Beijing Food Guide

Chapter 22 No matter how mediocre I am, I always feel that my love for you is beautiful

At the end of the year, there are more festivals at once, such as Double Eleven, Christmas Eve, Christmas, and New Year's Day.

My birthday is at the end of January. According to the solar calendar, it is a big birthday, but according to the lunar calendar, it is a small tail.

As for this year's birthday present, I've already thought about it.

She recently adjusted her working hours, changing shifts with her colleagues, starting work at 11 o'clock and leaving get off work at 8 o'clock.Our time has completely diverged.

The time in the morning is relatively tight, so the meeting time becomes, when she comes back in the evening, I go downstairs to take out the trash.

I didn’t leave directly after get off work on Saturday. I worked overtime in the office for a while and then went downstairs to find her. Their front desk probably already knew me, so I nodded with a smile: “Coach Zhang is in the field. .”

Walked straight over, still familiar with the glass door, still sitting among a group of parents, not long after class.

"Are you hungry, sister, wait a while?"

Sweat still hangs on his forehead, and it's strange not to be hungry after exercising so much.

"Just come down, go change your clothes, and take you to eat delicious food later."

She didn't care if there were parents around, she ran away like a child.

After changing clothes, I became my little coach again.

She pulled me away, even outside, she also likes to pull me away with her fingers interlocked.

"You're tired, Coach Zhang."

"Not tired, I'm going to work, well, it's like this, it's much better than your sore back and butt hurting from facing the computer all day." Then he said quietly: "I'll give you a squeeze when I go back, sister."

"stop."

There is a hot pot restaurant here in Zaojun East, called Xiaodao.

"When I was in college, I often came here to eat. It's cheap and delicious. It's not expensive. It's been open for many years. I opened it when I was in college. At that time, you didn't know where to jump."

After hearing this, she said angrily: "I have also eaten here, really, I always go to Falla next door to look at shoes, and I eat here. I have also eaten the Daokou roast chicken over there. I just ran into you, sister."

"Bah, bah, bah, I graduated from the university you just went to."

"Hey, eat, sister, you must be starving."

Although this place is not as powerful as Haidilaoer, there are many people here, the food is delicious and affordable, and all the people who come here are repeat customers, and there are mahjong oil dishes.

Recently, I really want to take her around to see the places I have stayed and the meals I have eaten.

In the past few years, I have become more and more like an isolated island. I am not used to contacting anyone actively. Maybe this is also a problem in my personality. After leaving this environment, I can no longer maintain a relationship. Gradually disappear from life.

It may be Zhang Yan's arrival, or it may be a coincidence. Taking advantage of this topic, I started to contact some people slowly and found that this feeling is not bad.

"Coach Zhang, why don't you go for a stroll in Changping tomorrow?"

"Well, okay."

As soon as I heard it, I was amused: "You don't ask me why I am going?"

"You can't sell me, you can go anywhere."

"Well, go to Wang Xiaobo's cemetery, do you want to go?"

Her eyes lit up: "Okay, then I'll read a poem to you in front of him."

"Okay, what you said, I'll beat you if you don't read."

"It's all right."

It was almost 10:[-] when we came back.

"Sister, I'm taking a bath and I'm sweating all over. You can lie down first, and sleep first if you're sleepy. Don't wait for me."

"Go, clean up for nothing, wait for you."

She smiled helplessly: "If you are like this, how can I wash it well?"

She came out after a while, tiptoed to bed, and the air was filled with her smell.

"Sister, I miss you so much." She rested her head on my neck.

I turned around and stroked her hair: "How much I miss it."

"Probably that much." He made gestures as he spoke. "More than that."

"Why are you acting like a child?" I felt soft in my heart and kissed her.

"Well, people say that acting like a baby is omnipotent, and it turns out that they are wrong."

"Oh?"

"You are the omnipotent. No matter how tired you are, you won't be tired when you see you."

"...you give me rainbow farts every day."

"Sister, come here and let me hug you."

I walked over: "Zhang Yan, like me less, like me longer."

She tightened her arms: "Yes."

She took a deep breath: "Sister, are you tired, do you miss me?"

I realized that my little wolf dog was here.

Turning his head, he found her ear exactly: "Yes."

When I woke up again, it was after 9 o'clock. Looking at her, I smiled bitterly in my heart. What's the point of buying pajamas for her?Anyway, I didn't wear it in the end.

Looking at her sideways, looking at her face, looking at her body, she is obviously a girl like me, but she has a huge attraction to me.

"Sister, didn't you watch enough last night?"

I reached out and brushed her shoulders: "No, I haven't touched enough yet."

She shook her head and lay back: "Come on sister, I'm ready."

I smiled and leaned over: "Let's get up, okay?"

"Good~"

Standing in front of Mr. Xiaobo, you will naturally think of his love story, and the love story of Li Yinhe and Daxia.

We chatted and talked about why she had long hair.

She thought for a while before slowly speaking: "Do you want to hear it, sister, I haven't told anyone about it."

"Want to say something?"

She smiled and said: "I have always had short hair since I was a child, and I have never had long hair. It should be said that I am very young. Maybe it was when I was in elementary school that I realized that I liked girls. To be honest, I didn't take it seriously at that time." Son, maybe I thought of myself as a boy then.

Then I went to junior high school, and the gender awareness in elementary school was not so strong. When I arrived in a new environment, I suddenly realized that I was different from others. In a small town, there were few people like me. I remember When I went to the toilet in the first day of junior high school, many girls were talking about me. I was so scared at that time that I never dared to go to the toilet in school again. I used the lunch break to go outside the school to go to the toilet. , at that time I felt myself

I think junior high school should be the most difficult years in my life. Because of my appearance, I have been subject to controversy, and I may have suffered a lot.At that time, I was young, I didn’t know what to do, there was no one to talk to, and there were no channels for consultation, so I just figured it out on my own, getting more and more into a dead end.

Then I went to high school. It should be said that high school was the beginning of me slowly being able to face myself. Fortunately, I have three very, very, very good roommates. Really, they know my business and have never discriminated against Or something, and they supported me very much. I will remember their goodness in my life.

Then I went to university, stupid people have stupid blessings, the three roommates are still very good, among them, Zhao Jia, who is my best, although she is not crooked, she admires me very much, she always says that she can talk under such pressure Falling in love is not liking, heh, there are two left, one has a boyfriend and the other has a crush, but it doesn't matter, they are both very good.In addition, we are a sports school, and it is quite common among girls. It can be said that there is no cabinet door, and everyone is not surprised.

But when I was in college, I still didn’t grow my hair long, maybe I haven’t fully accepted my identity as a girl, because I hated being a girl and hated women’s clothing.

Then I fell in love. At this time, I still couldn't fully accept myself. It wasn't until we separated that I began to think about these things slowly and try to accept myself. I can't say how long it took. The process of the process should also be quite tortuous, probably accepting a little bit, being defeated, accepting a little bit, and collapsing.Look at the photo on my graduation photo, it was shaved on both sides, with a small knot. At that time, I should be in a transitional period, and I was fighting against myself psychologically.

Then I slowly recovered, and I found that there is no need to prove myself by being a woman, or a man, I mean whether it is a man or a woman, it should not be a woman who has to have long hair, man There is a rule that you must wear men’s clothing, as long as you like it, I will buy good-looking women’s clothing now, and I will still buy good-looking men’s clothing, as long as I feel comfortable, there is no problem.

And I think long hair is very good, and beautiful and handsome, I love my body, I treat it well, take good care of it, it is a part of me, but I have been ignoring it all the time, when I can face myself After everything, I found that I still like girls.So whether you like the same sex or the opposite sex, I think you have to like yourself first, including your own body.

Wearing men's clothes or women's clothes, long hair or short hair is not a fixed criterion, just what you like.It doesn't matter whether you want to live as a boy or a girl, the important thing is to accept yourself.When I found out later that I was healed, I got this tattoo: it will pass.

And then I met your sister, so the hardships in the past were all worth it. Compared with the present, I think I still made money.Thank you for liking me, I mean liking all of me. "

When she said it, her tone was calm and her eyes were firm, but even though I was mentally prepared, I still couldn't help feeling distressed, but I didn't know how to say it, so I could only secretly swear that I would love her more and treat her better Take a moment, share the bitterness in the future, and taste all the sweetness together.

Although I am not like her, I even have to reshape my gender and body mentally, but I understand the countless repetitions from self-doubt, self-denial to self-affirmation, because I can understand Everything the other has experienced, so we can cherish each other even more.

I hugged her. To be precise, she hugged me because of the height difference.

"Coach Zhang, don't read poems to me, I said you just listen to it, remember that I told you that I like the transgender lady and her wife in the women's prison the most, not just Because Sophia found herself, or because of their feelings, her wife's unconditional support for her, it was based on all the love for this person, because I understand what you think, so I love what you love.

My only regret is that I was not able to walk that journey with you, so let me accompany you for the rest of the day and everything else. "

Her voice came from above her head: "Not to mention the hustle and bustle of the world, no matter what we do, there are many difficulties. So..."

"So it's not bad for one or two difficulties in the future."

She chuckled: "Yes."

When I looked up, I found that she was also looking at me, her eyes were gentle and clear.

The afternoon sun, the wind in the mountains, and the majestic mountains all around, even the rivers, lakes, and seas that stretched from day to day are not as good as her eyes.

Only me in her eyes.

"Sister, Mr. Xiaobo is watching, don't lie down."

I can't seem to think of any answer other than kissing her.

"Sister, let's go home."

"go home."

It's nice to be home together.

When I went back, I went to the vegetable market to buy some pangasius fish: "Sister, I will make you Zhang's cuisine when I go back."

Wash the fish, add some flour, marinate with salt to taste, if you like, you can add some cooking wine and pepper.

Boil the fish in water and add some leafy vegetables. The pangasius is very tender and cooks quickly. Pick it up with a strainer and put it on a plate.

Burn some oil, take out the pot when it is smoking, pour it into a plate, when there is still a little oil in the pot, pour some oil into the pot, and pour it on the fish while it is hot.

"I learned it from an old man. It's simple and delicious. Try it if you like it."

You're done, easy and fast, the fish is very tender, even if you don't add too much seasoning, it's still delicious.

Seeing that I like it, she is also very happy: "Just like it."

Because I have lost it, because I know it is hard to come by, so I know how to cherish it.

We always find out after the fact that those little bits and pieces are actually extremely precious, otherwise the ancients would not say that children want to support but do not want to be loved, and they would not say that it was normal at that time.

It is precisely because lessons cannot be learned that history will always be surprisingly similar.

Maybe we can't outline the future, but for now, I just want to seize every day.

The author has something to say: Thank you for accompanying me until now, spend more time with your family during the Spring Festival.

Be safe yourself.

I think Wang Xiaobo is very good, and Professor Li is also very good, always maintaining curiosity and enthusiasm.

The words they wrote have rational depth and shocking heart strength,

Discover this group with a scientific attitude and respect, and after many years, I will still be grateful for everything they have done.

I hope that Professor Li can be happy with Daxia every day, so Mr. Xiaobo can rest assured.

唠唠叨叨的又说了一堆。感谢在2020-01-2416:31:45~2020-01-2521:42:43期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles every autumn;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!