean human.

You're funny, and I mean fun before bed, after bed, and during sleep.

You are attractive, I mean ditto.

You're cute, and I mean you can only show me that.

You're not perfect, I mean sometimes I wish you didn't have to hold back so much, you could be lazy, you could rely on me, and you could have your little quirks with me because I enjoy it too .

At this time last year, I said that I hoped to have a different life before the age of 30, and then you helped me realize it.

I started exercising, running, playing ball, boxing, lifting weights, and that's probably what got me going.

I took the doctoral admissions exam. Although the chance of passing the exam was basically zero, I was very happy because I really read a lot of books.

I started to walk out of my own small island, and it was also this move that made you start to be led astray by Zheng Lei and opened the door to a new world, but I have to say, I like it very much.

I signed up for an extra ride on my motorcycle, which would have cost me a lot of money down the road, if I hadn't expected it.

Coming out of the closet made me feel like I was really alive, and I could be Sun Qing.

Also, my house is starting to have new towels, a new toothbrush, and a whole bunch of sneakers, most of which obviously aren't mine, but I still like them, and not so many that I have to count them first How many degrees.

I have a lot more utensils in the kitchen, the frequency of updating things in the refrigerator has skyrocketed, and I have eaten a lot of dark dishes and been a guinea pig many times, but I am still healthy and have gained a few pounds, but I think It is increased muscle.

Also, this year I taught my sweetheart how to play the guitar, even though I'm not very good at it.

I taught you how to swim so we can go snorkeling and find the little fish.

Also, you can now set up your own camp and tie a hammock.

You can take good-looking photos, although the me in the camera, how should I put it, let’s just say it’s very good-looking.

We walked a lot, ate a lot, and met a lot of people this year.

This year, you have crushed me countless times, but I have not counterattacked many times, so I plan to start gaining muscle, and hope that next year my strength can surpass yours, if not, it will be the year after next.

Unfortunately, we haven't been in a hot air balloon yet, we haven't bungee jumped yet, so that's going to be our top priority for next year.

And I'm going to add another item of skydiving, and I don't allow you to have an opinion on this.

The point of these words is, thank you, Zhang Yan.

Thank you for finding me and saving me before I turned 30.

This year was the beginning of my new life for me, kicking off 30.

If it weren't for you, I might still be sitting here eating instant noodles alone, I might be sitting in a restaurant on a blind date, and I might already be talking about marriage.

But you showed up, so everything became possible, only you are real, all I see is you, I only think about you.

When I look at you, I see light, not the light of a projector, but you.

In the light, what I saw was the future, after I was sure what I wanted, it was the noise in a room, I threw away the garbage after the fight, and I bought the food for dinner, it was me from the balcony The scene of pulling green onions, and the way you squatted in front of the fish tank looking at little Wang Baer, ​​pouting and frowning, it lasted an hour.

You can also see the scene where two trembling old ladies were sent away by the little bastard.

These are not all good, because no one is perfect, life is the same.

I accept the good side of life, and I can face the rest of the ups and downs calmly. Even if it is a quarrel, I don't want to quarrel with others.

So, Zhang Yan, if you want, let's live the rest of our lives together.

"So you're proposing, sister?"

"Yes."

"I always thought it was up to me to do it."

"No, I'll come, because I'm number one."

"Okay, I do, 100% yes."

"Hmm... no ring or anything, sister?"

"Yes, we will go shopping tomorrow morning."

"All right, all right, since you're so dishonest, I'll promise you tomorrow morning."

"okay."

"Then let me give you something first."

After speaking, he took out a piece of paper and handed it to me, and I looked at it.

It is a one-piece donation consent form.

Maybe at that moment I panicked and grabbed her hand.

She quickly explained: "It's not my sister, I'm fine, I'm fine, this is a hundred years after I wait."

"Why do you want to sign this? Does the family know?"

"Don't worry, I have already done work at home, and I have already planned this. Today is your birthday, so if you sign today, if you have merit, you can also count it on your head, right?"

"Zhang Yan, why?"

"You always say that I am very attentive when I do one thing, but it is actually because I have never cared much about people and things other than me, but because of you, it is you, so I can try to love a lot , If a certain part of me can help others after I die, then I think it's fine. I don't care about the affairs behind me, but I hope you go first, because it is really inconvenient when I get old.

I have done many wrong things, and what I want to say is like a scale without a star, which is inaccurate and unreliable.

So instead of me saving you, you saved me.

Sister, I will always be loyal to my heart, so I will always love you, no matter whether it is a quarrel in front of you or a separation behind you, it will not change. "

A birthday full of laughter and emotion.

Watching the hour hand getting closer and closer to 12 o'clock, but I calmed down unexpectedly.

Called home.

My parents were very surprised, probably because I never took my birthday seriously, which made the two elders feel a little bit emotional.

"Mom and Dad, thank you."

"Thanks for what?"

"Born me, raised me, accepted me, loved me."

After hanging up the phone, she looked at me with her head propped up beside her.

"Sister, you have grown up, oh, it's over, it's over, the more you look, the more beautiful you are, and it's growing towards the tip of my heart, what can I do, you're so beautiful and gentle, you can't find it even with a lantern, I I have to find someone on the [-]th day of the Lunar New Year to offer incense."

"If you are so poor, I won't eat the cake, I will eat you first."

"Oh, I'm sure I can't stop talking until tomorrow morning when you say that."

I couldn't stand it any longer, so I covered her mouth with my hand.

Fortunately, she took advantage of the opportunity and kissed my palm, which was itchy. It reminded me of the last time I went camping, she kissed me like this, and it was exactly the same as the feeling now, and it still made my heart flutter.

It made my heart itch too.

"Eat the cake first." Suppressing the anxiety in his heart, he said.

She grinned a little, obviously sensing my change of mood, because there was a hint of playfulness in her smile.

I like her smug look, like a cat acting coquettishly, so arrogant, yet people can't help reaching out to touch her.

Lighting the candles, I was making a wish, and she was singing softly beside me.

"Want to know what I wish for?"

Her eyes were shining, and she rolled her eyes: "I think, if it doesn't work, I don't think about it."

"It will work, last year's will work."

"Then you tell me about last year, and then tell me about this year next year."

"Last year, it took a long time to spend a full moon."

She smiled and nodded: "I hope too."

The snow outside the window is still falling. I watched the fluffy and light flakes of snow drift down by the street lamp. I can even imagine that when I reach out to catch the flakes, I feel cold, but I am in a warm room, holding a wine glass, nestled in the A warm embrace, such happiness, I can have it too.

Before she finished drinking, she became dishonest.

"Sister, in view of your wish just now, I think it's time to prove my strength before 12 o'clock."

"Heh, I've been waiting for this sentence all night."

When I woke up in the morning, I realized that there is nothing to be afraid of. When we regard age as only a number, it loses its so-called binding force. We can run, climb mountains, swim, fall in love, and Finish your regrets unwillingly.

We should be that kind of person, the kind of person who can maintain the ability to love and be loved after experiencing pain, loss or even betrayal. Although I failed to do this, fortunately, I still believe in love .

"Sister, don't you want to give your fiancee a good morning kiss?"

"Heh, haven't you promised me yet?"

"I regret it, I think I should agree, otherwise why didn't I sleep well all night."

I leaned over and stamped on the corner of her mouth.

"Good morning, Coach Zhang, what do you want to eat? Go do it."

Life is a mess, but fortunately, I have you, so I don't want to sort it out, just keep messing up, why do I have to live so clearly.

After all, there are still countless problems waiting for us tomorrow.

It's rare to be confused, it's rare to be confused.

The author has something to say: How do you define life

what life means to you

Is there anything you want to hold on to even if you give up your life?

Are these questions really meaningful?

This is the end of their stories, because the trivialities of life will always accompany them, just like you and I met, so just treat them as passers-by you pass by, if you want to believe, then They live in a corner of every city.

When writing, I rarely think about their gender, they are just human beings who attract each other and redeem each other.

So if you only have one life, do what you want, make yourself comfortable more than anything else

Thank you for being with me on this journey.

thank.