Curved by the hero's white moonlight

Chapter 51

The coolness of the evening wind slightly reduced the warmth that had just been warm, and the pain from being bitten by Ning Qingwan still remained on his lips.

Don't let others sit in her co-pilot...Meng Xia unconsciously clutched the ribbon on the gift she gave Lai Xiaomeng in her arms, "Can you... ask for that?"

Ning Qingwan said softly: "Why not, you are my girlfriend. Asking me is your unique right."

If you heard these words before, you would feel sweet in your heart, but now there is a thin film between the two.

Before it is pierced, the sweetness cannot penetrate.

Ning Qingwan looked at her deeply, feeling pain in her heart from Meng Xia's dejected look.She rubbed the center of her eyebrows, "So, actually, you don't mind, right?"

How could you not mind it.Meng Xia pursed her lips, trying to restrain her sourness, "Sister Si Lin's mother raised her, and you two are good friends since childhood. I, I'm afraid that you think I'm making trouble for no reason."

Well-behaved, sensible, and empathetic, it makes people feel distressed and heartbroken.Ning Qingwan breathed a long sigh of relief, feeling deeply that she had lived for nothing for so many years, how naive she was, thinking that this girl didn't care about her.

It's not that she doesn't care, but that she cares too much, that's why she is so worried about her, and why she hides her emotions so carefully.

But if the relationship between two people has always been like this, hiding their emotions and lacking communication, sooner or later they will accumulate together, and the emotional rift will only be difficult to repair when it explodes.

Ning Qingwan suppressed her heartache, and said in a gentle tone as much as possible, "I don't think you are making trouble for no reason. On the contrary, I will care if you don't mind. If you don't tell me, I will think wildly, and I will wonder if you don't care Me, that's why I can act like nothing happened."

"I don't care..." Meng Xia bit her lip and murmured, "It's not as if nothing happened."

Ning Qingwan pondered her words.After the awards show that night, she saw a message from Meng Xia, saying that Xia Nianzhi and Meng Yuanxiu were divorced, and she would go back to live for a week.

She was also busy with the new album during this time, the wechat chat and phone calls between the two were similar to usual, only once or twice Meng Xia said that Xia Nianzhi had something to do and hung up the phone in a hurry.

After that, she thought that Meng Xia wanted to accompany Xia Nianzhi, so she didn't contact her again, waiting for Meng Xia to take the initiative.In the end, when he couldn't bear his temper, he came to her.

Judging from the current reaction, Meng Xia went home not only because he wanted to accompany Xia Nianzhi.

Touching the steering wheel with her fingertips, Ning Qingwan was silent for a moment, "I'm too slow. Because I care, because I can't act as if nothing happened, so I procrastinated these days and didn't go back to see me."

Affirmations are tinged with temptation.

Meng Xia didn't reply, and Ning Qingwan noticed her embarrassment that was instantly seen through.

There were ripples in Shen Rushui's eyes, and Ning Qingwan gave a soft "tsk", "Be cruel to me, and even more cruel to yourself."

The two hands hanging on her knees were tangled together helplessly, Meng Xia lowered her head and murmured: "I'm sorry."

Ning Qingwan took her hand, rubbed it on the palm, and said firmly: "Apart from the car ride, you have other things on your mind."

Otherwise, it would not be possible to escape like this.

Ning Qingwan sighed, and said persuasively, "I don't have the ability to read minds, so I can't pry into your heart. So don't say sorry, tell me what you care about, and don't let me think about it, don't make me worry, okay?"

Ning Qingwan's gentle voice made Meng Xia's grievances accumulated for many days surge up.

The car was very quiet, and time seemed to have stood still. It was so silent that Ning Qingwan's heart sank a little bit. When she thought that Meng Xia would not speak again, a soft, choked voice sounded.

"... Sister Si Lin said, you took her to record songs, and you praised her for her good voice. She said that your favorite strawberry mousse was shared with you..."

Meng Xia hung her snow-white neck, sniffed, and pinched her palm with the thumb of the other hand, "She said you taught her to smoke, and you smoked the same cigarette. I don't want to care about it. You grew up together and have a good relationship." It's a very normal thing. But... I saw that you use the same cup, I smell the same smell on her as you, the cigarette she smokes is also yours, and the watch she wears..."

"I... When I was chasing stars, I didn't have so many styles like you..."

"She said the song on theone's first album was a birthday present from you. When I think about 'my secret' and the last line, I'm... so sad."

"I feel...you are more like a couple...I feel like an outsider."

The more he said it, the more it seemed to be stuck in his throat. Meng Xia turned his head and looked out of the car. The car was parked close to the river, and the wind blowing past his ears was mixed with the moisture of the river.

Her face was cool, she wiped it casually, and wet the back of her hand.

Ning Qingwan's heart was twisted into a twist, clenched together so painfully that she couldn't breathe well.

Every time "she said" came out of Meng Xia's mouth, she felt an evil desire to break Chen Silin's neck.

That last sentence was like an ice pick piercing my heart, cold and piercing.

Self-blame and guilt all overwhelmed her, what on earth was she doing these past few days to make the heart of the girl who wanted to be cherished on top of her heart hurt like this, and she didn't even realize it.

She still felt that she didn't care about her and had no desire to possess her.

Ning Qingwan rubbed the center of her brows, calmly took a deep breath to calm her mind, and calmed herself down, "Turn around and look at me."

Meng Xia turned her head slowly, her eyes filled with mist were red, like a bunny, sniffing her nose, and shrugging her thin shoulders.

Facing the sadness and fragility in her eyes, Ning Qingwan choked her throat, took a tissue and leaned closer to wipe the tears on her face, explaining one by one: "It's the tuner who praised her for her good voice, not me. It's not because of her that I like strawberry mousse, it's just that she found the one I like but can't find it. It was my brother who taught her to smoke."

She sighed softly, pinched Meng Xia's tender face, feeling a little helpless, "Do you only remember that one of the 6 songs in the first album? The birthday present for her is a 'coming-of-age ceremony'."

Meng Xia was sobbing as she recalled the lyrics of "Ceremony of Coming of Age", none of the words in the inspirational scene expressed love.

"As for the cups, watches, cigarettes, and perfume, she bought them herself. I have no right to prevent others from using them, right?"

Meng Xia blinked her tear-wet eyelashes, hummed "um" in a nasal voice, and hiccupped.

Like a child obediently listening to her parents' reasoning, Ning Qingwan couldn't help but rubbed her head, her voice became softer, "Why didn't you ask me before? This is such a big misunderstanding."

"..." Meng Xia's eyes fluttered uncomfortably, "I'm afraid that if I show too much concern and concern, you will think I'm too capricious."

Ning Qingwan softened her brows, feeling pain and annoyance in her heart, "I hope you will be more self-willed and considerate, and I will take care of you on both sides. Do you have no confidence in me at all?"

"No." Meng Xia quickly denied, she slumped her shoulders, a trace of disappointment flashed in her eyes, and she pulled the corner of her mouth, "Compared to those, I... am more afraid... to hear you tell me about the past that I can't participate in. "

Ning Qingwan spread out her palms, interlocked her fingers with her fingers, and said softly: "The day you accompanied you to class at your school, I felt like going back in time. At that time, I was thinking about going back in time. It's great to have you here. But the past is established and there is no way to change it. So the present is the most important thing."

She raised their interlocking hands, and said tenderly and solemnly: "I am yours, and from now to the rest of my life will only belong to you. Don't think of being an outsider anymore."

Every sentence is as warm as Ning Qingwan's red lips moving, breathing on Meng Xia's face, turning into a warm current and wading into her heart.

Meng Xia stared blankly at her happiest pair of eyes, Ning Qing's eyes were as clear as peach blossoms, as bright and soft as the crescent moon in the sky.

The tears that had been stopped welled up from the bottom of his eyes uncontrollably, Meng Xia couldn't express his current mood, the warm current in his chest was full of tenderness.

Meng Xia rolled her throat, followed her heart, and leaned forward, the moment the tears dripped from her long eyelashes, she kissed Ning Qingwan's lips.

She held Ning Qingwan's shoulder with one hand, and pressed Ning Qingwan's hand with the other to Ning Qingwan's side.

Ning Qingwan was surprised for a moment, the corners of her lips curled up slightly, and she hugged the back of her neck, rubbing it inch by inch, deepening it bit by bit.

The saltiness of tears is in the mouth, but the sweetness of drawing is in the heart.

Ning Qingwan gently kissed her tear-wet eyelashes, and discussed with her softly, "Next time, don't hold back alone. If I don't ask, you don't talk, and each of us keeps our own thoughts on not communicating." It’s actually hurtful to communicate.”

There was a hint of guilt in Meng Xiashui's bright eyes. It is true that the two of them have been a little estranged these days. She sincerely admitted her mistake, "I was wrong, and I will confess to my sister in the future."

Ning Qingwan narrowed her eyes, and she went over what Meng Xia had said. Chen Silin could only have said it to Meng Xia when she was not around, most likely that afternoon. She asked casually, "You went to the small park in the afternoon of the recording , did you go out because you were unhappy after listening to Chen Silin's flickering?"

Recalling those words, Meng Xia's eyes dimmed, and she gave a soft "um".

"Who did I meet in the park, and I have been thinking about forgetting to ask their names." Ning Qingwan stared at her deeply.

Meng Xia was slightly stunned, "A little girl..." She thought for a while, and based on her serious promise to Ning Qingwan that she would confess in the future, she would not miss anything that happened after meeting the little girl, including the sudden changes in the park. Tell Ning Qingwan everything.

Ning Qingwan was even more shocked when she talked about it later, that blurred face that was gradually forgotten as she grew older, like a mirror filled with water vapor, was wiped away by Meng Xia's words and became clearer.

It was so clear that it slightly overlapped with the person in front of him.

"She's so cute. She was shy when I called her baby."

Ning Qingwan's slightly frowned brows stretched out, and a shallow arc was formed from the eyebrows to the corners of the eyes and lips, "Really."

"Yes. I feel much more comfortable after chatting with her." Meng Xia recalled that day, and then involuntarily recalled Ning Qingwan's subtle attitude towards her that day. She turned her head to look at Ning Qingwan and asked , "Sister, were you jealous that day?"

"..." Ning Qingwan looked down at his watch, "It's getting late, we have to go."

"..." Meng Xia put on her seat belt again, blinking and staring at Ning Qingwan, still calm, but the tips of her ears seem to be!A little pink!

"Sister, are you jealous with a child?" Meng Xia raised the corners of her mouth, revealing her white and lovely teeth, and smiled.

Ning Qingwan glanced at her expressionlessly, and Meng Xia quickly suppressed her smile.

Ning Qingwan looked back and started the car. Amidst the roar of the engine, she said flatly, "No." It was more exaggerated than this.

The author has something to say: I went around a long way to untie the little rabbit and asked who it was, but I found out that it was me, so I asked you if your vinegar smells good

Ning Wanwan: Hehe

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