Curved by the hero's white moonlight

Chapter 80 Heroine VS Author

There is misty white smoke lingering all around, the sky and the ground are only white, and there is no end in sight.

The thin ball of light emitted a light that was so weak that it would disappear in an instant. The woman in the center of the ball slowly opened her eyes, and her indifferent gaze fell on the sleeping girl lying on the ground not far away.

Meng Xia twitched the corner of her mouth lightly, drawing a sneering arc.

It's good that I can still fall asleep.

She would always dream of Ji Tong's violence against her, and of Xia Nianzhi's car accident.She struggled again and again in this cyclical world, but was bound by a fixed plot and couldn't earn any other results.

Growing up reading fairy tales, she firmly believes that as long as she is a gentle and tough girl with kind thoughts in her heart, there will be a handsome and gentle prince riding a white horse to pick her up.

The story will have a happy ending at the end.But she found that everything was fake, and what she was waiting for was a gentle scum with a human face and a beast heart.And her miserable life is just the product of another person, the most ridiculous thing is that the other person is a girl.

How can a girl do this to someone of the same gender?

Hate? Naturally.

It's not that Meng Xia didn't want to let Rourou taste her pain, let Rourou feel the feeling of being forced.She did, too, but always relented at the last minute.

Maybe it was written by the kind girl with the same name

The warm comments below saved her a bit of conscience.

She knew what a terrible shadow it would be once she experienced everything, a nightmare that would never go away forever, a pain that could not be relieved even if she personally reversed her fate and took revenge herself.

In fact, she didn't want other girls to suffer this kind of pain because of herself.

Meng Xia manipulated the ball of light to move to the girl's side.

The girl's legs were bent, her arms wrapped around her knees, as if she was in a world of ice and snow, she curled herself into a ball and trembled slightly.Xiu Mei frowned, her slender but not too thick eyelashes trembled slightly, she was trapped in a nightmare.

Meng Xia suddenly remembered the first moment, when the fleshy soul first entered this space of consciousness, neither of them dared to sleep.

Strange, can someone who can write such a disgusting and narrow novel also have nightmares?

The ball of light approached Rourou, and a faint light shrouded her body.In an instant, everything that Rou Rou had dreamed of swept towards Meng Xia like a torrent.

Rourou is very afraid of sleeping. She is afraid of dreaming about everything in her life. Looking at the scene in front of her, she knows that she is dreaming again, and she has become the Li Tunan of her life again. She knows it is a dream but she cannot wake up.

The dream world is chaotic, but events are as clear as if they happened yesterday.

When she was young, she was standing on the podium, and after the self-introduction class, she heard the physical education teacher say, "Picture boy?

This family is patriarchal.

The Chinese teacher explained that it came from Zhuangzi's "Xiaoyaoyou" who carried the blue sky on his back and Mo Zhitianyan, and then Jiang Tunan.

She went into the toilet whimpering.

When she was young, she quarreled with her younger brother and pushed him away fiercely. In a blink of an eye, she was bright red.

As an adult, she stood in the corridor of the hospital, watching her mother with all white hair covering her face and crying.

The mother's crying voice came to her ears, Tunan, your brother... still needs money.

She said, "Okay, I see."

Mother said, "Is there anything you can do?"

She forced a smile, pretending to be relaxed, "It's a big deal to sell."

The mother's expression cracked, but she didn't say anything.Li Tunan felt a huge hole in his heart gouged out by his mother's cold eyes.

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"You are not beautiful enough, you can only pay this price." "Little sister, I can't stand this, it's not worth the price."

money. "

Malicious and ferocious strikes from all directions, the cold wind

Stabbing hard into that hole, Li Tunan was wrapped in cold.

She didn't know when she started writing that kind of essay, and the thrill-seekers seemed to be extra generous.

The rewarding silver beads fell from the sky, and it hurt her a little.

Every time she finished writing, her stomach would churn, she gritted her teeth and typed the last word, then stumbled and ran to the toilet to vomit.

Would it be easier to die? She was a little tired, but she couldn't stop.

She finally looked forward to death, but did not look forward to liberation.

Isn't this your favorite episode? Mother?

No, she didn't like it, not at all.Why torture her like this?

Ah, everything she caused.

Like my younger brother's accident, like Meng Xia's life.Li Tunan seemed to have fallen into an abyss, the water of the cold pool submerged her, piercing through her mouth and nose, it was a biting chill, surrounded by only suffocating waves of water, she tried to reach out to touch the water The shore at the sparkling end can't touch anything.

Something was pulling her feet, causing her to sink deeper. Li Tunan looked back and saw that it was the male protagonist in her novel, but at a certain moment, he turned into those people with different faces and hateful faces.

When she wanted to give up, a tender white hand reached into the water, held her hand, and pulled her.

The moment the water broke through, she heard the woman's cold voice.

If possible, I hope that when I was born as a girl, I would be cared and loved, and not suffer from these things.

Li Tunan opened her eyes suddenly. She seemed to have just experienced drowning and could finally breathe. She gasped and looked at the whiteness around her, and felt her heart calm down instantly.

Li Tunan turned his head to look at Meng Xia who was beside him, his brows were frowned, and his eyes showed a trace of displeasure, "Did you spy on my dream?"

Meng Xia remained calm and said frankly, "Yes."

She closed her eyes, turned her back to Li Tunan,

"You go."

Walk?

The heart trembled violently along with the eyelashes.Li Tunan sat up with her hands propped up, and she stared at the halo around Meng Xia's body.

The radiance of the photosphere was so weak that it was almost transparent.

Every time someone is selected to come in, every time the trajectory of fate is forcibly changed, every time someone is sent out, this person will consume his own soul.

They chose a lot of people, only that child did not take an unusual path, and the trajectory really changed from that child's showdown with Ning Qingwan.

If Meng Xia hadn't met that child, Meng Xia's soul power would be exhausted and she would enter the cycle of this world again to encounter those disgusting and despicable plots that she wrote and experienced.

But this time... the aperture has become so thin, and the world has completely changed...

"If you send me away, what will happen to you?" Li Tunan clenched his fingers unconsciously, "Will... disappear."

Her voice trembled faintly.

Meng Xia's eyes were half down, and he replied flatly, "No, I can open the space again."

As soon as the words fell, she formed a seal with her hands, and the light around her suddenly brightened.

The surrounding white images were splashed with paint, becoming colorful and dazzling, the space was distorted, and there was a gap in the most colorful colors, and the other end was deep black.

Li Tunan knew that if he walked in, he could usher in reincarnation.She walked towards the exit step by step.

In my mind, I kept thinking about everything that happened since I entered this space.

She hated Meng Xia and hated her for taking revenge on herself.But I also felt distressed. In the process of struggling with Meng Xia again and again, it seemed that something had unknowingly deteriorated.

"Why are you so obsessed with changing your fate?"

"Because I refuse to accept."

Aren't you afraid that everything you do will be futile? Fear, but it's better than doing nothing.Li Tunan stopped, and she stared blankly at the darkness opposite, thinking of herself falling into a deep pool in her dream.

Whose hand is that that pulls me out of the abyss?

Li Tunan looked back slowly, her eyes were touching

When the last light of the circle of light surrounding Meng Xia dimmed, his eyes flickered, and something flashed in his mind.That day, she saw Meng Xia give all the good memories to that child...

One by one I can open another space

For the last time, will she be the only one in this lonely space in the future? Will she carry the only nightmare memory left, and live forever alone here?

A sore feeling suddenly surged from her chest to the tip of her nose. Li Tunan turned and walked back quickly. In the end, she threw herself into the ball of light with all her strength and hugged Meng Xia.

"I'm not leaving."

Meng Xia's eyes, as calm as stagnant water, were slightly rippling. She chose people to come in in an attempt to change their lives. Whenever there were those disgusting scenes, she would not bear those children to suffer, and would always send those children away and go back to bear it herself.Whenever she feels uncomfortable, Rourou will be by her side.

She can send people away to bear alone, she can give all the good memories to others, and leave all the painful memories for herself.She is selfless to others, but only to Li Tunan, she is selfish and wants to keep others by her side, and does not want to let her go.She kept saving the opportunity to open another space, but she never used it for Li Tunan.Maybe it's revenge, maybe it's getting used to Li Tunan's existence.

But after seeing Li Tunan's dream, she thought, forget it, Li Tunan is not wrong, stop torturing each other.

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Meng Xia rolled his throat, "If you don't leave, you won't have another chance."

She wanted to push Li Tunan who was hugging her away, but she couldn't.

"I know." Li Tunan's choked voice exploded from his ears, "But I don't want you to be alone. Whether I'm a masochist or a Stockholm syndrome, I don't want you one person."

Meng Xia wanted to say something, but she opened her mouth, as if her throat had been grabbed, and she couldn't make a sound.She saw the dazzling light emitting from Li Tunan's body, covering her own ball of light.

She saw the gaping hole close again, the colorful beauty all over her body faded away little by little, and everything returned to its original appearance.

When she heard Li Tunan's voice, it was as warm as the light that enveloped her.

"You gave up your memory and Meng Xia's identity to that child. I want to rename you."

She asked, "What?"

As the light faded, she saw Li Tunan's tear-stained face, saw the mist from her lenses dissipate, and saw the teardrops hanging from her long eyelashes fall again.

First Ji.

The rain and snow stopped and the sky cleared.

Half of her soul power was divided by Li Tunan, and with some strength, she pushed Li Tunan away, turned and walked away.Li Tunan wiped away his tears and followed her, does it sound good? Do you like it?

After a long silence, Li Tunan thought she could not speak, but heard her ask, "When did I abuse you?"

already?"

Li Tunan was stunned, scratched his face, "There is nothing in this place, you still don't allow me to become a little flower."

Chuji glanced at her, "Would you stay the same if I don't allow you?"

Li Tunan's eyes lit up, and with a wave of her hand, a paradise was created in the realm of nothingness. The stream was gurgling, and the fragrance of flowers could be faintly smelled in the spring breeze. Peach blossom petals fluttered and fell into the lake, creating ripples.Li Tunan looked sideways at the woman.

The blue-black hair slid in a gentle arc in the wind, and the ice in the woman's eyes seemed to melt away.

"What else do you want to see?" Li Tunan asked softly

"no need."

The cold voice paused,

"It will run out."

Li Tunan smiled slightly, "Didn't I save half of my soul power with you, and you will return it to me when it's used up."

"No more."

"Ah? Well, if you don't pay it back..." Li Tunan sat on the spot, stroking the water surface with his hand, and tentatively called, "Chu Ji"

After a long silence, she heard a soft

"Um"

"I will always be with you."

"……it is good."

The author has something to say:

It's officially over, thank you for your company.