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Chapter 29 Your Heart Is Like My Heart

From scorching heat to severe cold, and back to midsummer, time goes back and forth, and time flies.

A year has passed like this, and it seems that they are only one year older, but they always feel that they have been together for many years. There is a feeling that one day in the cave is a thousand years in the world.

Unable to resist her temptation, we signed up for a driving school together, planning to drive an additional motorcycle. She always said that I must be very handsome riding a motorcycle.

Although we are together, we will still maintain our own private space. In a certain period of time, we each do our own things without disturbing each other.

No matter how intimate a relationship is, it also needs a little personal space to maintain their independence. Maintaining a relationship requires not only habit and companionship, but also mutual attraction.

And past experience tells me that intimacy will bring fatigue or burnout to a certain extent

Mutual attraction comes from constantly growing and getting better.

"Coach Zhang, go back tonight, I'll give you a present."

"Okay, what gift?"

"Yan Ruyu."

When she came back at night, it was hard to describe her facial expression.

"This is really Yan Ruyu, is that pile your golden house?"

A pile of books, one for me and one for her.

"I don't know what your majors are going to use. I guess you have to buy it yourself. It's not too late to read it now. It's not that difficult to read a little bit a day. It's not that difficult to use my baby's little head. It's not a big deal. problem, everything is under control."

She tilted her head and looked at me with a smile: "Well, I'm stunned by these two words of yours, if I don't take a good look, it's too shameful."

"good."

I didn't plan to get in the first year, so there was no pressure or anything.

The process of constantly enriching oneself is actually very fulfilling.

When I left with a pile of books at night, I called her to stop.

"Coach Zhang, do you think I have become gentler?"

"No." She said seriously.

Seeing that I was about to open my mouth again, she spoke before me.

"Sister, you are so handsome, I like you like this, you know, you are ruthless and soft occasionally, besides, I have never seen anyone who is gentler than you, so don't change You are the only competitor you have been competing with from the beginning to the end."

I have already fully experienced her verbal skills. It is a pity not to talk about books. The cross talk career is simply a loss of a rising star.

"Okay, standard after-school answers, full marks."

"Okay, then I'm back, sister."

Since the showdown with the family, it seems that they have lived a happy life without skin and shame, and they have no shyness with their friends.

I would occasionally go home during the week and continue to do parent work, even if it didn't make much progress.

She will go home to have a look at the weekend, but there is nothing to gain.

But this incident seems to have less and less influence on us as time goes by.

"Zhang Yan, has anyone chased you before?"

"Not counting. When I was in junior high school, someone kept sending me text messages. I didn't know who she was. In addition, I was in a bad mood at that time. I asked who it was several times. If she didn't tell me, I didn't know who she was. reasonable."

"You said that our little coach is so good, why is no one chasing you, if it were me, I would chase you every day."

She hesitated for a moment: "Sister, what if I was not very good before?"

I took her hand to reassure her: "How can it be bad?"

"When I was nice to a person before, I wanted to give her everything I thought was good. I hoped she would like it, but if she didn't like it, I would be angry. I can't say I was angry. I was just unhappy. Later, I reflected on myself, maybe I suddenly became enlightened one day, and it gradually became like this, so if you think I have any problems, just tell me directly."

"Sister, are you bored? With me?"

"Why do you ask?"

"I see that others have gone through some great storms, and then found that love is stronger than gold, and finally get married. It is vigorous."

"I think it's better not to have any big storms. If you didn't have those before, you wouldn't become the rare you you are now, although I do feel a little bit jealous of the person who accompanied you through the immature stage, hmph."

"Sister, you're the only one who's taken a fancy to me. Do you think everyone else is blind?"

"You can't talk too much, Coach Zhang, isn't the aunt of a child in your class very interesting to you?"

"Ah? You mean that little aunt, she is still a child herself, and she looks like she is still in college, besides, I was a beautiful white crane with wings spreading and pulled you here?"

"and then?"

"Then she never came to pick up the baby again."

. . . . . .

"So you, don't like young ones?"

She didn't take the bait: "I like you, not others."

Slick tongue.

Since we met with the second aunt, we often go to sit and sit, because the second aunt is really kind, and there is a family elder who accepts you. This feeling is indescribable. I wish my parents could see me too. how happy.

"Second aunt, I told my mother about our affairs."

"What did they say?"

"Oh, the reaction was quite intense. My mother was stunned, and my father was a bit more aggressive. He felt that God was punishing him for his crimes, so he cursed a few times. So, second aunt, I want you to help me."

"I'll go back on the weekend to see your mother. You go back to see if she is. Your mother doesn't like to tell others. She keeps everything in her heart. You should go back and see her."

"I went back, and every time I went back she looked at me, I was really uncomfortable, but I felt wronged."

"Son, you are right, and your mother is right, she hasn't thought about it yet, wait for her."

She was with me when I got home.

"Sister, go up, I'll wait for you here, don't worry."

There was only one overhead light on inside the car, and I could see her face so close.

He took out his phone and texted them.

"Mom and Dad, I'm downstairs with Zhang Yan. I really want you to see her. Open the door, please?"

Pull her out of the car and walk downstairs.

She was very nervous and her palms were sweaty.

We stared at the door of the building for a long time without any movement.

When the phone rang, it was a message from my mother.

"You go."

He stood at the door unwillingly and waited for a while, but there was still no movement.

I knew it was useless, so I dragged her back to the car.

In addition to the sweat on her palms, there is also sweat on her forehead, flowing down her cheeks.

"Sister, thank you."

Zhang Yan, Zhang Yan, I am the one who should say thank you. It is you who have firmly chosen me, and I have the courage to follow you.You have done everything, how can I leave you alone and go up by myself.

I didn't even dare to think about what it would be like to be left alone in the car if it were me.

"Coach Zhang, I'm not going anywhere, and I'll take you with me wherever I go."

"Well, let's go home sister."

This scene was repeated over and over again in the following days.We don't know how long we waited downstairs, but the door has never been opened.

Every time we were not turned away, when we went back, we would punch and beat each other until we were exhausted, we took a shower and went to bed.Over time, I even feel that my technology has made great progress.

If this kind of bad emotion is not resolved, it will accumulate more and more, and finally crush both of them.

During this period, I talked with Tong Xin. Although she has not yet had a showdown with her family, she can also understand our feelings, so talking to her will make her feel a lot easier.

When she asked me if I regret coming out, I didn't know how to answer her, not because of regret, but because it depends on how determined you are and how you can bear it.

Including how sure you are that the other person is worthy of you, and whether you think clearly enough about the consequences of coming out, and whether you can bear it.

This is not an easy task, and it is also a matter of unpredictable consequences. Many times you are very sure, but when the result really comes, all the pressure, sadness, and even regret will take all your Your thoughts are all occupied, and you may even start to wonder if you are really sick as they say.

I think I have a strong ability to bear it, but I still feel very sad because I feel ashamed of my parents, so I can understand all their anger.

We are always looking for positive ways to divert our attention and try not to let ourselves indulge in this state.

Until one day, Zhang Yan came to ask me.

"Sister, I have something to tell you. I believe it is not a bad thing, but it may make you feel uncomfortable, but you believe me, I will not let you be wronged."

"Tell me." I was very nervous, and countless possibilities flashed through my mind, but I believed her.

"My mother wants to see you."

After a few days, I finally saw her mother at the second aunt's house. I could see that her eyes were still swollen. I suddenly felt very sad and guilty.

The second aunt and her mother really look alike, they are very temperamental, and they look very gentle, but I am extremely nervous. Although I have fantasized about many scenes, I am still very nervous when I see it.

"Hello, Auntie, I'm Sun Qing, Zhang Yan's..."

"Girlfriend." She finished the conversation.By the way, I squeezed my hand.

"I brought you something, I don't know if you like it or not."

All of this was seen by her mother, and my heart was in my throat.

Her mother looked at us, glanced at us several times, but she was not harsh, and finally said: "Sit down."

After sitting down, Zhang Yan took the initiative to say, "Mom, this is Sun Qing."

"Auntie, thank you for coming to see me."

"You live together?"

"Ah, not yet. Zhang Yan and his partner have been renting together for a long time. It's not appropriate to move out right now, so we'll talk about it later."

Her mother nodded.

"Do you like Zhang Yan?"

I didn't expect this to be the problem.

She slipped her hand under the table and took mine, and for a moment I felt less afraid.

"I like..., I like it very much, I like to live with her, and I am very happy to see her."

"Does your family know?"

My heart sank for a moment.

"I know, but it is not acceptable yet, we are still working hard."

"What if you don't accept it all the time? Will you break up with the family?"

This question caught me off guard, but I'm not going to lie.

"If I don't accept it, there is nothing I can do, but I will always work hard, but I will not let Zhang Yan be wronged."

After listening, her mother sighed: "If you said just now that you would break up, I might object to you. I couldn't accept it at first, and I don't understand it now, but Zhang Yan likes it, and I think you are a good girl. , so I have nothing more to say, I don’t know what’s going on with your family, but your parents always love you, so spend more time, if you need me, I’m willing to try.”

"Mom! You mean you agree?!"

"I agree, don't think about your father's place, his temper, I guess you can't accept it in this life, you just wait for him to get old, let's talk about it, the road is yours, I can't interfere then No, no matter how difficult it is, I can't help you, just think about it clearly, I'm getting old, and I'm not looking down on many things, as long as you two are happy."

Such a result was beyond my expectation, and I was so excited that I didn't know what to say.

"Auntie, I will treat Zhang Yan well."

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-01-3121:18:36~2020-02-0123:58:50期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 2 bottles every autumn;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

Thank you for still watching.

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