69novels Chapter 50 Amnesia
Chapter 50 Amnesia
Chi Baiwan sat in the room for a long time, he had recovered his usual calmness, and wanted to say goodbye to Lu Chen when he came back, who knew that Lu Chen would not come back for a long time.
A group of people walked from the gate of the hospital, carrying the cold winter air, and the violent aura was about to come out from their bodies.
The group of people entered the hospital lobby, inquired about something, and looked at Lu Chen's office. Immediately afterwards, these men walked up the stairs one by one and came towards this side, stepping on the stairs loudly, and the tyrannical aura surged instantly. come.
The patients in the hospital corridor were frightened by the sudden and terrifying atmosphere, and they left one after another. Some of them quickly went to the security room for help.
A woman came out of the consultation room with a child in her arms, completely unaware of what was happening outside. The child was startled and began to cry sharply.
"Why are you crying? This dead child belongs to your family?"
The woman was afraid at first, but when she heard this, she became angry, "Be more polite, this is a hospital, not some messy place!"
Chi Bai heard children's voices and fierce quarrels in the office at night. He put on his clothes and pushed open the door. Who knew that the moment he showed up, he was pointed at his nose by a man and scolded: "You are Lu Chen?"
Chi Baiwan's face was pale. Compared with the group of five big and three thick men, his body was still taller and thinner, but his gloomy face made him look angry: "Stay away from that child, the doctor is breaking the law, what do you think?" Do you want to demolish this hospital or go to jail?"
"We want to dismantle you! Hurry up and stop talking nonsense, are you Lu Chen?"
A few people let go of the women and children, and strode towards him. Chi Baiwan was not afraid. He saw the security guard approaching, and his expression was extremely indifferent, "Why are you looking for Lu Chen?"
The man was furious: "Justice! He didn't cure my daughter's depression. She jumped off the building this morning! If I don't ask him for my daughter's life, who will I ask for!"
Chi Baiwan calmly pointed to himself: "Depression is not easy to cure. I am also a patient of Dr. Lu Chen. It has been a year and I have not gotten out of the psychological shadow. The root of depression comes from the pressure of myself and the people around me. If I never I can't heal my past self in my heart, so even if Lu Chen is a genius doctor, I can't cure my illness. Just 1 minute ago, I was still thinking about jumping off a building, but I think people should live, look forward, it's no big deal. So you see , why don't you think about whether you put pressure on your daughter? Her life is too bad for her? Don't blame the doctor, Dr. Lu Chen is a very good person. "
Gradually, some people began to chime in: "Yes, my son is also a patient of Dr. Lu's. He came back for a follow-up visit this month and he has fully recovered. Alas, isn't it because of my divorce from his father that he can behave like this?"
"The same goes for my grandson, both of his parents have passed away, and he lived with an old man like me. After he became decadent, his heart was also very bitter. Fortunately, he knows that he has studied hard, and I will pay him to go to school even if I sell everything..."
Several men looked at each other in blank dismay, and someone said, "Second brother, is it because you are too patriarchal that you give the second boy all the delicious food and drink?"
The man called Second Brother had a dazed look on his face. After a long time, he was almost completely depressed. The man who was over fifty years old sat on the ground and cried loudly, mournful and sad.
Chi Bai wanted to go up to see the frightened mother and child at night, but suddenly the back of his head hurt and his eyes turned black.
He fell to the ground, losing consciousness all over his body, and the pain in the back of his head made his eyes black and hair blurry.
In a daze, he saw that the second brother was fighting with the man who beat him with a stick, and the security guard rushed over to hold them down, and the man who beat him begged for mercy with a frightened expression on his face...
Everyone was in a mess, and the hospital was throbbing like a birdcage...
Chi Baiwan lost consciousness.
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20 days later, Chu Lan opened Chi Baiwan's eyelids: "Deep coma, pupil dilation, light reflex exists, the degree is extremely small, not sensitive enough, pain stimulation is not obvious, fingers can bend, but the patient's blood pressure, breathing related life The signs are not stable enough, so be prepared for a long-term coma or even a vegetative state.”
Lu Chen was exhausted holding his head, and he didn't even know what to say. Huo Jue patted him on the shoulder, "Okay, Xiao Chen, it's not your fault. The doctor sentenced those people. Don't feel too guilty. Are you hungry if you haven't eaten for three days? Eat something."
The door of the ward was pushed open, and Ling Luo also came. He took off his down jacket and hung it on the hanger beside the ward, "I just went to clean up at his house, it's a big gray one, but the lights are still on every night Come on, Brother Huo, pay him the electricity bill this month."
Huo Jue nodded: "Sure, when he wakes up, I have to ask him to double pay my electricity bill."
While flipping through the medical records, Chu Lan asked, "Why are you turning on the lights? Hasn't he been living here? It must have been 20 days since the blood in his brain was broken up, right? He hasn't woken up yet. Isn't turning on the lights a waste of electricity? You guys Don’t these rich second generations know how to save money?”
Lu Chen's voice was hoarse and unpleasant, bitter and sad: "As long as the light is on, he will not leave..."
The cold and reticent Doctor Chu shut up, so he had no choice but to grab Chi Baiwan's hand and stuff it under the quilt.
However, Chi Baiwan's electrocardiogram suddenly started to jump. At the same time, his fingers began to curl up, and his eyelids twitched weakly.
Everyone had to hold their breath and stare at the electrocardiogram.
Soon, that emerald green lifeless curve reached a miraculous peak——
Chu Lan's eyes widened and she shouted, "Come on! Get ready to go into the operating room and give the patient an MRI!"
The inspection lasted almost two hours.
After coming out, a group of people were waiting at the door of the operating room, and Lu Chen was the first to rush up: "Chu Lan, he..."
Chu Lan rubbed the center of her brows, tired but could not hide her joy: "I woke up, I just fell asleep, but..."
Lu Chen's heart tightened: "But what?"
Chu Lan looked at Chi Baiwan's pale and sickly face worriedly: "The way he looked at me when he was awake just now...it seems that he doesn't recognize me anymore."
Everyone was stunned.
Chu Lan explained: "I have said long ago that after he fell into the sea last time, he had sequelae. The possible symptoms include but are not limited to blindness, aphasia, and amnesia, so you must also be mentally prepared. If he really Amnesia, do not stimulate him with past events, otherwise it may cause insanity, intracranial hemorrhage. After he stabilizes for a period of time, he will gradually remember the past events, so in order to avoid secondary damage, please give him a comfortable An environment conducive to healing.”
At 09:30 in the evening, Chi Baiwan opened his eyes in the chaos. He felt as if he had been hit hard on the back of his head by something hard—well, it might not be an illusion, because it really hurts.
He looked around blankly, the white ward, the smell of disinfectant, a group of strange people, surrounded his head on the bed like a master and apprentice watching a monster, "You're awake!"
Chi Baiwan opened his eyes slightly, and nodded blankly, "Who are you? Doctors?"
The man in a white coat pushed his glasses, "I am your attending doctor, my name is Chu Lan, and I am also your friend. I know you can't remember now, but don't worry, I will introduce you, this... He pulled Lu Chen over, "This is your psychiatrist, named Lu Chen. He was troubled by others. Fortunately, you saved him. Now you are his savior, and you can call him whatever you want."
Ling Luo smiled and pulled Huo Jue to sit beside his bed, pointing to himself: "I am Ling Luo, and we are also good friends. As for him, his name is Huo Jue, he is your boss, and he tempts you with money to make money from filming." Working hard for him, tsk tsk is not a human being."
"Don't slander me." Huo Jue patted Ling Luo on the shoulder and rubbed Chi Baiwan's head with a smile, "I'll give you a long vacation and your salary will be paid as usual. You can set a price. How about 6000 million? It's auspicious."
Lu Chen held his hand tightly, squatted down, choked up and couldn't speak, "I'm sorry... what else can you remember?"
What can you remember?
His name is Chi Baiwan, and he has transmigrated into a second-rate actor in the book, Luan Yu. Since his debut, he has only acted in one well-known movie——"Crow Killing". awards, and has a group of fans who love him.
And the movie he just made is called "White Clouds Rolling", the work of director Liu Qi and screenwriter Zhao Lianhai, and it is going to participate in the Sisaran Film Festival, the highest and top film award in this book.
Other than that, nothing else.
He seemed to be living in an orphanage. He had a grandmother who took care of him since he was a child, and a pair of parents who had never met. After growing up, he went to study, went to university, was discovered by Huo Jue and became an actor, and changed his name to Luan Yu.
The group of people in front of him... He really didn't know each other, but it sounded like they were his friends.
"My name is... Luan Yu." Chi Baiwan whispered, "Isn't it?"
Ling Luo was the first to laugh: "That's right, you are Luan Yu, don't doubt yourself. Xiao Yu, tonight is New Year's Eve, we wanted to see you, but we didn't expect you to wake up, and everyone just stayed to accompany you for the New Year's Eve .”
Chu Lan: "Huo Jue, aren't you going home to see your grandma?"
Huo Jue: "I saw her during the day, and she went to play mahjong with others at night, so she doesn't need to go home."
Ling Luo: "Then I'll go buy something to eat, how about hot pot?"
Lu Chen: "I'll accompany you."
Chi Baiwan watched the backs of them getting dressed one after another, talking and laughing as they left, feeling grateful in his heart, he turned his head and looked out the window.
He always felt that he had forgotten something.
what is it?
Can't remember.
Forget it.
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At minus five degrees, Fu Sihan sat alone in the car, looking at the upstairs of Chi Baiwan's house.
The room was brightly lit, and red lanterns were hung, and there were layers of floor-warming mist on the windows, so I couldn't see the inside clearly, but it was just hazy. It seemed that the people in the room were having a happy New Year.
Fu Sihan celebrated the New Year alone, he didn't have to go home, and if he didn't want to, he wouldn't. No one dared to do anything to him.
Fu Yun was dissatisfied, Fu Song and Zhou Yan put a lot of pressure on him——
It's time for him to marry someone.
For this reason, Fu Sihan's relationship with his family quickly cooled down, and when he returned home in a few days, the only thing waiting for him was the inevitable dispute.
Fu Sihan didn't care.
Tonight is New Year's Eve, he just wanted to see if Chi Baiwan was doing well.
After only 20 days without seeing him, Fu Sihan felt that he had fallen into a bottomless emotional pit. As long as he opened his eyes, he would imagine holding someone in his arms. In fact, there was only empty air in his arms, and Chi Old photos of Bai Wan.
He had to work crazily to keep himself from thinking of Chi Baiwan all the time.
He even rented the house opposite, because the next door was a person with very bad living habits, and he didn't want this kind of person to live next door to Chi Baiwan.
But he didn't dare to appear next door suddenly.
He was afraid that when Chi Baiwan saw him, his severe depression would relapse.
He didn't want to hurt Chi Baiwan any more, and he didn't want to see him take a lot of medicine, making it difficult to sleep at night.
Fu Sihan thought, at this moment, Chi Baiwan was probably gathering with his friends, sitting around the table, as he himself said, having a group of people who fit his heart, and having a comfortable and happy new year.
That's fine, as long as he is happy, Fu Sihan is also happy.
Suddenly he felt sad and sad, his hands gripped the steering wheel tightly, his fingertips turned blue and white with so much strength, and his breathing became short of breath, "Wanwan... Wanwan..."
"I miss you so much……"
But no one responded to him, only the snowflakes falling quietly outside the car window, and the bright and cold moonlight.
Fu Sihan was stiff as if frozen in cold air, even though the warm wind in the car was surging, it still couldn't warm the coldness in his heart.
It was around 00:00, the hour rang, and the New Year’s greetings from the radio were ticking——
It's a new year.
Electronic fireworks were set off in the sky, crackling and lively.
This reminded Fu Sihan of the first and only New Year that he and Chi Baiwan had spent together. The two of them stayed at home, wearing cotton pajamas, standing on the balcony watching the stars, drinking steaming wolfberry water, and enjoying themselves under the moonlight. A lingering kiss.
Chi Baiwan sang to him, read poems, and said love words, while he pinched Chi Baiwan's face, kneaded and rubbed, and pulled him into his arms after making him angry, never tired of it.
Fu Sihan had been downstairs at Chi Baiwan's house the whole time, and when it was about two o'clock, the lights were still on.
Chi Baiwan can only wait until 02:30, he will definitely be so sleepy that the soles of his feet are shaking, if it was before, he would lie in his arms with an excuse, shake his hand coquettishly, and tell him in a low voice: Brother Han, it's late , go to bed with me, okay?
Fu Sihan murmured in a low voice: "Okay..."
it is good……
Fu Sihan smiled wryly, what's the use?He doesn't want to listen, does he?
His night doesn't want him anymore.
Fu Sihan lowered his head, clenched his fists, and his solid shoulders were trembling all the time. After a long time, he finally calmed down, took a deep breath, turned the car around, and returned to the company.
There was no one in the company, and the employees had all gone home for the new year. He gave the employees outside the city an early holiday, which could be regarded as a humane special treatment.
Fu Sihan returned to the office, frowned, processed a few emails, made two video calls, signed a stack of contracts, and sorted the contracts into various drawers, neatly and meticulously.
The work was done very quickly. Fu Sihan couldn't bear this kind of emptiness, so he could only turn on his phone, click on Weibo, and followed a person——Luan Yu.
The last Weibo was a month ago.
He could only see a little bit of Chi Baiwan's movements from the bits and pieces on Weibo, but unfortunately his topic building was more active than his own. Fu Sihan clicked into the topic building, followed him, and became one of his followers. fan.
Fu Sihan almost greedily watched all the discussions of his fans about him.
He saved all the pictures in his mobile phone, and gradually began to smile on his expressionless face.
The fans really like him, they know Chi Baiwan's favorite colors, drinks, clothing brands, countries he wants to travel to, the flowers and plants he wants to grow the most...
There are so many things he likes, it takes a while to remember.
Fu Sihan just read it bit by bit, silently remembering it in his heart.
He was so serious, as if Chi Baiwan was sitting beside him and never left him.
Fu Sihan stared deeply for a while, his eyes were sore, his throat was choked up, he had to let out a light breath, rubbed between his brows, and took out a stack of letter papers from the drawer at hand.
That stack is densely packed with words and letters.
It was the letter he wrote to Chi Baiwan that never got a response.
20 days, twenty articles, counting today’s writing, a total of 21 articles.
While writing, Fu Sihan imagined that gentle young man who always looked at him with tender and affectionate eyes, infatuated and affectionate. They had spent countless days and nights, but he never cherished them.
The only chance for him to see Chi Baiwan now is to sneak a peek at him when Chi Baiwan starts school.
Fu Sihan raised his cell phone to call Lu Chen, but unfortunately Lu Chen didn't answer.
Without thinking about it, Fu Sihan called Huo Jue and Ling Luo, and even contacted Chu Lan, but they didn't answer the phone.
In fact, Fu Sihan just wanted to ask Chi Baiwan if he was happy tonight.
Maybe they were all asleep, so they didn't answer the phone.
Fu Sihan had no choice but to turn off his phone, walked to the French window, watched the snow falling outside the window, put his hands in his pockets, and watched the scenery outside the window quietly and indifferently.
Now, he is left alone.
Fu Sihan had no choice but to draw a small figure on the foggy window to accompany him.
It's a Q version of Chi Baiwan, with a pair of beautiful peach blossom eyes, sitting obediently on the ground with his legs crossed.
……
No, it's not like that.
Fu Sihan thought painfully.
That's probably what Chi Baiwan wanted.
He redraws a person.
That person stood on the stage, looking like a shining light in the eyes of everyone.
His eyes were smiling, looking very happy.
Yes, this is the life Chi Baiwan wants.
A life full of stars without Fu Sihan.
Fu Sihan lowered his head sadly, walked to the sofa, and sat down slumpedly. He opened a bottle of red wine and drank it bit by bit.
He has always hated the bitterness of dry red, but tonight, the bitterness has turned into extreme sweetness, which can make his heart feel better.
Last time, I begged him to spend the New Year with me.
Fu Sihan looked at the little figure on the window, it was already dripping water, blurred.
It doesn't matter, Chi Baiwan has always been with him in his heart.
Fu Sihan drank the red wine in his hand, got up and returned to the desk, and started to deal with official business again.
However, before that, Fu Sihan replaced the desktop of the computer screen with a still photo of Chi Baiwan.
It's a pity that it's a two-person photo with Wen Yuxiao.
Fu Sihan cut off Wen Yuxiao's face, and smiled in satisfaction.
That's great, he likes that he only has Chi Baiwan in his eyes.