Curved by the hero's white moonlight

Chapter 49

What Lin Hui said about Ning Qingwan's birth, and what Chen Silin said about her childhood with Ning Qingwan's childhood sweetheart, hovered in Meng Xia's mind over and over again.

While feeling sorry for Ning Qingwan, there was also an indescribable complex emotion entangled in her heart like a ball of hemp rope.

This vaguely depressing feeling faded away at night when Ning Qingwan hugged her and fell asleep.

But on the second day, according to the arrangement of the program group, she was going to observe Ning Qingwan's work. Ning Qingwan drove her to the downstairs of the company. When she parked the car, she saw Chen Silin standing not far from them with a smile.

The feeling of mind and discomfort stretched out its tentacles again.

Chen Silin was wearing a long red dress, bright and charming, and she walked towards them gracefully: "You actually came here on this."

The day before, Ning Qingwan said that the vehicle that is bigger than a bicycle is a heavy locomotive, which is fast and inconvenient to follow. The program team simply installed a gopro on Ning Qingwan's locomotive, and followed slowly. It has not yet followed come up.

Ning Qingwan turned off the GoPro installed on the car, took off the helmet, brushed her hair from the side, and said in a neutral tone, "Why are you here?"

Chen Silin watched her movements, raised her hand and tucked her broken hair behind her ears: "Passing by. Come to see you by the way." Her eyes fell on Meng Xia who was behind Ning Qingwan, wearing a loose white top and pencil pants. The legs are long and straight.

Meng Xia just climbed off Ning Qingwan's car, even though Ning Qingwan tried to ride as slowly as possible, Meng Xia's legs were still weak when she got off the car, and she staggered and staggered after taking a step.

"Are you okay?" Ning Qingwan held her arm with one hand, let her lean on him, helped her take off the helmet naturally, and curled her fingers to brush away the long hair sticking to her face.

Chen Silin looked away from Ning Qingwan's hand, looked at Meng Xia who was pale, and said kindly: "It's very uncomfortable, I threw up when I took this kind of car for the first time."

What she said was ambiguous, and she didn't directly say whether she was in Ning Qingwan's car, but there was such a meaning in it.

Meng Xia suppressed the discomfort surging in her chest, and said slowly, "It's okay..."

Ning Qingwan opened a bottle of water and handed it to Meng Xia, and said to Chen Silin, "I'm going to record a show later."

Chen Silin smiled: "I know, you said it during dinner yesterday. I just watched from the side, and I didn't get into your camera, just like before."

Ning Qingwan didn't say anything more.

The water flowing into the stomach from the throat did not make the stomach more comfortable, but made it uncomfortable. Meng Xia took the bottle away from her mouth, and found that the bottle cap was in Ning Qingwan's hand, so she reached out to take it.

Ning Qingwan turned to look at her, "Stop drinking? Are you feeling better?"

Meng Xia nodded, and Ning Qingwan took the bottle from her hand, moved it to her lips and took a few sips before putting the cap on.The smile on Chen Silin's lips narrowed slightly.

Not long after, everyone from the program team arrived, and Chen Silin followed behind the camera as she said, neither far nor near, but Meng Xia couldn't ignore the fixed gaze on her body.

Ning Qingwan took her to experience the recording studio once. Meng Xia's musical ability was very weak. After Ning Qingwan taught those melodies a few times, she still sang her unique Meng style.

It's just that none of the words are in the key where they should be.

Amid Ning Qingwan's unrestrained laughter, Meng Xia pursed her lips tightly, no matter how much Ning Qingwan coaxed her, she was unwilling to sing.

"It's actually quite nice." Ning Qingwan had a smile in her eyes.

Meng Xia glanced at her, his eyes were full of distrust, and he muttered, "It sounds like you're still smiling so happily, you're fooling a child."

"Really." Ning Qingwan rubbed her head, her tone was much more serious than before, "Your voice is very nice, even if it's not in tune, it sounds very comfortable."

Meng Xia smiled happily because of this sentence, and Ning Qingwan pinched her nose affectionately.Chen Silin watched with dim eyes outside the recording studio.

After experiencing it for a while, Meng Xia didn't want to disturb Ning Qingwan's song recording, so she excused herself to go to the bathroom and slipped away.

When she came out of the cubicle, she saw Chen Silin standing by the door smoking a cigarette. The slender cigarette in her hand seemed familiar to Mengxia, but she didn't look at it much.She didn't want to confirm her guess.

Chen Silin saw Meng Xia raised her lips and smiled softly: "How does it feel to sing in the recording studio?"

Meng Xia pursed her lips and smiled back at her: "It's quite interesting."

Chen Silin: "You have a good voice, you should be able to sing well."

Meng Xia put her hand under the induction faucet to wash her hands, her voice was soft and shy: "I am tone deaf."

Chen Silin took a puff of cigarette and then slowly exhaled: "Me too. When Ah Qing took me to experience the recording studio for the first time. I didn't say a word on the tune. My mother laughed at me, only Ah Qing comforted me and said that I Good sound."

"So don't feel embarrassed, Ah Qing is still very good at taking care of other people's feelings sometimes."

Meng Xia paused as she washed her hands, lowered her eyelashes, and squeezed out the word "good" from her throat after a while.

At three o'clock in the afternoon, in order to shoot a concept photo for the new album, Ning Qingwan took pictures in the studio where the scene had been arranged.

The shooting time is expected to be relatively long. The program team only recorded a few scenes of Meng Xia looking at Ning Qingwan's filming, and then took advantage of Ning Qingwan's filming period to sneak away.

In order not to affect Ning Qingwan's shooting, except for assistant Cheng Xu and manager Li Li, everyone else moved from the studio to the lounge next door.

Chen Silin went out for a trip, and ordered afternoon tea for the staff, not only the program crew who followed the filming, but also the people from Ning Qingwan Economic Company, the arrangement was very thoughtful.

As the saying goes, the mouth of a cannibal is soft, and the program team praised her for a while, and the staff of the economic company smiled and said, "Every time she comes back, she will buy delicious food and drink."

"As soon as she came, I knew I was lucky."

"It's Muji's Strawberry Mousse! You really like this~"

"Ms. Ning also prefers this mousse cake."

Meng Xia sat on the soft chair at the farthest corner, watched and listened, then slowly looked away, took out her mobile phone and chatted with Luo Ke and the others.Chen Silin walked towards her and handed her the cake box and milk tea in her hand, "It's for you."

After hesitating for a moment, Meng Xia took it and thanked him politely.

Chen Silin: "Ah Ching likes to eat this cake the most. I remember, the first time I shared my favorite cake with her, her eyes lit up, as if she liked this cake very much after that."

Meng Xia knew Ning Qingwan's preference, but it was all based on fans' understanding of idols.She could vaguely understand what Chen Silin wanted to express.

Does it mean that Ning Qingwan likes it because she likes it?

The people around are eating cakes and drinking milk tea, chatting with each other, it is very noisy.

Chen Silin's voice was not loud at all, it was like whispering, lowered, but every word entered Meng Xia's ears.

"You see, I always share the good things with her, but she is a bad person, and she doesn't teach me well."

Chen Silin took out the pack of cigarettes from her bag. Meng Xia looked over and saw clearly that it was the same kind of cigarettes that Ning Qingwan smoked before.

"One day I saw her smoking and thought it was novel, so I took the cigarette from her mouth and put it in my own mouth in front of her."

Meng Xia listened, and couldn't help constructing a picture in his mind, a very ambiguous picture, and he slapped his thick eyelashes twice.

Chen Silin saw the change in her expression, hooked her lips, and continued: "I thought she would blame me, but I didn't expect her to teach me to smoke."

"Is it bad?"

Meng Xia opened her mouth, not knowing how to respond, her chest was constricted, and she couldn't breathe.

"I, I'm going to the bathroom."

As soon as the words fell, she got up and walked out the door. When she reached the bathroom door, she looked at the cake box and milk tea in her hand, and couldn't help laughing. No one would go to the bathroom with a pile of food.

But I don't want to go back to the living room.

I don't know when Ning Qingwan took the photo, Meng Xia sent Ning Qingwan and pd a wechat message, and then left the company building.

Walking aimlessly on the street, she has never been to this block, and the surrounding environment is very strange.

The words Chen Silin said, the pictures she made up in her brain, the two cups in Chen Silin's house with hand-painted drawings, interlaced like old movies, played back frame by frame in her mind.

She kept thinking about it, almost masochistically.

Mind, jealousy, and a sour feeling that is so strong that it cannot be dissipated fills my heart.

Meng Xia was immersed in her boredom, completely unaware that as she walked away step by step, the surrounding environment had changed.

When she regained her senses, Meng Xia walked to a small park, where children in twos and threes were playing on the slide, while their parents watched from not far away.

Meng Xia picked up the phone and looked at it, but there was no reply, Ning Qingwan should still be filming.She looked around, and the environment became even more unfamiliar. There was a little girl sitting on a wooden bench in the corner.

There are still seats available.Meng Xia walked over to the bench, and only when she got closer did she see that the little girl was covered in dust, as if she had rolled around on the ground.

The sleeves were rolled up a bit, and there was a tooth mark on the exposed arm, which was bitten quite deeply.

Hearing footsteps, the girl raised her head and gave her a nonchalant glance.

So beautiful... The eyes are like Ning Qingwan, and there is also a mole of tears under the eyes, but it seems to have hit a bruise on the forehead.

Meng Xia blinked, feeling fond of her.

"Why are you sitting here alone?" Meng Xia sat down beside her.

The girl frowned, moved a little aside, and ignored her.

Meng Xia: "Where are your parents?"

The girl pursed her lips, and after a while said, "You are so annoying."

Meng Xia: "..."

After being silent for a long time, Meng Xia still didn't hold back, and handed the cake in her hand to her: "Do you want to eat the cake?"

The girl glanced at her, "Are you a trafficker?"

"..." Meng Xia choked up, "Do I look like a bad guy?"

The girl pursed her lips, looked at her carefully, and shook her head, "It's not like it. It's only for looks."

Young, very thoughtful.

"Okay." Meng Xia smiled, her eyebrows and eyes curved.

The girl looked at her smile and lowered her eyelids.

"Then do you want to eat my cake?" Meng Xia opened the cake box, took out the strawberry mousse cake inside, and handed it to the girl.

The girl didn't answer, "I watched TV, and I fainted after eating something given by strangers, and then they took people away and sold them."

"...Well, the show on TV is right, don't eat what strangers give you." Meng Xia nodded and wanted to withdraw her hand.

The girl snorted softly and took the cake from her hands.

Meng Xia: "Aren't you afraid that I will sell you after you eat it?"

The girl shrugged: "It doesn't matter. Even if it is sold, no one will care."

These words... Meng Xia glanced at the clothes on her body, "Did you quarrel with your parents?" She thought about it and said, "Did you get beaten by your parents for doing something wrong?"

The girl froze for a moment, then shook her head, "They never hit me." She lowered her head and dug a spoonful of cake into her mouth, "No matter what I did wrong, they would never beat or scold me."

"It's like no matter how well-behaved I am, they won't praise me. I got full marks in the exam and won the certificate. Mom, Mom just glanced at it and didn't say anything."

"But my brother has only improved by one point, and she will always praise him for being great."

"I had a fight with Wang Chen today. The teacher said to invite parents. Wang Chen's parents have come. I waited for a long time, but they just made a phone call."

"I used to watch my brother fight with others, and my mother scolded him for a long time. I felt very envious."

"Sometimes I wonder if I picked it up. But they all say that I am my own and that I look like my mother."

"When my brother was injured, she would hug him and say, 'My little baby, it doesn't hurt anymore', but she never hugged me."

"I also want her to hug me and tell me..."

The girl paused, her voice choked up, she couldn't cry, she raised her hand to wipe the tears off her face, gritted her teeth and tried not to cry, a little stubborn.

Hearing this, Meng Xia's heart was twisted into a ball, it hurt so badly that it was hard to breathe.Her mother passed away early, and she has never experienced maternal love.But it's better to have no experience than to have a mother but turn a blind eye to yourself.

She took out a tissue and squatted in front of the little girl, carefully wiping the tears on her face, "Don't wipe it with your hands."

The little girl's tear-wet eyelashes trembled, and her beautiful eyes filled with tears stared at her without blinking.

Meng Xia wiped her face clean, raised her hand to cover her head, the girl froze for a moment, and wanted to hide, but she moved a bit and stopped moving.Meng Xia smiled softly and rubbed her head gently.

"If you don't mind, I can play your mother."

The girl looked at her and sniffed: "What?"

Meng Xia picked her up, sat back on the stool, and let the girl sit sideways on his lap.She dusted off the dust from the girl's body, and said softly, "My little baby, it doesn't hurt anymore."

The girl looked at her in disbelief, her thin lips moved, and she said embarrassingly for a while, "What. I won't call you mother."

"I don't have a daughter as old as you."

The girl pursed her lips and muttered, "Can you call me again."

"Baby?"

The girl was a little shy, but stared at her with wide eyes, and bent the corners of her eyes, "Hmm!"

Meng Xia was a little amused, first touched the tooth marks on her arm, and then raised her hand to rub the bruise on her forehead.

The girl hissed.

"Does it hurt?"

The girl rolled her eyes, "What do you think?"

Meng Xia smiled, "Then don't fight with others next time, it will hurt."

"I'm not afraid of pain." The girl muttered, she let Meng Xia rub her head, it was painful but also very comfortable.

"I will feel distressed. You are very beautiful. What should you do if you lose your appearance in a fight?"

The girl blinked, as if she was a little embarrassed. She lowered her head and ate the cake. She fed all the strawberries to Meng Xia, "You looked a little unhappy before. You can tell me if you are unhappy."

Meng Xia sighed leisurely, and it's not good to tell a child that love is troubled.

But Bingxue was a very smart girl, she asked: "Are you broken in love?" Seeing Meng Xia looking at her in surprise, she explained like a very young adult, "At your age, you are either worried about money or your relationship."

"..." hit the nail on the head, really brilliant.

Meng Xia looked at her, and couldn't help but want to ask her opinion, "If someone likes you, maybe even wants to take away the person you like, what will you do?"

The girl took a sip of the milk tea Meng Xia gave her, "Then does the person I like like me?"

"like."

"Oh, my things can't be taken away by others."

"..." At such a young age, so domineering.

This topic did not continue, Meng Xia was afraid of misleading the child's views.She took out her phone and looked at it. It was 4 o'clock, but there was still no news. Did it take so long to take pictures?She thought about it, and it would be better to make a phone call and ask.

But the signal in the small park seems to be not very good.

Meng Xia put the girl down from her lap, "I'm going to make a phone call."

The girl nodded, "I'll wait for you here."

Meng Xia rubbed her head and walked towards the intersection with her mobile phone. She looked down at the mobile phone and felt a little strange. The signal was full, so why couldn't the phone be dialed out.

She turned around and wanted to go back and told the girl that she had to go first, thinking about asking the girl's name, she thought that if she had the opportunity, she would take the girl out to play more.

As soon as she moved, she was dragged into her arms. Ning Qingwan's voice was low and hoarse, suppressing her anger, "Why didn't you answer the phone?"

Chen Silin clenched her hands at the side, with a calm expression on her face, she said with half reproach and half concern: "It's not about going to the toilet, we are all worried to death how we got here."

Meng Xia's attention was all on that corner of the park, the wooden benches became stainless steel benches, she looked at the slides not far away, those slides and even the people near the slides also changed.

She scanned every part of the park, but there was no girl anywhere.

"How could this be... people... I haven't asked the name yet..."

Ning Qingwan behind her suddenly darkened.

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